Chapter 177: I Used to Love You!
Yang Ling looked at her, feeling that there was a steel needle in his heart constantly interspersed, the tearing pain was constantly eroding his brain, he wanted to reach out and hold this woman in his arms to comfort him, but he was afraid of provoking other emotional entanglements, she was gentle like water, she was lonely, she did not allow herself to blaspheme, she already had Han Xinglin and Han Xue, and she would definitely not be able to give her a brilliant and happy life.
"Yang Ling~!" Sun Xiaojing turned her head, the beautiful big eyes and clear spring flowed on her delicate face, she took Yang Ling's hand and put it on her waist, and then slowly leaned into his arms, "Every night, I have to look at your photos to fall asleep quietly, I don't know when I started, my heart is full of your shadow, after graduation, I thought I would forget you, but I didn't meet you again in Chang'an last year, you know?" At that moment, I lost myself, you seem to be a shadow that has accompanied me for hundreds of years and thousands of years, without you, my life is gray!"
Yang Ling was shocked, how could it be? Like the peerless independence of Snow Lotus on the top of the mountain, the head of the class, who is known as the best in the Nine Palaces of Jinling University, would have always had a crush on himself like a dog? This is just like a legendary story like the Arabian Nights, when the third Gao Wenfeng said it, he didn't feel much, at that time, almost all the boys in the history department secretly liked Sun Xiaojing, of course, he was no exception, but he just thought about it, at this time, he listened to the big class leader Pear Blossom with rain crying and lovesickness lying in his arms, which made him completely not calm, could it be that the world has completely changed, and the story of the frog prince has evolved to the point of changing gender?
He looked at her delicate and helpless face, wiped the tears on her face with his hands, and said with some heartache: "Xiaojing, I...... I never knew you liked ...... Like me, I ...... I don't deserve to be treated like this......"
Sun Xiaojing stretched out her hands and hugged his waist tightly, arched into his arms a few times, buried her head deep in his chest and said softly: "
Yang Ling stretched out his hand and touched her long silky hair, not knowing what to say for a while, and only after a long time did he ask suspiciously: "That...... Why don't you go to me? Otherwise, you don't have to wait so hard, you must know that it is not only me, but our class and our department. The boys in our house love you. ”
Sun Xiaojing hesitated for a moment and said, "Can I not sue you?"
"No! I want to know!" Yang Ling said categorically as he helped her up a little roughly, looking at her big beautiful eyes. He wanted to know what was the reason why she didn't come to him, because even if she only came a week or even a day earlier, he might not agree to Han Xue and Han Xinglin to meet, which would not make him uncomfortable now, he thought about the original situation, meeting with Han Xinglin was Saturday, and meeting with Sun Xiaojing was Sunday. The so-called creation makes people, this may be the fate of impermanence!
Sun Xiaojing raised her hand and touched his face, her face flashed with a seductive luster, and she said softly like a dream: "Yang Ling." Promise me, I said you can't be sad, if one day I suddenly disappear, will you remember that a very stupid woman like me once loved you with a dead face!"
Yang Ling's heart couldn't help but feel like he had been pinched, and there was a very difficult feeling of suffocation all over his body. He hugged Sun Xiaojing tightly in his arms, "Xiaojing, what is the reason for suing me?"
Sun Xiaojing felt Yang Ling's warm embrace and his firm chest, and murmured, "I was born with congenital heart disease. According to the doctor, I may not live for three months, but then I miraculously survived, and has lived until now to grow so big, just finished the college entrance examination in the third year of high school, I had a heart attack, lying in the hospital for five months, at that time my grandfather had died, my parents didn't know where, except for doctors and nurses, I couldn't see a relative, even my classmates didn't know, I was lying alone in the hospital, I didn't want to live several times, the doctors in the hospital persuaded me that I was a miracle in the medical field, since I could survive, why not continue to live, what you see today is the daughter of my attending doctor, Uncle ShenIf it weren't for his encouragement, I guess I wouldn't be there. Later, I also slowly figured it out, I was finally admitted to the university, I want to go to see the scenery of the university, so that even if I suddenly die one day, my life is not a regret, my condition gradually improved, after being discharged from the hospital, I went to Jinling University of Posts and Telecommunications, but I don't like those boring numbers, so I wanted to transfer after half a year, and after the help of the school leaders, I transferred to Jinling University, that is, we spent more than three years together in the School of History, archaeology, that is, I met you"
Yang Ling didn't speak, his body trembled involuntarily for a while, but he hugged her tightly with his arms, and his heart was like a knife poking around vigorously.
Sun Xiaojing continued: "Heart disease is so uncomfortable! I can't be angry, I can't exercise vigorously, I can't cry, I can only be like a lonely rag doll, indifferently watching other people's joys and sorrows, Yang Ling, do you know? Since wearing the pendant you sent me, I feel much better in heart and body, and when I have nothing to do, I can also go shopping, climb the mountain, a few days ago you said that you were going to come to Beijing to see me, I couldn't sleep for several days. ”
Yang Ling said guiltily: "Xiaojing, I should have come to see you earlier, I don't know your situation, but don't worry, I will make your illness better, and soon you will have the same power as normal people." ”
Sun Xiaojing raised her head and looked at him happily, "I know! This magical pendant will make me better, you can't take it back! Otherwise, even if you murder, hehe~!"
Yang Ling touched her smooth and white cheeks like a fairy, smiled and said: "It is specially given to you by me, I thought you would be very cold in Beijing in winter, so I gave it to you to keep warm, but I didn't expect it to be curable, by the way, Xiaojing, I came to bring you a gift this time, I don't know if you like it or not?"
Yang Ling said, quietly reached behind him and grabbed it gently, the jewelry box containing the jade jade bracelet and earring ring appeared in his hand, and he took it to her, "This is when I went to Myanmar to gamble on stones, and I asked someone to make a pair of jewelry, you open it and take a look!" )
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