Chapter 439 Doctors don't heal themselves
Hua Jin has not seen dead people, when he was in college, when he was a graduate student, he also had a hand in dissection, and he adhered to the psychology of reverence, and they were also very serious and pious when they dissected, respecting life. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
But the war is different, the splash on the face, is still with the temperature of the blood, slowly sliding over the skin, with sticky, bloody smell without any filter directly into the nose, as far as the eye can see, there are broken corpses everywhere, and even many of these people not long ago, with them drinking together, loudly hoping that after the war is over, they can be with their wives and children back home, and then, all hope is gone.
Whether it is in the past life or in this life, Hua Jin did something that gave people hope, she helped many people in her previous life, although she never looked unreliable, and even would be complained about by visitors, but everyone who ended the treatment would thank her very seriously, this is her profession, but also her pride.
Now Hua Jin is still very willing to use her own ability to solve other people's plight, she has always maintained the most basic purity as a person, so she hates war, because war is too desperate and powerless.
"It's okay, I'm fine, you've been with my senior brother for the past two days, if you don't feel right, come to me, I'll help you relieve it!" After vomiting for a while, in fact, he couldn't vomit anymore, Hua Jin's eyes would flash the picture just now, and there were also cries of people everywhere in this multi-state city, as well as the smell of burning, like a sad song, sad that a group of people had no country.
"Okay, sister, go back and rest!" Hua Cheng looked at her worriedly.
"Well, I'm going back!" Hua Jin leaned against the wall, slowly stood up, tried to suppress his stomach and still protested, and said while gargling with spring water.
Hua Cheng watched Hua Jin's back leave, sighed, and turned around to find that Ning Hao, who had just entered the door, was standing at the door, still with red eyes, and his clothes had never changed, "Senior brother, haven't you rested?"
Ning Hao also looked at Hua Jin's back, then shook his head, ran to a corner, and vomited, Hua Hao was numb at this time, it turned out that they were all the same, no one could easily face the matter of killing people, they were still like this, how could Ning Hao really kill people like numbness.
When Yang He heard that someone reported the situation of his four junior disciples, he just nodded indifferently, they all came from this time, at the beginning, all of them were like this, they couldn't eat meat for a long, long time, they would have bloody nightmares for a long, long time, and then slowly, they all got used to it, they were used to killing, and they were used to witnessing death.
The city lord's mansion in Duobang City is really not small, Hua Jin was arranged in a small courtyard, and there were two of Yang He's personal guards outside, after she entered the door, she locked all the doors and windows, and entered the space without saying a word.
No matter what happened outside, the space seemed to have not changed, it was still the singing of birds and flowers, all kinds of animals were jumping happily, chickens and dogs were jumping, seeing her come in, several fierce beasts were a little more honest, and the dexterous leopard and the little fox seemed to feel that Hua Jin was in a bit of a bad mood, and quietly leaned over and rubbed Hua Jin's thigh with his head.
"You tsundere, it's rare to know how to comfort your master!" Hua Jin hugged the fox, and then touched Dahua's head.
"It's not that I'm in a bad mood, I just feel sad!" Hua Jin took off the armor on her body, still on the ground, changed into comfortable clothes, and jumped directly into the lake, since these fierce beasts and animals lived in, the fish and shrimp that flooded before the lake finally stopped rising wildly, and she could also swim in the lake.
"Yes, I'm very tired!" Looking at the leopard parallel to himself, Hua Jin said, the turtle fairy felt the movement outside, got up slowly, quietly lifted Hua Jin's body, let her lie on her body, and swam in the lake "Sometimes there is no difference between people and animals, although people always feel that they are much more advanced, because we have culture, we have civilization, but in fact, the difference is really not big!"
"People want great achievements, and they don't hesitate to inflict harm, and there are too many bad things done for their own interests!" Hua Jin lay quietly on the turtle's back, holding a wine jug in her hand, which was the wine she made, "You see, what is the most interesting thing, it is that I seem to see everything clearly, but in fact, I am also one of the hypocritical human beings, the law of the jungle of human beings!"
"I don't dare to sleep, even if I open my eyes like this, it's a tragic picture on the battlefield, I have to adjust, adjust!" Hua Jin said to himself like a madman, "You don't understand, psychologists sometimes really can't help it, I'm the only psychologist in this time and space, I can't find other psychologists to adjust myself, so I can only adjust by myself, Xiao Gong, Ning Hao, and Xu Shen, there are thousands of people in this world, with any shadow, I can help them solve it, but it's sad, I can't cure myself." ”
"How to do it, accept yourself first, accept yourself, accept all your behaviors, maybe you will be more comfortable, and then, try to forget!" Hua Jin saw the leopard roll his eyes, and poked its head, "Don't think I didn't see you roll your eyes, if you want to talk about other skills, I probably still have a little weakness, but I really know how to forget, I must forget, try to forget!"
Don't think that memory is a good thing, sometimes it is more difficult to learn to forget than to learn to remember, it took her a long, long time to learn to forget in her previous life, otherwise how would she support such a long life!
"No, I can't get over this, I have to get busy!" Hua Jin could feel that he was already very tired and tired, but he didn't dare to fall asleep, his stomach was still not very comfortable, he looked up at the sky above the space, but the sight was still those uncomfortable pictures, Hua Jin jumped into the lake and continued to swim.
"By the way, I remember!" Hua Jin rummaged through the cabinets to find a large puzzle, and began to slowly put it together, so she tossed for a long time, she couldn't open her eyes at all for a long time, and then slowly fell down to sleep, the doctor does not heal herself, she first walked out by herself, in order to help the three people!
On this day, it was not only Hua Jin who was tortured physically and mentally, Hua Cheng, Xu Shen, and Ning Hao were all tossing and turning in their rooms, listening to the cries of the Jiaozhi people outside, as well as the constant sound of fighting, and even the noise of assassin raids at night.
Then, the day passed, the night came, and slowly the city of Duobang quieted down, the new dawn came, the sun rose, Hua Jin pushed open the door, looked at the rising sun in the sky, and smiled faintly, "The sun, rises as usual every day!"