Chapter 609: No Chance
Zhou Xingyun said: "Then let's go back to the city, shall we?"
Shangguan Qianyu showed a smile that was so faint that it was almost gone, and said, "You go back first, and I'll go back at dawn." Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info"Today is Yan Qingrui's first seven, she is here alone, how lonely should she be, how lonely should she be? If he leaves, won't she be even more lonely?
Zhou Xingyun looked at him, from his eyes, he felt that he understood, sighed lightly, and said, "It's okay, it's hard to find peace of mind in the world." Today is her first seven again, so you should spend more time with her. I'll go back and pack up first, and I'll go to Guzhou tomorrow, and I'll leave the affairs of the capital to you!"
Shangguan Qianyu waved his hand.
Zhou Xingyun left.
It's not that he wants to focus on sex and ignore friends at this time, and pile up a mess of things in the capital on Shangguan Qianyu. Instead, he felt that Shangguan Qianyu's mood was a little abnormal, and even, a little decadent.
has been a brother with Shangguan Qianyu for so many years, and it is the first time he has seen Shangguan Qianyu like this, that kind of decadence and laziness emanate from his bones, maybe even Shangguan Qianyu himself didn't notice it.
Zhou Xingyun didn't want his brother to continue like this, there were many things in the capital, and there were many things, if he left, the burden on Shangguan Qianyu's shoulders would be much heavier, and being busy would make him forget a lot of things, and it would also allow him to come out of depression.
He would rather make people think that he values sex and ignores friends, and throws everything to Shangguan Qianyu at this time, hoping that Shangguan Qianyu will not waste his thoughts in vain.
Watching Zhou Xingyun's figure disappear into the night, the surroundings fell into silence again.
Shangguan Qianyu saw that the incense in front of the grave had burned out, he lit three more branches and plugged them up, looking at the rising smoke, he suddenly smiled self-deprecatingly, and said: "Yan Qingrui, you and I are considered to be sympathetic, but you are much happier than me!"
He loved someone else, and was calculated by her father to marry her.
She also loves someone else, and was calculated by her father to marry him.
Neither of them is together because of love, and there is no love together.
So, he had no heart for her. She had no intention of him.
However, the person she loves has always loved her, is willing to do anything for her, is willing to give everything for her, even if it is life, and goes away for her.
But what about the people he loves?
He can't see her face clearly, he can't see her heart clearly, those kindness seems to be false, those gentleness seem to be false, those former childhood sweethearts, now looking back, it seems to be just an illusion of a mirror.
What is true?
Therefore, Yan Qingrui is actually happier than him.
The person Yan Qingrui loves is real, frank, and upright.
But the people he loved, he couldn't see clearly.
Now, Yan Qingrui is dead, and he is alive.
Yan Qingrui died in a misfortune, although it was miserable, but it was a disaster without a reason, and it was harmed by irrelevant people. She died in her sleep without pain.
And he, who saw her death with his own eyes, is even more cruel is that he went to investigate it himself, but found out the truth that he was most unwilling to believe.
The most perfect image in his heart has collapsed, and the pain in his heart is even more painful, and the death is even more painful.
Zirou, if you have been lying to me, why don't you lie smarter, and let me find out the truth?
He felt a dull pain in his heart and said astringently: "Yan Qingrui, in fact, we can be friends." After all, we are all ill-fated people. But now, I don't have a chance......"