Chapter 368: Transparent Heart (Second Update, Ask for Recommendation Votes!)

The dream was shattered and transformed, countless scenes flashed in front of me, and in a trance I returned to the past, to the scene where I witnessed everything with my own eyes.

The middle-aged man wearing a gold watch had his fingers chopped off, the high-level paraplegic became a crippled army, the old man who was thrown into a sack and thrown into the Yangtze River, the fat man who crashed out of the car, and the Hubei Yankee who twisted his neck......

Everything appeared in front of me, and the sky was full of hideous and deformed faces.

I struggled desperately to break free, trying to turn into a roc bird to break free from all restraints and break through the gloomy sky full of hideous faces......

I don't know how many times I woke up at night, but every time a gentle hand gently patted and soothed me back to sleep, and the anxiety of the whole night was soothed by gentleness.

When I woke up at noon the next day, my whole body was sticky with a stinky sweat, my mouth was dry and my throat was about to smoke, and I was mopping the floor in one of my white shirts, and under the shirt were a pair of white long legs.

"Charlene, bring me a glass of water. Leaning on the head of the bed and looking at the light between the curtains, I felt a warm power in my heart.

After a night of nightmare struggle, I relaxed a lot, and the pain and suffering was also a kind of training and growth for me.

The most important thing is that the oil bottle gives me inner strength, so that I will not get lost in the night, so that I can keep a cool head, and she is always by my side.

"Sanming, are you feeling better?" she touched my forehead after giving me a glass of water, and I nodded that it was okay.

After drinking water, I habitually went to look for a cigarette, she helped light a cigarette and handed it over, I felt a lot more relaxed after taking a puff of cigarette, and carefully savored the faint taste of lip gloss in my mouth, and then I saw that she applied lipstick.

In a trance, it was as if I had traveled through time and space, and I still remember the taste of Seventeen Lip Gloss, and it felt like I had a nightmare.

When I opened the curtains, I found that it was raining outside, and the light raindrops fell on the window and slowly gathered into a stream of water, which always made people feel extra silent on a rainy day.

Today I am going to leave here completely, to face all the unknown, no one knows if I will survive or not, but all the stress has been released in one night, and I feel extremely relaxed now.

Maybe the second uncle is right, I am a big heart, and now even the cigarettes are so smooth, and I tasted many overlooked details after calming down, and the lip gloss with the taste of peach was used in the oil bottle, and there was some shyness in the sweetness......

"Charlene, come and sit. I waved her to sit next to me, and she sat down slowly, her head bowed and her little face was already a little rosy.

I don't know if she has noticed the change in me, but I am in a good mood at this time, and I have a kind of transparency beyond the world, and I face everything calmly.

"What's wrong?" she still looked stupid, simple and pure.

But this feeling is the best, if life is only as first seen, it is pure and flawless without any impurities, and it is an expectation for going back in time, a yearning for the once beautiful.

At this moment, I suddenly realized that the oil bottle was so charming, like a ripe peach shy and quiet, hidden and covered by layers of branches and leaves, although I could not see but could smell the fragrance.

"Do you remember the first time we met? I never asked, why don't you always talk?" I teased softly, she immediately blushed, and my mood became more relaxed.

People are like this, when they think of beautiful things, they will suddenly be enlightened, it is better to face them calmly than to worry about the struggle, maybe I will really see the second uncle today, what else do I have to be afraid of with him?

She didn't speak, but her little eyes always looked at me secretly, and she wouldn't stay and dodge immediately, I couldn't help but laugh, and I wanted to tease her.

"I see, you must have put everything you have to say during the day and hummed it at night, am I right? hehe......" I stroked her chin by the way, and she immediately avoided it in disgust.

She is exactly like two people during the day and at night, and the quiet and shyness of the day will become hot and wild at night, and the sound of calling the bed can probably be heard in the next room......

"Ignore you. She pretended to be angry, but I could see the affection in her eyes, and the shyness.

She is like a night rose, only blooming quietly in the dead of night, only for me to be sexy and enchanting.

"No! I still want to take a shower. As soon as she finished speaking, she ran to the bathroom to put water, and my mood became extremely refreshing.

Twenty minutes later, she beckoned to me and clumsily unbuttoned me, feeling warm as if all the pressure on her body had been lifted together.

"Come on, come in. I said hello, and her face instantly turned red, but she followed me into the bathroom.

I hung up her nose and said in a long voice, "Don't think about it, just let you help me take a bath, see where you think!"

At a word, her face turned even redder, and she gave me a faint white look, as if she was blaming me.

I'm tired of the slimy feeling on my body, the pores of my body need fresh air, and I should return to the most natural essence, to the most primitive heart......

The white porcelain bathtub has been filled with water, and the water vapor in the bathroom seems to be an ambiguous atmosphere around it, and the water flows like spring rain, quietly washing away all the tiredness in the heart.

The white carpet, the white feet, her gentleness made me feel like I was in a dream, lying in the bathtub felt so unreal.

The warm water and cold hands swept through the tired body inch by inch, and the richness of the atmosphere made my mind a little dizzy and drunk.

I haven't felt this kind of relaxation for a long time, there is no such a comfortable moment, just like a soothing piano song, soothing all the pressure and irritability in the heart, returning to the purest heart.

The splashing water seems to compose a song of mountain water, making people feel as if they are in a quiet and secluded outdoor valley, and they can see the ancient and dense trees in a trance, and can vaguely hear the clear spring flowing under the trees......

Listening to the melody from the heavenly sound, it makes people feel intoxicated! People are willing to give up all their obsessions to wander in the warmth and enjoy the comfort brought by the warmth.

All the stress disappeared without a trace at this moment, only the fresh floral fragrance on the tip of the nose, and a budding night rose.

More or less people are under pressure, it is inevitable in the environment and life, but after all, it is inseparable from the word mentality, time will never stop, in the long river of time, everyone is a flick of the fingers, enjoy every moment of wonderful.

I seemed to see an endless sea of flowers in front of my eyes, I saw a clear sky full of white clouds, Charlene was wearing a white dress with a wreath on her head, and walked towards me step by step from the depths of the sea of flowers......

"Hurry up and wipe it clean and get ready to eat. Her words brought me to my senses, and I nodded and came out of the tub.

In fact, when you really enjoy the wonderful, there will be no distractions in people's hearts, let alone impulsive desires, and that pure inner experience is a kind of enjoyment, but it is different after taking a bath......

She looked at me so shyly that I quipped, "What if I want to drink fresh milk at noon?"

She looked at me faintly and didn't speak, turned around and pushed me out of the bathroom, turned her head and began to clean the bathtub, with neatly stacked clothes on the bed.

After taking a bath, I felt that my whole body was transparent, I put on clean and tidy clothes, opened the curtains, and looked at the light rain outside, and my heart was very calm.

The oil bottle is still cleaning up the bathtub, although I may not be able to come back if I leave here today, but I didn't stop her, I don't want her to have too heavy psychological pressure.

Standing in front of the window and lighting a cigarette, opening the window to take a deep breath of fresh air with the smell of earth, I suddenly remembered a sentence that not every storm will have a rainbow, but at least the sky will be clear.

I haven't looked up at the sky for a long time, and people like me who live in the dark can't see the sun at all.

I still remember when I was a child in my hometown, watching the sunrise was a very exciting thing, but now the sun will rise every morning but I don't have the heart to see it, in fact, it is the people's hearts that change.

Originally, people like me shouldn't have the luxury of expecting tomorrow and hope, but every time I calm down, there will be a touch, after all, the life that everyone yearns for is actually around us.

If I hadn't embarked on the path of Lao Qian, I might still be in school at this time, or I would be drinking drinks in an Internet café, and maybe I would be in a relationship with a girl......

The oil bottle gently walked behind me, wrapped his hands around my waist, and his little head gently pressed against my back, it was time for lunch......