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I was stunned, and then said angrily: "Whatever you think, if you don't go, who has the right to drive you away? I'm sleepy, I want to rest, stay as long as you like!"

Yin Zhen suddenly chuckled and said, "I'm joking with you, I'm gone, you can rest!"

When he was about to go out, he suddenly said again: "Yu Yan, my heart is also made of meat, and if I am always put in the cold, I will suffer from the cold, do you believe it?"

He finished speaking and left, leaving me stunned. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoIt's not that I can't feel his care and love, it's not that I haven't been touched and happy, for so long, I have even become accustomed to his company and care, and I have gradually begun to care about him. However, Yinci is like a catastrophe in my life, I can pretend to forget if I don't see him, as soon as I see him, I can't control my surging feelings, I hate myself like this, I lost Yinci, and I failed Yinjin, and in the end the three of them didn't have a good time. Now all my hopes are pinned on this child, and I hope that with a child, I can completely take back the heart I put in Yinxi, and concentrate on living like this.

Inside the Eight Kings' Mansion......

Bafujin looked at the person who had been standing in the snow for several hours through the window, and his heart was sour, and when he came back from the palace, he stood in front of the plum blossoms in the courtyard, not moving, she asked the subordinates to call several times, but he was angry with the subordinates, she wanted to call him herself, but she couldn't help it. Yes, is it useful for her to go? for he is not for her at all, he is for the woman in the palace whom he can no longer get.

It was as if the woman was a spell that easily took away his heart, his soul. When the woman was there, he seemed to be experiencing all the springs of his life, and after the woman left, his heart was gone. Whenever Ba Fujin thought of his empty smile after the woman left, he felt as uncomfortable as being pricked by a needle, he was also a woman, why couldn't he treat her like this?

They have been married for so many years, and she dare not say that he treats her badly, because he always obeys her, and if she does not let him take a concubine, he will not accept it, if he does not let him go out to drink flower wine, he will not go, and if he does not let him recognize his children, he will not admit it. It wasn't until the woman came that she realized that she didn't know the person she had lived with for so long.

He laughed from the bottom of his heart for the woman, sent the woman a room full of plum blossoms, took the woman to any place where he was, and even got angry with himself for the first time because of the little girl that the woman liked!

She did pour all her resentment on the woman at first, but then she did not know that this resentment was gone at some point! especially when the woman had arranged for him properly for his children, and all that he had, she could not hate them even more, and not only could not hate them, but she also sympathized with them.

Ba Fujin looked at the sky outside, and he felt cold when he stayed in the house, let alone that he was outside?

She gritted her teeth, opened the door and went out. As soon as she went out, a cool breeze blew her shivering.

She stood behind him and suddenly wanted to hug him from behind, but she couldn't do it anyway. At this moment, she realized the distance between them, she couldn't hug him as naturally as that woman, this is the difference between them!

She paused, but still said, "Master, it's windy outside, go into the house, don't turn around and get cold." ”

The eighth master said quietly: "Yu Yan...... She's pregnant!"

Bafujin was stunned for a moment, and only then did he understand, no wonder he was so abnormal!

The eighth master said to himself again: "Today I walked in the garden, and there was a kind of expectation in my heart, hoping to meet her in a place where there were plum blossoms, but I really bumped into her!" Speaking of this, a smile appeared on the corner of the eighth master's mouth, and the eighth master was stunned for a moment.

He went on to say: "At that time, she was wearing a white dress, her face was red from the cold, and she stood in the plum blossoms of the garden, like a fairy who had fallen into the mortal world! She accidentally bumped into me, and when I helped her, I held her hand, and her hand was very cold, and I was a little angry, because she was still so inattentive! However, later, when the emperor came, I could feel the favor for her from the emperor's eyes, and I was a little comforted and a little sad, but the emperor said that she was pregnant!"

When the eighth master said this, he suddenly laughed, which startled the eighth master, and the eighth master took a closer look, but found that although the eighth master was smiling, there were faint tears in the corners of his eyes. Bafujin's heart was sour, and he said softly: "Master, as long as Yu Yan is doing well, you suffer like this, if she knows, her heart will be uneasy." ”

The eighth master smiled sadly: "How are you doing? I can't see it! None of us can get better! It's impossible......

The eighth master walked into the house while muttering, and after a final pause, he suddenly said, "Baozhu, do you believe it? I don't want that position anymore! I have paid too much for this, but no one will believe it." With that, he closed the door to the study.

Bafujin stood there, wanting to cry and laugh, but her husband, who had been with her since she was a teenager, had no affection for herself! Ba Fu Jin smiled tearfully and said to the door of the study: "If I can't make you fall in love with me, then I will make you remember me!

As the little life in my belly continues to grow, I slowly go from rejecting him to accepting him, and a new life is conceived in my body, and it is still growing in my own body, which is a wonderful feeling. By the time I was five months pregnant, my baby was already moving in my belly, and sometimes he could wake me up from sleep with a slight movement in it, sometimes he kicked me, and I could even imagine him being naughty, and sometimes if he didn't move for a long time, I would become anxious and afraid that something would happen to him. After all, this was in ancient times when science was not developed, and I could not observe his situation at any time through scientific means.

As my concern for this child increases, I also gradually realize that I and the child are actually one, inseparable, blood is thicker than water, I also understand, why people say that maternal love is innate, in fact, it is not that you are born to love, but that the child will make you have to love.

Strangely, I don't have any adverse reactions, I can eat anything, I just love to sleep. For the good condition of me and my children, Yinzhen is very happy, in a good mood, and is easy-going to people, and the eternal iceberg face can now see a smile from time to time. (To be continued.) )