The pink butterfly is still gone.

Resolutely left, just dropped a letter, which did not mention Xiao Yao, nor did she say when she would come back, where she was going this time, but just explained some matters that need to be paid attention to after taking care of Ge Buping.

Xiao Yao looked at the letter and was in a daze for a long time.

He clearly saw the tears that were still dry on the letters.

Finally, he breathed a long sigh of relief, leaned back on the couch, rubbed the bridge of his nose, and said nothing.

By the time he heard footsteps and opened his eyes, Ge Buping had already walked in front of Xiao Yao.

"What's wrong?" Xiao Yao asked, glancing at him.

"Mom is gone?" asked Ge Buping.

Xiao Yao nodded and asked, "What about Xiao Yue?"

"Tears on it. Ge Buping whispered.

"She knows?" Xiao Yao was a little surprised. It stands to reason that Satsuki doesn't seem to have gotten up at this time, and it's impossible to know the fact that the pink butterfly has gone.

"To be precise, Xiaoyue knew last night, my mother hugged her and said a lot of things, and then she knocked on my door and told me that my mother might be leaving. Ge Buping said.

Xiao Yao was silent for a while.

Xiaoyue and Ge Buping, although they are not very old now, they are very sensitive.

Even now Li Xiaoxiao, Xia Yixing and the others like them very much, but their lives are cautious every day, for fear of angering others and driving them away from this place.

At the end of the day, they don't feel safe.

In fact, this point is a bit like Xiao Yao, Xiao Yao feels that he has always been the kind of person who is insecure.

"Aren't you angry?" Xiao Yao knew that with Ge Buping and Xiao Yue's cleverness, he could definitely guess that Pink Butterfly's departure had a lot to do with him.

"Don't be angry. Ge Buping said with a wry smile, "If I have to say that I am angry, I am also angry with myself." ”

Xiao Yao looked at Ge Buping with a curious look, as if he was a little incomprehensible.

Ge Buping rubbed his little head and said, "I'm just thinking, if I were smarter, more sensible, and cuter, would my mother be reluctant to leave." ”

Xiao Yao was slightly stunned and fell silent.

Although he felt that what Ge Buping had just said sounded very naïve, he couldn't say anything.

"Dad, I know you can't do anything, and if you really wanted to keep Mommy, you'd do it a long time ago. "So I had to say nothing, because I knew it wasn't something I could change." ”

Xiao Yao laughed, stretched out his hand and touched Ge Buping's head.

"You're still so young, you need to think so much every day, aren't you tired?" Xiao Yao asked.

"Get used to it. Ge Buping said, "Actually, I don't live for myself, at least, not now, of course, there is nothing to talk about, many people in this world are not for their own life, most people, at first to live for their parents, they die, who will support them in the future? ”

Xiao Yao could only be speechless in the face of Ge Buping's tirade.

Ge Buping sighed, looked at Xiao Yao, and asked, "Dad, will you get your mother back in the future?"

Xiao Yao didn't speak.

Actually, he didn't know.

Maybe, maybe not, he just doesn't want to promise easily, in case he doesn't do it in the future, wouldn't he be a person who doesn't believe in his word in Ge Buping's mind?

"I'll clean up later, and move to my side. Xiao Yao said.

Ge Buping didn't hesitate at all, and nodded: "Okay." ”

"Isn't there any resistance?" Xiao Yao asked with a smile.

"Nope. Ge Buping said with a smile, "You are a father, I will listen to everything you say." ”

Xiao Yao was still quite pleased.

"Dad, you say, can I become a cultivator like you in the future?" Ge Buping asked, holding his chin.

Xiao Yao smiled and nodded: "It will definitely be." ”

"That's good, I'll work hard to cultivate, I heard my mother say that she is a killer and will often encounter danger, and when I become a real master, a real cultivator, I can protect her. ”

Speaking of this, Ge Buping suddenly found that the expression on Xiao Yao's face became more and more ugly, and he finally chose to keep his mouth shut.

He suddenly understood that in fact, after his mother left, it was not only himself who was sad, but also Xiao Yao's father.

The more he talks, the more upset he becomes, right?

Xiao Yao returned to his room, lay on the bed, and said nothing.

When it was time for lunch, Li Xiaoxiao knocked on the door.

"Still can't figure it out?" Li Xiaoxiao asked, leaning on the door panel and looking at Xiao Yao.

Xiao Yao glanced at Li Xiaoxiao and sat up, but did not speak.

"If you are sad, it means that she is very important to you, what is there you can't understand about such a simple question?" Li Xiaoxiao couldn't help but say.

Xiao Yao smiled bitterly.

After listening to Ge Buping's words before, he suddenly remembered that in fact, he had said it to Pink Butterfly a long, long time ago.

I will protect her.

But by now, have you really done it?

"Don't leave yourself with regrets, since you feel that you can't give up, just go to her. Li Xiaoxiao said.

"What if I can't give her anything, what if I find her?" Xiao Yao asked.

Li Xiaoxiao asked, "Why can't you give it?"

"I don't know. ”

Li Xiaoxiao looked really angry, and said angrily: "Look at your crooked appearance, you really look more and more like a woman." ”

Xiao Yao: "......"

In fact, he felt that Li Xiaoxiao didn't say anything wrong, and his current state is really becoming more and more like a woman, especially when facing things like feelings, he is very indecisive.

Xiao Yao also knew that this was his biggest problem now, but what made him feel even more headache was that there was no cure for this problem at all! Even if he was a miracle doctor, even if he was a teacher of Gao Feng, he couldn't find a suitable medical plan.

Well, cheap cancer into the bone.

"You say, if I could be more resolute and not give her any hope at the beginning, wouldn't everything be so troublesome?" Xiao Yao asked.

Li Xiaoxiao did not speak.

On such an issue, she felt that she really had no way to say anything.

"Forget it, I don't want to, let's eat. Xiao Yao stood up and walked towards the door.

As soon as he walked out of the door, Li Xiaoxiao, who was standing behind him, suddenly asked, "Can you really eat?" When you eat, do you think about where she is now, whether she is in danger, and whether she can eat? ”

Xiao Yao completely collapsed.

was completely told by Li Xiaoxiao that it collapsed.

Even if he doesn't say some questions, it doesn't mean that he really hasn't thought about it in his heart. However, Li Xiaoxiao ripped off the fig leaf on his body and gave him no chance at all.

Xiao Yao turned his face to look at Li Xiaoxiao, and his eyes turned red.

"Let's stop talking about it, okay?"

"It's all over without discussion?" Li Xiaoxiao stared at Xiao Yao's gaze and asked, "Although I don't want you to have too many women, I don't want the man I love to be a ruthless person, and Pink Butterfly does less for you?" Although I sometimes dislike her very much, but that's also because, in my heart, she is a competitor, in many ways, she does better than me, Ge Buping, Xiaoyue, Ge Bu Cry, the three children like her, you and her also knew each other first, and even you fought side by side, even if you don't say this, before the Immortal Mountain was surrounded, she still stood up and fought side by side with the people of the Cloud Palace, these can be ignored?"

Xiao Yao lowered his head, his face full of dejection.

Li Xiaoxiao said this, why didn't he understand?

"Actually, I really don't want to force you to do anything, especially in terms of feelings, now that the pink butterfly is gone, if you really decide to do nothing and not to stay, I think, I will still be quite happy, but if I think about it carefully, I can't be happy again, because I know that you are unhappy, you are the person I like, you are not happy, how can I be happy?"

That's self-deprecation.

"You see, I'm a contradictory person, and what I say sounds like a contradiction. ”

Xiao Yao took a deep breath and raised his head to look at Li Xiaoxiao.

"Give her some time, give me some time. Xiao Yao said seriously.

Li Xiaoxiao nodded, and finally didn't say anything more.

The two went downstairs together and had dinner.

At the dinner table, Xiao Yue finally stopped shedding tears.

This meal was made by Qin Rou, Qin Rou looked at Xiao Yue and asked, "Xiao Yue, is my cooking delicious?"

Satsuki suddenly cried again.

Qin Rou's face was dazed, and she asked cautiously, "Is it so unpalatable?"

Satsuki shook her head vigorously.

"Then why are you crying?" Qin Rou was distressed when she saw Xiao Yue's pear blossom with rain, and quickly pulled Xiao Yue into her arms.

Ge Bu cried when he saw Xiaoyue crying, and he also kicked his little feet and cried.

Xia Yixing hugged Ge Bucry into his arms again.

Xiao Yao glanced at Ge Buping and asked, "Do you want me to hold you too?"

Ge Bupingqiang smiled and shook his head, but his eyes were a little dim.

Qin Rou pulled Xiaoyue and asked her why she was crying, but no matter how she asked, Xiaoyue didn't want to say it, she was just crying.

She wanted to tell Qin Rou that the reason why she cried was just that she felt that it was best to cook with pink butterflies.

But she knew that she couldn't say such a thing, and her father would be unhappy when she heard it, Aunt Li Xiaoxiao and Aunt Xia Yixing would be unhappy.

So, it's better not to say it.

She tried to stop crying, sobbing, emotions that even adults can't control, let alone a child.