Chapter 1148: Pain

The faint smile on Zhang Zilin's face, after hearing what Bai Ningyuan had just said, instantly froze, and then the next second, his face suddenly became pale, and he couldn't see a trace of blood, as if the blood in his whole body had been drained, his body couldn't help but tremble slightly, and his eyes also had a little panicked look. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

"...... you" Zhang Zilin desperately wanted to say something, but her teeth were also chattering, and she couldn't even say a complete sentence because she was so confused.

Seeing Zhang Zilin's discoloring appearance, this was a situation that Bai Ningyuan had never seen before, and he felt an indescribable pain in his chest, as if a blunt knife had slashed through his heart, and blood was dripping from it little by little, and even his soul seemed to be torn apart.

This feeling made him suddenly remember the day he was reborn, when he knew that he had lost his wife and daughter, the feeling of pain made Bai Ningyuan remember it for the rest of his life, and today, here in Zhang Zilin, he actually experienced it again.

"Sister Zilin, I ......" Bai Ningyuan's face showed a helpless bitterness, seeing Zhang Zilin like this, he didn't know how to say it again, even if he understood that long pain was better than short pain, but in the face of Zhang Zilin at this time, he couldn't bear to hurt her at all.

In the living room, once again fell into an extremely quiet atmosphere, except for the classic love movie still playing on TV, only the breathing of two people remained.

It's just that at this time, whether it is Bai Ningyuan or Zhang Zilin, they are no longer in the mood to watch any more movies.

"Tell me what the hell is going on. ”

I don't know how long it took, Zhang Zilin suddenly raised his head, his face, which was originally full of sadness and disbelief, had regained his calm, and said to Bai Ningyuan, although there was still a bit of sadness in his voice, but the eyes that had regained a strange color were staring at Bai Ningyuan tightly, not letting go of any slight detail on his face.

It should be said that she is worthy of being born in a big family, and she has seen all kinds of big scenes, her heart has already been exercised with extraordinary tenacity, even if she suddenly heard this unexpected news, but after the initial dazed and panicked, she has gradually recovered.

"Sister Zilin, to be honest, you have always been the object of my longing, for you, I can't find a trace of shortcomings, in my mind, you are almost a perfect existence, as if it is a dream, can get your favor, if I am with you, even if the price is death, I am willing, you are definitely the most ideal marriage partner." Bai Ningyuan looked at Zhang Zilin and said softly.

Since there is no way to retreat, he can only jump away from the matter and explain, die early and live sooner, he was not prepared to hide it from her.

Hearing Bai Ningyuan's words, Zhang Zilin didn't make a sound, but still looked at Bai Ningyuan silently, just now he said this chase freely, she believes that there will be a follow-up, after all, he also said it before, he has "unavoidable hardships".

Facing Zhang Zilin's deep gaze, Bai Ningyuan gritted his teeth, and then almost recited the draft that had been tossed and turned for several nights almost like an endorsement: "I've always longed to be with you, but I can't, because the woman I want to marry is another, and this is destined from the beginning." ”

"Is it Liu Siying?" Zhang Zilin subconsciously asked Bai Ningyuan, just now when she suddenly heard Bai Ningyuan's words, which made her confused, she suddenly lost the ability to think, and now that she has regained her composure, she can make Bai Ningyuan Ningyuan live up to the person who wants to marry her, except for Liu Siying, she can't think of anyone else.

Anyway, Liu Siying has been his rightful girlfriend for many years, so it is not an incomprehensible thing for the two of them to enter the palace of marriage all at once.

But even so, she still feels a little sad, because Liu Siying has talked to her more than once, she is willing to be the woman behind her like Zhang Yan, and then the three of them are together in harmony, and it is precisely because of these words, as well as her affection for Bai Ningyuan, that she is burdened with scandals and has waited for him for so long, but now, she feels that she has been betrayed.

In Zhang Zilin's somewhat heartbroken eyes, Bai Ningyuan slowly shook his head: "No, it's not her, but she already knows about this matter......

Zhang Zilin's eyes suddenly widened, staring at Bai Ningyuan, the originally gentle big sister disappeared all of a sudden, replaced by an angry little lion, she almost couldn't suppress her anger, she interrupted Bai Ningyuan's words suddenly, and screamed: "Bai Ningyuan, you are shameless, what do you think of Siying!"

Being drunk by her like this, Bai Ningyuan was a little distracted, he had never seen Zhang Zilin so angry, although as long as it was a beauty, even when he was angry, it was so moving, but now Bai Ningyuan didn't have the heart to think about it anymore, and after a while, he realized that the reason why Zhang Zilin was so excited seemed to be that she thought that Bai Ningyuan had treated Liu Siying as something that could be discarded like a plaything.

For Zhang Zilin, a man who plays with feelings is something she can't forgive.

"Sister Zilin, it's not what you think......" Bai Ningyuan was silent for a moment before he whispered to Zhang Zilin.

And Zhang Zilin, who broke out at this time, although she was still glaring at her angrily, but her anger dissipated a lot, she had known Bai Ningyuan for six years, with her understanding of Bai Ningyuan, Bai Ningyuan was not such a person, so although the anger in her heart had not completely calmed down, she was still willing to give Bai Ningyuan a chance to explain herself.

"My feelings for you, for Siying, for Teacher Zhang Yan, and for each of you are not fake, and I think you know this. Bai Ningyuan said seriously.

"Hmph, men are not all like this, what they say is good, but behind the scenes, which one is not hooked up. Hearing Bai Ningyuan's words, Zhang Zilin's face paleated slightly, but he still couldn't help but snort lightly.

If he saw her snatching Bai so angrily on weekdays, Bai Ningyuan would definitely feel amazing, but at this time, Bai Ningyuan no longer had such a mood, he said with a wry smile: "Sister Zilin, whether you believe it or not, I have never carried you behind your back to tease other women." ”

Zhang Zilin stared at Bai Ningyuan, probably judging how true Bai Ningyuan's words were, but obviously, she still believed in Bai Ningyuan, and only after a moment did she ask Bai Ningyuan, "Then what is the matter with the woman you are talking about?"

"Her name is Xu Qingmo, she is an ordinary nurse in Langya, you don't know her, she doesn't know you, and even she may not know me now......" Bai Ningyuan replied in a deep voice.

Probably Bai Ningyuan's words were a little unexpected by Zhang Zilin, she raised her head and looked at Bai Ningyuan with some confusion, as if she couldn't believe what Bai Ningyuan had just said.

"I don't know how to say this kind of thing, because after I say it, I'm afraid it will be hard for you to believe it, since I can't convince you, I don't think I need to say it again, although she is just an ordinary person, whether it is appearance, Family background and everything else are not as good as Sister Zilin, but the person who wants to marry me in the future is her, although I can't let go of Sister Zilin either, and I also know that Sister Zilin, you and Siying are different, I can't expect more, but I still have to do this, or that sentence, I have a last resort......" Bai Ningyuan sighed lightly and said, with a bit of sadness in his words.

The more he got to the end, the more weak his tone became.

What he thought was very good, and he couldn't give up Zhang Zilin, but when it came to the end, let Zhang Zilin, a lady like the sky, follow him nameless and pointless, not to mention whether she agrees or not, even if it is the Zhang family, can she agree?

What's more, such a shameless remark, even if you have an idea, you can't say it to Zhang Zilin in person.

"Sister Zilin, I am more painful than you to make this decision, because I have always liked you deeply, so for so many years, I have just selfishly looked forward to the later arrival of this day, just to enjoy every minute and every second with you, but now, I have no way to delay it any longer. Bai Ningyuan looked at Zhang Zilin's eyes with indescribable entanglements and pains.

Hearing Bai Ningyuan's words, Zhang Zilin didn't answer for a long time, just stared at him like that, but there was no focus in his eyes, and the whole person seemed to have lost his mind, and after a long time, she raised her head, raised her chin slightly, and said to Bai Ningyuan: "Bai Ningyuan, for so many years, what kind of ...... am I in your heart?"

When she spoke, although she tried her best to hide it, there was still a bit of loss in her tone that couldn't be concealed.

After saying this, Zhang Zilin glanced at Bai Ningyuan deeply, in her eyes, Bai Ningyuan saw heart-wrenching emotions such as despair, sadness, loss, and heartbreak, and she seemed to have no meaning to wait for Bai Ningyuan's answer at all, and slowly turned around, like a puppet that had lost its soul, only knowing mechanical movements.

At the moment of turning around, Bai Ningyuan saw the flash of crystal on her cheeks.

Although he had long understood the difficulty of attacking her, and had imagined all kinds of consequences, when all this really happened, Bai Ningyuan felt a pain again.

Seeing Zhang Zilin walking slowly towards the door in despair, Bai Ningyuan stretched out his hand, as if he wanted to catch her, but the whole person seemed to be frozen, unable to move a bit, until her figure disappeared outside the door, and the hand hung down weakly......

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