311.Chapter 311: A Painful Past

In the darkness of the night, the little boy took the little girl by the hand and led her to the top of the reef step by step, "You want me to forgive you!

"Yes, brother, ......" the little girl's voice trembled slightly, and although she was very frightened, in order to get her brother's forgiveness, she bravely stood on the lonely reef at the risk of falling into the sea at any time. (.)

The night was getting darker, the moon was gradually tilting to the west, the tide was beginning to change, the sea level was gradually rising, and as the sound of the waves approached, the little girl felt the waves splashing on her ankles, she was a little uneasy, and shouted cowardly, "Brother......"

After waiting for a long time, and not hearing any response, she began to panic, and slowly walked towards the rock step by step, suddenly one foot was tentatively lowered, there was a feeling of hanging in the air, she hurriedly took it back, her shoes were all wet, in the dark, she couldn't distinguish the direction at all, and the music from the banquet in the distance was also drowned out by the sound of huge waves, and the fear and anxiety had made her completely lose her sense of direction. She gradually felt that the tide had overflowed the reef, drowning her calves, and she cried out in fear, "Brother...... Brother...... Where are you? I'm scared!"

She seemed to have been forgotten by the whole world, and in the distance, she could hear the sound of laughter and the sound of wine glasses at the banquet......

Why didn't her most trusted and favorite brother come to save her, her heart was so sad, no one liked her, yes, everyone in this world didn't like her, and now, even her brother didn't want her anymore.

The waves were getting bigger and bigger, wave after wave came up, and in an instant her whole body was chilled by the cold seawater, and the sea breeze blew, she was shivering with cold, she slowly hugged her body, and her voice was hoarse, shouting over and over again, "Brother...... Brother ......"

He still didn't come! until the last big wave hit, and she was washed into the sea, and the salty sea water poured into her mouth, and she was swept away by the waves to the sea, and she waved her hands desperately, reaching out and grasping something, but unfortunately she caught nothing. [.A lot of good novels]

She knew that her brother would not come to her rescue! Cold, lonely, and hopeless came to her......

She felt like she couldn't breathe and was about to suffocate, waving her hands and struggling desperately......

"Xiaoman, Xiaoman, wake up quickly, you are dreaming now, in the dream, wake up immediately......"

Chen Yiru didn't expect that the effect of hypnosis for the first time would be so strong. Seeing Shen Xiaoman waving his hands, his little face suffocated and red, and he looked like he was about to drown, he took decisive measures.

forcibly woke Shen Xiaoman up from the dream.

Just when Shen Xiaoman felt that she was about to drown, suddenly a light shone down from the top of her head, and then Chen Yiru's anxious voice sounded, she opened her eyes suddenly, sat up on the sofa, and breathed desperately......

"Xiaoman, are you okay?" Chen Yiru looked at her anxiously. If she doesn't wake up, he's going to give her oxygen.

Shen Xiaoman slowly gasped for breath, "No, it's okay......"

Ten minutes later, Shen Xiaoman slowly came back to his senses, the dream was too clear, too realistic, just like the real thing......

"How?"

Shen Xiaoman rubbed his temples, "I dreamed of some scenes, just some sounds, and some feelings, but I couldn't see anything, and the pictures were all black." ”

"Well, maybe those aren't dreams, they're real experiences from your past. You can't see the picture, that's because you couldn't see with your eyes before. ”

"Well, I know, Chen Yiru, thank you! I, I have a headache now, I want to go home first. ”

"Well, the headache means it's working. By the way, this is what I recorded for you when you were hypnotizing just now, I hope this can help you. Memory, once it is opened, is likely to slowly remember all kinds of details from the past. ”

"Okay, thank you!"

"You're welcome, if you have any discomfort in the future, you can come to me at any time. ”

"Uh-huh!" Shen Xiaoman smiled a little reluctantly.

After saying goodbye to Chen Yiru, Shen Xiaoman rushed to S City with Shen Chenxing.

On the way, Shen Xiaoman's head was tilted back, leaning on the back seat of the car, her eyes closed, every detail in the dream was so clear, she could feel the little girl's humble and painful mood, that was exactly what she thought in her heart.

Yes, that's her when she was a child, and the boy named Sunny is the young Lei Zijia. is not the same as imagined, when he was a child, Lei Zijia not only didn't like her, but also hated her very much, and even wanted to kill her......

It's so sad!!

"Sister, what's wrong with you?"

Since Shen Xiaoman left the treatment room, his face was pale, his whole person was in a trance, he was sullen along the way, and he didn't say a word. Shen Xiaoman has always been optimistic and cheerful, and almost never sheds tears, but this sudden change made Shen Chenxing very worried.

Shen Xiaoman opened his eyes, wiped his tears in a panic, and shook his head desperately, "It's okay!"

"Sister, did you already recover your memories just now?" asked Shen Chenxing.

Shen Xiaoman was stunned for a moment and nodded slightly, "Yes!"

"So, what did you dream about, can you tell me?"

"It's nothing, Chenxing, I'm in a bad mood right now, can we talk about this another day?"

"Oh, okay!" Seeing Shen Xiaoman so injured, Shen Chenxing didn't want to add fuel to the fire anymore.

Since she became pregnant, Xia Yanxin's mentality has changed very strangely, for example, when she is shopping now, she will involuntarily glance at the baby products area, see beautiful baby clothes, and brightly colored baby toys, and have some fantasies in her mind for no reason, imagining what her child will look like in those clothes. When I watch TV, I also pay attention to baby programs. When I was browsing the Internet, I always stared at the pictures of babies that popped up for a long time......

The night breeze was blowing, Xia Yanxin and Xia Shandi's mother and daughter were walking in the park together, and it was rare for the mother and daughter to hang out together so intimately.

"Yanyan, what are your plans with Long Yutian's kid?"

"Mom...... I won't talk about this today! By the way, there are some things I want to ask you!"

"What's the matter?"

Xia Yanxin raised her head, looked at the end of the long street lamp, the bizarre neon lights, and said in a low voice, "I want to know, when you were pregnant with me, you must have been under a lot of pressure, why didn't you choose to have an abortion, but insisted on giving birth to me?"

Xia Shandi was stunned, she didn't expect her daughter to ask this question suddenly. For a while, I couldn't guess my daughter's thoughts, and I was a little at a loss.

"Yanyan, are you stimulated by something, or have you heard some gossip outside?"

"Mom, don't worry, I'm grown up now, I know how to deal with those rumors, and I know what you've done for me over the years. I just want to know what kind of force supported you at that time to make you, who are unmarried, decide to give birth to me. Xia Yanxin's face was resolute, yes, she has grown up, she is no longer the little girl who is angry outside, and will cry and go home to her mother for comfort when she is wronged.

After Xia Shandi listened, she sighed faintly, "At that time, I didn't know I was pregnant, and when I checked it out, you had been in your belly for more than four months." Although you have not been born yet, you have been with me in my womb for more than 100 days and nights, and the inseparable mother-son relationship has made me unable to give up you. At that time, your uncle has always opposed me giving birth to you, in fact, you don't blame him, because in that era, the reputation of girls was still very important, and your uncle forced me to have an abortion for the sake of my future happiness. I didn't know where I got the courage at the time, I went to the hospital, and then I ran away alone, and I didn't go home again...... In retrospect, I made the right decision. If it weren't for you by my side, I'd be alone right now, and it's scary to think about. ”

"Hehe, Mom, if you hadn't given birth to me at that time, you might have found a man who loves you very much by now, and then you have a group of children, maybe you will live a happier life!" Xia Yanxin smiled.

"Yes, I've thought about it, but I don't regret it, I'm satisfied with you now. Your birth is the best gift God has given me. ”

"Mom...... Don't you think I'm your oil bottle? Since I was a child, I have caused you a lot of trouble and caused a lot of trouble!"

"Silly child! How can any parent dislike the trouble of their child. Mom doesn't bother you, but the little experiences with you are the most precious memories of my mother's life. Mom knows that Mom doesn't have the ability to let you live a good life, but at least she brought you into this world to see, and it was not in vain for you and my mother and daughter. Xia Shandi's eyes are full of deep maternal love.

Xia Yanxin's eyes suddenly became sour, and she reached out and hugged Xia Shandi, "Mom, I am very grateful to you, really, thank you for bringing me to this world." ”

Yes, even a cowardly person like a mother can bravely give birth to a child. And what qualifications does she have to decide the life and death of the child? Since the little one has found her in this life, she has no reason to give up.

From this moment on, Xia Yanxin's heart became firm, she must give birth to this child and raise it as an adult. Whether she can get together with Long Yutian in the future or not, she must take due responsibility for this child.

After making up her mind, Xia Yanxin's mood was much better, as if she had found her own direction in the fog, and began to make various plans for the baby's future.