It's still the restaurant on the side of the road, in fact, it's still early at noon, and it's not yet time to eat, so there are not many diners, and there are only two people in the empty hall, Chu Sihao and Xia Yanxin. (.)

The sound of clear music flowed slowly, and after the dishes came up, Chu Sihao sandwiched a piece of fish meat, habitually picked all the fish bones, and then put it on the plate in front of Xia Yanxin, and smiled gently.

"This fish is very fresh, eat more!"

He smiled naturally and moved naturally, a habit he had developed over the years...... It's just that in the past, she accepted it naturally and didn't feel anything wrong, but now her mood is completely different.

She knows very well that he is now someone else's fiancé. This identity and status is very awkward.

Seeing Xia Yanxin in a daze, Chu Sihao urged, "Eat quickly!"

"Well, good!" Xia Yanxin put the fish in her mouth, the fish has a natural sweet taste, melts in the mouth, the taste is very good, it is indeed a very fresh fish.

His eyes were fixed on her while she was eating the fish, and although she didn't raise her eyes, she could feel the temperature of his eyes, and she didn't dare to raise her eyes to look directly at him......

For a while, she couldn't find a suitable topic, so she could only eat silently, drink silently, and listen to music silently......

In the end, it was he who provoked the conversation, "Is he good to you?"

He was referring to Long Yutian......

Xia Yanxin got a fish ball stuck in her throat and almost choked. She desperately wanted to forget about Long Yutian, and everyone in this world was mentioning him......

Bothered to swallow the fish balls, and hurriedly ran three mouthfuls of coconut water, she took a breath, "We broke up." ”

Chu Sihao's eyes lit up suddenly, "Broke up? Why? Yanyan, what happened between you?"

Xia Yanxin's eyes were sour, and there were tears that wanted to rush out, she cast her eyes out of the window, trying to restrain the sadness of wanting to break the embankment. He crumpled a ball of paper towels in his hand and squeezed it vigorously.

"Yanyan, if you don't want to say it, don't say it, come, eat food!"

Xia Yanxin turned her face and hurriedly wiped the corners of her eyes with a tissue, "I'm sorry, I'll go to the bathroom." ”

"Well, okay, Yanyan, I'll wait for you!"

Gentle and gentle, it was very appropriate, and it was warm and straight to her heart...... Unfortunately, his grief was beyond his comprehension, and she hastily grabbed her bag and rushed into the bathroom. A person leaned against the wall, making tears flow, she was stupid, she was stupid, she didn't listen to Chu Sihao's persuasion at the beginning, and insisted on being with Long Yutian, and now the result is exactly the same as Chu Sihao guessed.

After a long time, Xia Yanxin came out of the bathroom, and when she was about to say goodbye to Chu Sihao, she found that Chu Sihao had already paid the bill and was waiting for her at the door.

"Brother Si Hao, I want to go home!"

"Yanyan, if you are not in a hurry, I want to go fishing in the afternoon, can you accompany me?"

"I ......"

"Yanyan, I can see that you are not in a good mood, and if you don't want to go, I won't force you. But don't forget, you promised me that no matter what, we're friends. Since they are friends, they should have a minimum of trust and understanding. I don't know what you've been through, but I'm always on your side, and I'm sure you'll soon forget about your unhappiness and get back on your feet. ”

No blame, no ridicule, no misunderstanding...... He said that he was forever on her side. Sad, she nodded earnestly, indeed, she needed a friend now, someone she could trust.

The fishing site is next to the West Lake, a clump of bamboo trees blocks the afternoon sun, two people stand in the shade, quietly looking at the fishing rod, the sparkling lake, the fish float with the current......

Xia Yanxin supported her chin with her hands, looking at the lake in a daze, she remembered the situation when she once went out fishing on the yacht with Long Yutian, that time, he deliberately pushed her into the sea, and then the two of them made love in the sea together, the lingering picture was still so clear, his powerful heartbeat and heavy breathing seemed to be just a few days ago......

"Yanyan, the fish bites, pull the line quickly......" Chu Sihao reminded beside him-

Xia Yanxin came back to her senses at this time, hurriedly lifted the fishing rod, and a silver belly swiped over, and soon fell into the lake again, and soon returned to calm. In the end, it was too late, and the fish ran away after eating the fish food.

Xia Yanxin sighed a little shockingly, "Hey, it seems that I'm really not fishing material!"

Chu Sihao helped her pull the fish hook back, changed the fish food with a familiar movement, and threw it into the water. "It's okay, fishing is such a thing, you need patience, it's not appropriate to pull early or late. Catch a few more times and you'll be fine. Also, this fish is too cunning. ”

Xia Yanxin suddenly raised her eyes to look at Chu Sihao, "Brother Sihao, do you regret it?"

"Regret what?"

"Change your career! Your original ambition was the sea...... And now it is like a stranded fish, in this small police station, it may never be able to get out. ”

Chu Sihao chuckled, "No regrets...... But there is a little regret, that is, I chose the navy in the first place, and if it wasn't for the fact that I was out all the time, I wouldn't have lost you. ”

The voice was hoarse with a hint of loss, he always flew for his dreams, flew far away, and finally lost her reads;

For a while, he has been reflecting that if he had been admitted to the police academy and stayed in S City and had been by her side to take care of her, then they would not have ended up like this now.

Xia Yanxin was also stunned, she didn't expect Chu Sihao to say this. After a long time, he also smiled, "There's nothing to regret about this, Jin Meiqi is not bad to you, right?"

Chu Sihao smiled, "That's it! Anyway, she gets along well with my mother." ”

"That's good!" Xia Yanxin responded, although Jin Meiqi's character is not good, she also has advantages, and the advantage is that she will be left and right to please Xie Dongqing. This is also something she will never be able to do, so, as Xie Dongqing said, only Jin Meiqi is suitable to be the daughter-in-law of the Chu family.

"Yanyan, do you still live at your uncle's house?"

"yes!"

"It's very inconvenient to live in my uncle's house all the time, so let's do it! The new house in the west of my city is still vacant, if you don't mind helping me look after the house, you can move in with your mother!" Chu Sihao took out the key to the house.

Xia Yanxin didn't answer, and said with a smile, "No, it's inconvenient for two women to live outside." It's good to live in my uncle's house, and my aunt and uncle are very good to us. ”

Before, she didn't ask for his house, and now, he is engaged, and she can't ask for his house. This is a matter of principle.

"Then where do you work now?" Chu Sihao asked.

"Work...... Uh, I haven't looked for it yet, let's rest for a while!"

"There is a secretary in our bureau, just typing and sorting out files, if you want to go, tell me, but it may not be easy to transfer to a civil servant, and it can only be regarded as a temporary establishment. However, the benefits are similar to those of regular employees, and they are all available. Chu Sihao said seriously.

"Thank you, Brother Si Hao, I'll look for you when I'm in a better mood after a while!"

Throughout the afternoon, Chu Sihao accompanied Xia Yanxin to fish together, the two of them talked and laughed, but they didn't feel depressed, although when they closed the rod, the two didn't catch many fish, but Xia Yanxin's mood was a lot more cheerful, and with the people he was familiar with, it felt so relaxed, there were many words that didn't need to be spoken, he could see it.

Time flies quickly, three days have passed in the blink of an eye, in fact, in these three days, Xia Yanxin has not considered the abortion at all, she is trying not to think about it, because she really doesn't know how to decide. Subjectively speaking, she didn't want to kill the child, but from real life, she had to kill it.

The next morning, Xia Shandi accompanied Xia Yanxin to the Women's and Children's Hospital, and along the way, the walls of the hospital were pasted with cute photos of various babies, and Xia Yanxin felt very uncomfortable. Holding Xia Shandi's arm, her body was trembling all the time, and she reached out to touch her lower abdomen from time to time.

In the consultation room, facing the doctor in a white coat, Xia Yanxin's face was pale, and she was panicked. I remember that when she accompanied Shen Xiaoman to have an abortion before, she had never been so scared in her heart.

"The child is four months old, and you said that you want to kill it, are you kidding? Do you know that the child has developed into a human form at four months, and you are not suitable for abortion, so you can only induce labor. After listening to Xia Yanxin's brief description, the doctor said very indifferently.

Xia Yanxin's face was painful, "What is labor induction?"

"Inducing labor is to humanely kill the child first, and then clean it up piece by piece, are you sure you want to do this? This will also cause a lot of damage to your body......" The doctor's gaze was a little disdainful.

Xia Yanxin's face turned nervously and stood up, trembling all over...... Isn't it a dismemberment to kill a child and clean it up piece by piece? It's too scary, it can't be like this, it can't be like this...... Thinking of this, Xia Yanxin only felt a burst of dizziness, and the whole person was about to lose her footing.

"Mom, Mom, I don't want to kill the child, I don't want the child to suffer this crime, give birth to the child! ”

Xia Shandi's heart was also sour, she knew very well that she couldn't retreat at this time, and if she couldn't do it now, she would not be happy in the future.

"Doctor, do it! My daughter is not married, and this child was born without a family. What procedures do you need to do now?"

The doctor sighed deeply, "Let's do a B-ultrasound first to determine the position of the fetus." If it is confirmed, you can go to the operating table after two hours. ”

After Xia Yanxin listened, her whole body kept shaking, and she couldn't even walk.