348.Chapter 348: The corpse sinks into the sea
Shen Xiao was full of excitement, and kept saying, "My childhood was full of shadows, they said that it was Lei Di Ao who killed my mother, and the Lei family was my enemy, so they sent me to lurk in the Lei family, waiting for the opportunity to kill everyone in the Lei family." But I can't do it, I'm young, but I can tell right from wrong, I know they're bad people, not my father, I don't trust them...... Later, I was adopted by Shen Fatzi, which was the luckiest thing in my life, after I lost my memory, he loved me like a real father and spoiled me to the point of lawlessness. Until now, I still think like this, if only I were really born by Shen Fatzi, I am Shen Xiaoman, and I have nothing to do with the surname Ouyang. Because then, at least, I can still be with Zijia and love him well. I really don't understand, what did I do wrong, why did you abandon me in the swaddling robe, is it because I'm ugly, or because I'm stupid? β
Shen Xiaoman was very excited, and as he spoke, tears flowed down his face and he cried...... Lei Zijia came over with a tissue and gently wiped her tears.
A painful expression flashed in Broken Dust's eyes, but he still didn't speak. Mai Youran stood quietly next to her, and when she heard Shen Xiaoman talk about her moving face, she also quietly wiped away her tears......
"Okay, since you don't say it, I won't force you, but I look down on you, a man, in order to escape responsibility, in the name of a monk, and hide forever, you are not worthy of being a father, you are not as good as Shen Fat." Shen Xiaoman shouted angrily, turned around and ran out.
"Smack!" The Buddha bead in Broken Dust's hand broke, and the bead fell to the ground crackling, and he shouted out in a lost voice, "Xiaoman...... I am! β
Shen Xiaoman stopped and turned around slowly, his face full of tears......
"I'm sorry, Xiaoman! I don't dare to recognize you, that's because I'm ashamed of you, you're right, I'm not worthy of being a father, I haven't fulfilled any responsibility! Also, abandoning you is not because you are ugly, nor because you are not well-behaved, but because you ...... It was all my fault, because you were born less than a month old, and I entrusted you to the care of a friend who was a nurse, and she later said that you died, and I didn't know you were still alive. Broken Dust said ashamedly.
Shen Xiaoman stood in place, stunned, and the puzzled mystery in his heart finally understood......
"So, then, what about my mother? Some people say that she was killed by the Lei family, is that true? β
Broken Dust shook his head painfully, "No......" Broken Dust glanced at Mai Youran, was silent for a while, and then said slowly, "Your mother had an argument with me because of something, I accidentally pushed her, she was pregnant with you at that time, she was less than a month, and she was born prematurely, because we were on the boat, there was no time to rescue, and she died less than an hour after giving birth to you." β
"Then why was her body found in the sea?"
"That's what happened to me...... It was my sin, and I can't tell what I thought at the time, so I pushed her body into the sea. Over the years, I have been atoning for the wrongs I did when I was younger. "The past is unbearable, more than 20 years have passed, and this is the first time that Duchen has really faced his own behavior.
Shen Xiaoman was also deeply shocked, after hearing this, she actually found that this qiΔ had nothing to do with the Lei family at all, and the stone in her heart was finally put down.
"Xiaoman, I am also responsible for what happened back then, and your mother's death has something to do with me more or less." Mai leisurely stepped forward and said.
Broken Dust raised his eyes, looked at Mai Youran for a long time, and shook his head, "It's none of your business, Maizi, it's all my fault, it was my obsession that killed Xiaoxue, it has nothing to do with you, you were also a victim back then, and I almost killed you and your son." All these years, I have been reciting the mantra for her, hoping that she will be happy in the next life. β
"Xiaoman, I can see that you and Lei Zijia are very good, if you investigate it seriously, I owe it to Mai Youran and Lei Zijia, and it is I who have caused her mother and son to be separated for several years. The Lei family doesn't owe us anything, if you can really Lei Zijia come together, Dad blesses you, and I don't want you to be affected by the grievances of the previous generation. Broken Dust said seriously.
Shen Xiaoman was excited in his heart, it turned out that everything was a misunderstanding......
"Dad, then you can go down the mountain with us! The death of your mother back then, since it was your unintentional mistake, you have also suffered in the mountains for decades, you should return to normal life and enjoy your old age. Shen Xiaoman has experienced too much separation and separation, so he also cherishes the people around him. Although I regret the death of my mother, after all, my mother has passed away for so many years, and now her only remaining relatives are her father.
"Yes, Wenbin, the children have grown up, I hope you can let go of the past, be by your side with the children, and watch them get married and have children." Mai leisurely persuaded politely, "Moreover, now Bo'ai Hospital is also on the right track, looking forward to your return." β
Broken Dust shook his head with a wry smile, "I'm used to life outside this world, and I can't go back!" β
Mai Youran looked at the faint black gas between Broken Dust's eyebrows, and nodded, "Okay!" Since you don't want to go, I won't force it. Xiaoman, talk to your dad well, I'll go out for a walk with Zijia first! β
"Well, okay, thank you Aunt Mai!"
Mai Youran and Lei Zijia walked out of the meditation room, leaving the father and daughter to say goodbye, after more than 20 years of separation, there must be a lot to say.
An hour later, Shen Xiaoman said goodbye to Dali Temple and went down the mountain with Lei Zijia......
Halfway up the mountain, Broken Dust was holding on to a dead tree, his eyes kept following the black car carrying Shen Xiaoman's figure, and a little tear flashed in his eyes...... After a long time, he suddenly coughed violently, and the more he coughed, the more he coughed, his face was red, he couldn't straighten his waist, and the last mouthful of blood spurted out. After paying off too many herbs, he had been poisoned too deeply, and in order to write those three books, he finally exhausted his life, and that was the only gift he could leave to Shen Xiaoman.
At half past six in the afternoon, her colleagues had already left work, and Xia Yanxin wanted to get off work after all the information was lost, so she delayed for more than an hour.
As soon as he finished the matter at hand, Chu Sihao's figure walked in, holding a shopping bag in his hand and putting it in front of Xia Yanxin.
"If you don't leave, it's getting dark."
Xia Yanxin closed the computer, smiled at Chu Sihao, and stood up, "There is one last point left, and you don't need to open this document tomorrow when you finish it." By the way, what is it? β
Chu Sihao smiled mysteriously at her, "See for yourself!" β
Xia Yanxin curiously opened the shopping bag, which was a radiation-proof maternity dress......
"Brother Si Hao, this is ......"
"You are in front of the computer every day, and the radiation is very large, which will endanger the child's development and is not good for your body. I happened to see it when I was on duty today, and I bought it easily. If you don't want to go, then wait until I'm paid and invite me to dinner. β
Xia Yanxin smiled, "I still have the money to invite you to dinner, so I don't have to wait for the salary." But if you can't afford a big meal, go to the nearby Chinese restaurant! β
"No problem!"
In fact, in the past few days, every day at lunch, he has ordered takeaway to deliver chicken soup in, this little touch she silently remembered in her heart, she knew that she was no longer the ignorant little girl, he was good to her, she couldn't enjoy it unscrupulously, she had to know how to be grateful in return.
The two of them walked out talking and laughing, and Jin Meiqi was guarding the gate.
Her gaze stayed on Xia Yanxin's face for a moment, and her smile froze. When Xia Yanxin stepped into a wealthy family, although she was a little jealous in her heart, she was mostly happy in her heart. After all, Xia Yanxin's disappearance means that she will have a chance to be with Chu Sihao. And in fact, she did get her wish, although she experienced some bumps, but after all, she and Chu Sihao were already engaged reads;.
If nothing else, she will basically be the future Mrs. Chu.
However, Xia Yanxin, who had disappeared for a few months, actually reappeared in front of her, and stood up with Chu Sihao talking and laughing, she was shocked and annoyed, and she couldn't wait to go up and slap Xia Yanxin.
But in the end, she resisted the discomfort of the anger and smiled.
"Si Hao, Mom has made dinner at home, let me pick you up and go home for dinner." stepped forward and naturally grabbed Chu Sihao and announced his status strongly.
"Yo, this is Xia Yanxin, right? Long time no see! Pi smiled and said hello to Xia Yanxin without smiling.
Xia Yanxin originally kept a distance of about one step from Chu Sihao, but seeing this situation, she retreated a little further to the side, and said with a smile, "Brother Sihao, then I'll go first, see you tomorrow!" β
The fiancΓ©e came to make an appointment, so there must be no chance to go out for dinner together, Xia Yanxin hurriedly withdrew. Although Jin Meiqi was smiling on her face, she could still feel the hostility that Jin Meiqi could not hide.
Looking at Xia Yanxin's back, Jin Meiqi asked seemingly casually, "Si Hao, didn't Xia Yanxin marry into a wealthy family?" How did you come back all of a sudden? β
Chu Sihao gently pushed her hand away, "Didn't I tell you?" Don't come to the police station to look for me, just call if there's anything. β
Jin Meiqi had a fire in her heart, and said why Xia Yanxin could come, and why couldn't she come? But when the words came to her mouth, she still swallowed it, anyway, she had already obtained Chu Sihao, and all she had to do now was to hold him firmly.
"Well, yes, I remember everything you said! I'm just on the way, hey, I won't come in the future. Jin Meiqi said with a smile.
After the two of them sat in the car, Jin Meiqi leaned her head on Chu Sihao's shoulder, calculating in her heart how to deal with Xia Yanxin.
Chu Sihao suddenly whispered, "How is your body?" β
was originally a very normal sentence, but it fell into Jin Meiqi's heart, but it was like a boulder thrown into a deep pool, stirring up thousands of feet of waves in her heart.