"Jiuhong—"

Bai Yufen thought about many possibilities, but she never thought that "Yang Jiuhong" went to the church of foreigners, but it was only because she couldn't feel social discrimination anywhere.

"Yufen, I know that once some stains are stained, they will never be washed away in this life. ”

Anne said lightly, "It wasn't my willingness to be Sister Kiln, but I stayed in the kiln, even if I was good and married to the Seventh Master, those people still looked down on me." ”

These people also include the descendants of the Bai family.

Don't look at them are very respectful to "Yang Jiuhong" on their faces, but they look down on her in their bones.

is like Li Xiangxiu, who is "Sister Yao" when she opens her mouth and closes her mouth, and she feels that being a maid is more noble than Sister Yao.

At that time, Yang Jiuhong had been in the Bai family gate for more than 20 years, but he still couldn't win the respect of the people from the bottom of his heart.

Anne also studied carefully and found that Yang Jiuhong's tragedy was of course artificial, but in the final analysis, it was the discrimination of the whole society against her identity as a kiln sister.

For example, Bai Jiali, when she was a child, she really didn't know who her real mother was, and she didn't understand those truths.

But when you grow up.

She really doesn't know, really doesn't understand these truths?

She knows and understands it, especially when she also experienced being robbed of her daughter and her daughter being taught not to recognize herself, she still doesn't want to recognize Yang Jiuhong.

In the final analysis, it was because she felt that having Yang Jiuhong's own mother made her ashamed.

This, of course, is not right, dogs don't think the mother is ugly.

But she can't blame Bai Jiali too much, because when she was young, no one taught her, and occasionally heard about her mother's topic, but she also had all kinds of contempt and contempt, and even she herself was inferior.

Bai Jiali didn't recognize Yang Jiuhong, and Yang Jiuhong was naturally very painful.

In fact, for Bai Jiali, this incident itself brought her pain.

In the final analysis, Bai Jiali, like the second old lady, rejects not Yang Jiuhong as a person, but her identity.

Because the whole society has this attitude, they just follow the general trend.

Therefore, even if Bai Jiali was not taken away by the second old lady, but was raised by Yang Jiuhong's side, in such a big social environment, Bai Jiali's heart would be full of contradictions.

On the one hand, out of the instinct of being a child and her mother's teachings, she will definitely respect her mother, and even feel that her mother was really pitiful back then, and she will feel sorry for her.

On the other hand, when you go outside and socialize with people, you will inevitably meet people who "know the roots", and see people muttering in other people's ears, even if people don't discuss Bai Jiali, Bai Jiali will subconsciously feel that they are laughing at her, the daughter of the Bai family who was born and raised by Sister Yao.

That kind of pain will be more unbearable and heavy than the pain that Bai Jiali endured because she didn't recognize her mother.

Of course, if Bai Jiali's heart is strong enough to ignore everyone's comments and eyes, she can still have a wonderful life.

and Yang Jiuhong's own mother, will also have a deep mother-daughter relationship.

But, in fact, Bai Jiali is an ordinary girl, she will have low self-esteem, and she will also care about other people's opinions, and then make herself more and more painful.

...... As long as she doesn't change the prejudice caused by "Yang Jiuhong" because of her identity, there is no possibility of reconciliation between her and her daughter.

But how difficult is it to change the inherent prejudices of society as a whole?

"Jiuhong, you, don't think so much. In fact, as long as I have been with you for a long time, everyone will know that you are a very good person. Competent and kind!"

Bai Yufen was anxious to comfort Anne, but she put aside Anne's frequent visits to foreigners' churches and seemed to be a little unruly.

"No, no matter how capable and nice I am, they may thank me at the time, but when the matter is over, how can they look down on me, they will still look down on me. ”

Anne shook her head in frustration.

It's not that she's speculating on others with the greatest malice, it's the truth.

In the original plot, the ghost animals invaded Huaguo, and the Bai family's business was affected.

It was Yang Jiuhong who was ordered to be in danger, and relied on the Japanese he learned from Tian Mu to buy the medicinal materials back in a dangerous situation.

and Bai Jingye didn't do it properly, gambling and prostituting spent all the money on his body and was detained, Bai Jingqi took out money to ransom people for a while, or Yang Jiuhong took out the money he earned from putting the money in the seal, so the matter was over.

Putting aside whether Yang Jiuhong put the money in the seal or not, just her heart, it can be seen that she is still kind in her bones, and she has a sense of belonging to the mansion, and she really feels sorry for the seventh master, and she can't bear to see him embarrassed.

Yang Jiuhong is definitely a meritorious man for the Bai family.

However, after the incident, everyone forgot her credit, how to dislike it or continue to dislike it, and laughed at her and squeezed her with the fact that the second old lady would not let Yang Jiuhong wear filial piety when she died.

"Jiuhong, you don't have to think about it so much, raise the child first in a down-to-earth manner, and when your son has a future, outsiders will naturally not dare to underestimate you. ”

Bai Yufen really didn't know what to persuade, not to mention that people outside discriminated against Yang Jiuhong, it was herself, and the first reaction to Yang Jiuhong was that she was famous and the most beautiful kiln sister in Jinan Mansion.

This kind of prejudice has really penetrated into people's bones, even if the rational reminder is wrong, but I still can't help but think so.

"It's for the sake of my children that I don't want to stay in a place where they will laugh at me and look down on me all day. ”

Anne shook her head stubbornly, "I'm already like this, but my son is still young, and I can't let him listen to those foul words from an early age." ”

"Yufen, I found that in fact, foreigners are not as scary as the legend. They are also all ordinary people with two noses and two eyes, hungry to eat, sleepy and want to sleep. ”

"However, foreigners are simpler and more direct than us, and they will not hold on to my past, but respect me very much. ”

"Of course, it may also have something to do with my generous spending. But what is this, it's not that I don't have no money in my hands. It's also spending money, some people use my money, but they still laugh at me behind my back. ”

"People are different, they are the same, and they really value me. ”

Bai Yufen didn't mention going to church again, but Anne took the initiative to mention it.

When she mentioned this, her eyes became extraordinarily bright, and the whole person looked even more radiant, as if she had changed into a different person.

She forgot all the unbearable things in Beijing, and she also forgot the momentum she received, and she seemed to have become the bright and happy Yang Jiuhong again.

After looking at Anne for a long time, Bai Yufen sighed faintly, "As long as you are happy." ”

Anyway, Lao Qi is rich and can afford to raise an aunt who is willing to donate money to the church!