1435. The Thoughts of the Pang Mei 2

However, when he saw Pang Shanshan's embarrassed look, he hurriedly said, "Okay, okay, I'm not kidding." To be honest, no one can be blamed for this matter, I think it's better for you to confess to your family, I believe that your parents are not such unenlightened people, they will understand you. ”

Pang Shanshan said with a bitter face: "If only this were the case, I can't communicate with them at all now." ”

The two were silent for a while, only to hear Pang Shanshan continue: "Leng Xuan, I'm really at a loss now. As he spoke, his face turned slightly red, "I don't want to hide it from you, since we had a relationship that night, I do have a special feeling for you." I don't know if I like you or if it's the sustenance that a lonely woman is looking for. Anyway, I've been dwelling on this issue all along. My family urged me to find a man to marry, but whenever I thought that I was going to hold hands with another man, my heart ached. Perhaps, it's because of your existence that I can't accept other men anymore. However, I know in my heart that you cannot give what I want. However, although I am very clear, I just don't have the courage to let go. At this, the corners of her eyes glistened with tears.

Hearing Pang Shanshan's inner outpouring, Leng Xuan's heart couldn't remain calm. He sighed lightly, reached out to hold Pang Shanshan's soft hand, and said, "I'm sorry, it's me who is not good and has put you under so much psychological pressure." Forgive me. I'll admit that I have a crush on you, but I can't promise you that right now. As you said, what you want, I can't give you now. Because there were so many things I needed to do, I couldn't settle down at all. Although I don't want to, I still want to say that I respect your choice, and no matter what decision you make, I will support you. Even if you choose to spend your life with another man in the future, I will silently bless you and disappear from your life and no longer bother you. ”

Hearing this, Pang Shanshan's tears suddenly slipped from the corners of her eyes and dripped into the coffee cup, splashing a faint ripple. She sobbed twice, and then said slowly: "Leng Xuan, thank you for your understanding, I came out of you today just to talk about it, I don't want to continue to entangle in my heart." Now I am still struggling in my mind, if I can't have both, then I don't know whether I should choose family or love. When I say these words today, my heart is much lighter. I'll think about it during this time, and if I figure it out, I'll tell you my decision. ”

Leng Xuan nodded and said with a smile: "Okay, I will give you a quiet space for you to think carefully." I understand your feelings, so I won't force you, whatever your choice, I'll take it. With that, the two began to avoid the topic and stopped talking. After chatting about some trivial and interesting things in life, it was about ten o'clock in the evening that the two of them came out of the café.

Driving Pang Shanshan back to his residence, Leng Xuan said goodnight, and then galloped towards Yujing Garden. When I returned to the villa, I saw that Li Mengjie and Ling Xueyu, the two chicks, had not slept yet, lying on the sofa in the living room and watching TV. It is estimated that I was watching a sadistic drama, but I only heard a few sobs from the two girls from time to time. And in order to match the atmosphere, they actually dimmed the lights in the living room.