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I am lucky, because the emperor loves me, Yinci has me in his heart, if I am also randomly assigned to marry a person who has no feelings for me and has three wives and four concubines, I will be jealous and crazy! I'm afraid it's even worse than the Beatitudes. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoNow she is so sensible and generous, which makes me even more ashamed.
I didn't push it back, now that I understand each other's intentions, since we have a common purpose, let's save those hypocrisy! After I said goodbye from her, I hurriedly found Zhao, and after a while, Zhao came, seeing that I was so anxious, not only did I have some doubts, I didn't have time to tell her in detail, I only said anxiously: "Time is urgent, I said, you listen first, if you don't understand, I will explain to you after I finish speaking." ”
She nodded blankly. I continued: "The emperor is dying. ”
Her face changed, and she seemed to think that I dared to say such a rebellious thing, and it was too bold.
I continued: "If the emperor returns to the west, then the successor will definitely not be the eighth master, and no matter who succeeds to the throne, there will not be an enemy with so much power like the eighth master, so soon the eighth master's mansion will be in trouble." Didn't Binqi and Hongwang learn Western painting from the painter a few days ago? And the painter is also going back, it just so happens that you take your two children and the painter to go overseas together, first to Tianjin, and then from there to cross the sea, I have prepared a sum of money for you, if you don't squander it, the three of you will have enough to eat and drink for a lifetime. ”
Before I finished speaking, Zhao had already interrupted me crying: "What is Gege's words, the eighth master is in trouble, Gege can accompany the eighth master, but let us take refuge, even if we survive, our conscience is not at ease, not to mention that I am not afraid of death." ”
I hurriedly said: "You are not afraid of death, who is afraid of death?" The eighth master has an only son under Hongwang's knees, can you bear to let Hongwang die with us, so that the eighth master will be the last child? Besides, the eighth master loves Binqi so much, how could he be willing to let her suffer with him? You are an understanding person, so I entrusted these two children to you, Binqi needless to say, it is your daughter, you will not treat her slowly, what I want to explain is Hongwang, you have to treat him like Binqi, if he is wronged, you will not have the face to see the eighth master in the future. ”
At this time, Zhao had stopped crying, looked at me, and said firmly: "Gege rest assured, although I have a humble status, married into the house for many years, but I have never been coldly regarded by the eighth master, I have always regarded the eighth master as a benefactor in my heart, and now I can't accompany him to share the hardships, I am already guilty, how can I treat his children slowly, besides, our mother can have today, it is Gege's kindness, I have never forgotten for a moment, Gege's words I understand, you can rest assured, if there is a time to meet in the future, Gege will see it with his own eyes, if there is no day to meet, A hundred years later, when he meets in the underworld, I dare to see you and the eighth master calmly. ”
When I heard her like this, I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, and said to her softly: "I thank you for the eighth master, you will take them away tomorrow, the eighth master will not come back in the palace for a while, and you can't say goodbye, besides, he doesn't know this arrangement now, I will explain to him afterwards, you go back and clean up quickly, don't bring too many things, pick the important ones to clean up." If we can see each other again one day, I will thank you in person. ”
Zhao's tone choked: "With such a person as Gege who values love and righteousness with me, the eighth master will not be lonely, and I will not worry, I will go back, although I don't know when to see each other after that, no matter where I am, I will always pray for you and the eighth master." ”
I nodded, and I also felt a little sad, so that she was a woman who didn't go out of the door on weekdays, and the second door was not out of the sea, and she would have to endure hardships in the future, life was really impermanent, who would have thought that such an inconspicuous person on weekdays would take on the heavy responsibility of raising the descendants of Yinxi.
After Zhao left, I called Binqi and Hongwang over, these two children came over and looked at me inexplicably, my heart was sour, but I could only say as easily as possible: "You have learned to paint, and now your master is going home, your Ama hopes that you can learn more things, so let Aunt Zhao, who is also Binqi's Eniang, lead you to take a big boat to the West to learn painting, are you happy?" ”
Hongyu looked confused: "Why do you want to go so far?" How did Amma never say that? ”
Binqi's eyes were red, and she hugged me and said, "I'm not going, I'm just here to accompany Ama, Eniang, and Auntie, I'm not going anywhere, and I'm not going to learn to paint." ”
I was so sad in my heart that I couldn't do it, but I could only say coldly in my heart: "Academic matters can also be caused by you messing around, this matter has been decided by your Amma, the ferry tickets have been set, just tomorrow, your Ama is too busy to send you, let me tell you, you must be obedient over there, study hard, I and you Ama will go to see you when you have time, if you study well, you can come back soon." ”
The two of them had never seen me so serious, so they couldn't help but be silent, I couldn't bear it, and said to them: "Actually, the West is very good, you can see the endless, blue sea, you can eat a lot of delicious things, there are a lot of interesting things, you can wear a lot of beautiful clothes, in short, it is much more fun than the capital." ”
At this time, the mood of the two little ghosts was slightly better, and Binqi asked me: "Is the sea really boundless?" So how do we get to shore? "I put my arms around her, smelling the nice smell of milk on her body, for so many years, she has become a part of my life, and now this reluctance is tearing at my heart, almost making me give up this decision, but the bloody history makes me can't help but be ruthless, I don't know how they are going to survive over there, and I don't know how I should resist missing them in the future. Listening to Binqi's words, I knew that this child had accepted the arrangement, and she knew that there were some things that she couldn't change by being coquettish.
I forced a smile and said, "Silly girl, there is no end in sight, but you can't see the edge as far as your eyes can see, it just means that it is very big, of course there is still a edge, otherwise how can you go ashore." ”
She nodded as if she didn't understand, and then suddenly said, "Auntie, I want to say goodbye to Brother Hongli." ”
I couldn't bear to refuse her anymore, so I hurriedly said, "Okay, I'll let someone take you there." ”
I asked the housekeeper to take her to the fourth master's mansion to say goodbye to Hongli, after Binqi left, Hongwang stood there quietly, this child has always been very sensible, and very well-behaved, he was separated from his mother since he was a child, and someone else took him, his mother has ignored him all these years, so he has no feelings for his mother, no need to say goodbye, but I still asked for his opinion, he shook his head, still unwilling to see his titular mother. (To be continued.) )