Chapter 284: Depression
Why did Benny kill himself?
What was the dilemma he faced that led him to make such a decision?
The answer is obvious.
Looking at his pale face, and then looking at his face covered with bruises and purple, and swollen black eyes, and the corners of his mouth can basically tell, right?
It's not easy to be in prison.
As on the outside, there is a prison system in prison, which is a system that prisoners follow in private.
The inmates in the Fishmore Federal Prison are basically villains, and Benny is a little sheep compared to these people.
So what happens when the little sheep live in a pack of villains, it's a self-evident thing.
Kim Hyun-tae's judgment is basically eight or nine from ten.
Kim Hyun-tae himself is convinced of this.
Sure enough, after Benny heard Kim Hyun-tae ask this, he just thought about it for a while, then nodded and said: "I don't want to deceive you, and I don't want to make excuses to perfunctory you, I do want to cut off my own life, but before that, I want to say sorry to you, and after you forgive me for my behavior, I can be carefree." ”
Perhaps because of the result that satisfied him, Benny is very relaxed now, and it can be seen that he is in a good mood now.
So for Kim Hyun-tae's questions, he is very willing to answer them one by one, and he has nothing to hide.
Perhaps, this is how Benny repays Kim Hyun Tae as much as he can before finally ending his own life.
"Are you crazy?"
Kim Hyun-tae shouted at Benny when he heard this.
Benny, who faced Kim Hyun Tae, shook his head: "I'm not crazy, I know very well what I'm about to do, you don't understand what my life is like now, and how those guys treat me, I think death is a relief compared to continuing to live like this." At least you don't have to deal with those people every day and suffer from their abuse. ”
Listening to Benny's words, Kim Hyun-tae felt a little heavy.
Of course, he knew that prison life was not easy. Even if Kim Hyun-tae himself has not been in prison, he is very clear and aware of this.
In my last life, I watched a lot of videos about American prisons, and even a lot of film and television works that depicted the dark side of American prisons.
The information from these sources alone is enough for Kim Hyun-tae to know that American prisons are not a good place.
Not to mention the corrupt American prison in another time and space.
In fact, this kind of thing is not only in American prisons in different places and places, but also in prisons in other countries.
Peekaboo!
Cover the quilt!
Hide-and-seek!
Drink cold water!
Go to bed!
After hearing about this as a Chinese in his previous life, if he could not have an understanding of prison, then he would have lived two lives in vain.
"Death does not solve the so-called problem of Benny. Kim Hyun-tae doesn't want Benny to continue this thought, so he feels that he has to persuade Benny.
Pity. Benny wanted to break off his thoughts very firmly, and of course it had something to do with the fact that he really couldn't stand this kind of life.
So Benny continued to shake his head when he heard this, "No, death can really solve a lot of problems, at least so that I don't have to be abused by those people every day, isn't it?" ”
Kim Hyun-tae heard the word abuse from Benny's words again.
It was clear that there were people in this prison who bullied him every day, and Benny was already overwhelmed and unbearable.
Otherwise, Benny wouldn't have wanted to cut himself off.
Originally, Kim Hyun-tae could have left this matter alone. Turn around and leave the prison, then let Benny die.
But Kim Hyun-tae, who knew about this, really couldn't let himself just leave it alone.
It's okay to say he's a bad guy, or he's good at anything.
He really couldn't hear about it. Ignoring it at all, he couldn't do it.
"Benny, tell me what happened to you!"
Little by little, time passed. Benny opened up to Kim Hyun-tae and told him everything that had happened to him.
And the reason is very simple, it has something to do with Nathan who was shot by him.
The father of Nathan, the college bully. He is a member of the Aryan Brotherhood and a mid-to-high-level leader.
When it comes to the organization of the Aryan Brotherhood, everyone in the United States knows about it.
It is a predominantly white gang that originated in American prisons and then slowly spread to the outside world, running all kinds of illegal businesses, and acting in a ruthless manner, and with obvious racist tendencies.
Since this gang originated in prisons, its influence in prisons is very large, and its tentacles are all over the major prisons in the United States in different time and space.
It can be said that if you offend the Aryan Brotherhood, the end will definitely be ugly.
Then after Benny shoots Nathan, Nathan's father certainly won't make him feel better.
As a mid-to-high-level leader, it's easy to do that.
As a result, Benny has been 'cared for' by members of the Aryan Brotherhood who are serving his sentence in this prison since he served his sentence in Fishmore.
Beatings, abuse, and even explosions have all happened to him, which shows how traumatic this kind of thing can be to a 17-year-old young man.
It's no wonder that Benny is now looking for death.
Truth be told, Nathan, who was shot by Benny, basically no one sympathizes with him.
After all, he relied on his Lao Tzu to be a gang member, and he was the king and bully people everywhere in school, so everyone hated him very much.
But as Nathan's father, he doesn't think so.
Whether Nathan is bad or not, it's all his kids.
It's actually normal for parents to have such a heart.
But this does not mean that Kim Hyun Tae agrees with Nathan's father's approach, after all, his son is too domineering, which ultimately led to such a result.
Speaking of which, Nathan is also very at fault in this matter.
"I'll talk to the prison and give you a solitary cell, no matter what, you can't cut off your life like this, you're still young. ”
Although Kim Hyun-tae wants to solve this problem, he doesn't know what to do.
Do you want to start a relationship for Benny's sake?
No!
Kim Hyun-tae hasn't been able to do that yet.
Although he is a bad person, he is not so good as this.
And that's all he can do.
As for what will happen to Benny in the future, Kim Hyun-tae is also unclear.
"I'll have people contact your family when I get back and ask them to come and see you. You have to know that you have hurt me more than just saying sorry and you can make up for it. ”
In order to keep Benny alive, Kim Hyun Tae mentions the fact that he was hurt by him-
Dividing Line –
After leaving Fairmore Prison, Kim Hyun-tae was depressed.
He now regretted agreeing to Benny's request to meet.
To be honest, Benny's life and death have nothing to do with him, but he just can't control himself, and he actually persuaded that guy.
Now that he thinks about it, Kim Hyun-tae also feels a little ridiculous.
But now everything that needs to be said is what kind of choice Benny will have in the end, and that is his own business.
If Benny still insists on choosing to break himself, there is no way to do it.
However, before Kim Hyun-tae left the prison, he also talked to the prison warden, and the other party promised to change him to a single cell to improve the situation.
And through this meeting, Kim Hyun-tae also strengthened his belief that he should not go to prison in the future, just look at Benny, prison is really not a good place.
I picked up the car phone and dialed the number at home.
Looking at the time, it was about 10 o'clock in the morning, and it would be an hour to get home, just enough to have lunch, and then take a break to prepare for the evening drinking party.
Soon, the phone was connected, and the voice of Andrew, the housekeeper, came.
[William's Mansion, who are you?]
"Andrew, I'm William, what are you doing now?"
[It's the young master, the little lady is learning piano with the teacher. 】
"I'm on my way home, let the chef prepare, I'm going home for dinner at noon, today I want to eat ......"
Speaking of this, Kim Hyun Tae paused, and he didn't know what to say.
Seriously, there aren't many things to eat in European and American diets.
Steak, pasta, lamb chops, spaghetti, at best, a Mexican patty, it's a bit too monotonous.
As Jin Xiantai, who has a Chinese stomach, he is really tired of eating these things crookedly.
However, before he invited the Huaxia chef, he had to continue to eat these things, so he really couldn't stand it.
"Prepare me a seafood risotto, I really can't think of what to eat, remember to put more ingredients." ”
[Okay young master, there are fresh matsutake mushrooms and lobster meat at home, I will tell the chef.] 】
On the phone, the butler Andrew answered repeatedly.
Hanging up the phone, Kim Hyun-tae closes his eyes and decides to forget about Benny.
After hanging up the phone, Andrew, the housekeeper at home, immediately went to the kitchen to instruct the cooks and start some preparations.
When he had given orders to the cook, he left the kitchen and gathered the maids together.
"Come, all of you, distribute all these potions, each of you has a pill, and give me water to eat at once. ”
After gathering the maids, Andrew handed out a white pill to each of them.
Since these maids were all genetic people created by Andrew through special means, no one expressed any incomprehension about taking medicine for no reason, and they all obediently took the pills from Andrew's butler and ate them in front of him.
Andrew, who looked satisfied, watched these maids finish taking the medicine, and then he walked away with his hands behind his back, while silently complaining in his heart.
There are nano informants in those potions, and after eating them, they can inject combat information into their brains, and as long as they wait for a month, these maids will become strong warriors before they know it.
But it's really verbose in this way, if it weren't for the monitoring spaceship to restrict me, I wouldn't have to go to such trouble at all, and use this low-end civilization technology. (To be continued.) )