Shen Jiayi raised her head slowly, and she saw a touch of self-deprecation in Xiao Mosheng's eyes.

"Jiayi, I grew up in slums abroad when I was a child, do you know the slums? It's that there are all kinds of crimes around me every day, but no one cares, you may live today, but you can't live tomorrow. Growing up in that environment, I had many shortcomings that you can't imagine. ”

Xiao Mosheng smiled bitterly, and then looked at Shen Jiayi lightly, "I couldn't help myself last night, if I hadn't drunk so much wine, I wouldn't have indulged myself......"

"I don't regret what happened last night. Shen Jiayi's voice was muffled, she looked at her toes, and said softly, "Whether you are good or not, that's your business." I like you, it's my own business. I'm not going to hold you accountable, and you don't have to worry about it. ”

Xiao Mosheng was stunned for a moment, "Jiayi, like this...... Don't you think it's unfair to you?"

"What does that mean fairness? Merson, I know you've always had someone in your heart, so if you come and be responsible for what you say to me in this situation, when you're still in love with other people, it's not fair to me, it's cruel to me. Shen Jiayi felt a dull pain in her heart, but she still insisted, "That's it, I'm going to practice singing, and I'm going to perform in B1 soon." ”

After finishing speaking, Shen Jiayi smiled weakly, carried the dinner brought by Xiao Mosheng, turned around and left.

Xiao Mosheng looked at Shen Jiayi's back with a little unpleasantness, he was a sensitive person, so he naturally knew Shen Jiayi's thoughts about him, but Shen Jiayi's words today made him a little unable to understand Shen Jiayi.

"I really can't understand anyone?"

Xiao Mosheng smiled bitterly.

This was the case with Song Yaqin before, and the same is true with Shen Jiayi now.

Xiao Mosheng decided that he should go back to the piano room to play the piano, thinking about nothing, because he found that he couldn't understand anything!

Shen Jiayi returned to the singing room, took out rice and vegetables, and silently shed tears while eating.

She found that she was still very cowardly, and even love was so uncrisp and messy.

Shen Jiayi has always had low self-esteem, even if it has been much better, but at this moment, all the inferiority complex and depression swept in an instant.

With tears in her eyes, she finished the meal, and Shen Jiayi didn't remember any other flavors of these dishes, because they tasted bitter to her.

However, she really doesn't regret it.

Love is love.

Shen Jiayi finished dinner, put it aside, wiped her tears with a handkerchief, and then picked up the songbook next to her.

This is a song that has been very popular recently, and the singer is also Shen Jiayi's idol.

If I hadn't met you, I would have been there

How is the life going, whether life should be cherished

Maybe you know someone and live an ordinary life

I don't know if it will be, but there is also love that is as sweet as honey

Time flies, and all I care about is you......

Shen Jiayi was singing in the practice room, and Xiao Mosheng, who was going to practice, stood quietly outside the door, leaning against the wall, listening to Shen Jiayi's singing, looking at the sky outside, his eyes were misty, and no one knew what he was thinking.

Just when these two people didn't know what they were thinking, Gu Yan, who was far away in the logistics department, was lying on the bed, but sat up suddenly.

It happened that Zhang Cuihua passed by Gu Yan's bed, and she was so frightened that she jumped up directly.

Her head hit the bed next to her directly, and Zhang Cuihua said very resentfully, "Gu Yan, are you scared." ”

Although it is resentful, it is also cautious, and the voice is very small and soft.

The main thing is that Gu Yan is angry.

Gu Yan was really not angry, the corners of her mouth hooked, and said, "I'm never scary, really." ”