756 Rats on the street are shouted and beaten
Just when I thought everything was all done, my hands fluttered into the air because Lin Kedong took a step back.
"Zuo Fei......" Lin Kedong continued to cry.
I looked at Lin Kedong in shock, and suddenly had a rather bad premonition.
"I said I hadn't thought it out yet. Will you blame me?" Lin Kedong cried with pear blossoms and rain, and tears fell down, "On the contrary to you, two years ago I thought I liked you, because you protected me so much, and quarreled with Wang Baocheng, I think about you every day in my head, how much I wish I could really be with you." But after I transferred to another school, I slowly recalled and examined this relationship, and found that I was still moved by the majority. But I don't like it. You just said that you liked me two years ago, saying that you wanted to find me and be with me, but have you ever thought that maybe you just feel guilty and subconsciously want to make up for me?"
I looked at Lin Kedong blankly, and I didn't know how to refute for a while.
Lin Kedong continued: "So, Zuo Fei. Our liking is not pure, I may be moved, you may be because of guilt, if we are really together, the emotion slowly dissipates, the guilt slowly retreats, only to find that we don't like each other, then it will be too late! I think we all have to think about whether we like each other or not. ”
My body shook slightly, is this a rejection of me? This is obviously a rejection of me!
My mind is a mess, I don't know what to do, I don't have the strength to analyze Lin Kedong's words, I only know that she has rejected me now, we can't become boyfriend and girlfriend, and the group of people behind me will laugh at me.
"Zuo Fei, listen to me, let's think about it again......"
"Don't talk about it. "I looked back, I didn't want to stay here for a second, I felt like I was a fool, pestering people every day, fighting with Zhou Kun and Xingqiu for her. I fought with Prince Cong, and now I provoked Yi Zhen, but they rejected me!
I just wanted to get out of here, but my legs felt as heavy as lead. Lin Kedong called me from behind, but I couldn't hear it at all, I just knew to hurry up, hurry up, I didn't want to be a fool.
Wang Yao's group of women were still standing there, and they were a little dazed when they saw me coming over with a bad face.
"Zuo Fei, what's wrong?" Wang Yao asked me.
"Denied. I smiled sadly, didn't want to talk to them, and continued to walk on my soul.
They didn't come along. Instead, he ran towards Lin Kedong.
As soon as I walked around the corner of the corridor, I saw a man and a woman walking hand in hand.
I was stunned, it was the monkey and Liu Yina. Obviously, when I confessed, the monkey also went to confess, and the monkey succeeded, and I failed. In fact, at the beginning, I felt that I must be fine, but the monkey was a little suspenseful, because Liu Yina never expressed her affection for the monkey, but was a little evasive about the monkey.
I didn't expect it, I didn't expect it, this world is really long-lasting, mother's creation makes people......
The monkey in joy didn't notice my wolf bèi, and directly asked happily: "Zuo Fei, have you confessed?"
My nose was sore, and I felt like I couldn't take it anymore. I didn't pay attention to it for a long time, I hurriedly ran downstairs, the monkey called me with Liu Yina, and I didn't look back and agree, I just want to leave this place quickly!
I went downstairs, across the campus, out of the school, I didn't know where I was going, I just ran forward desperately, trying to leave everyone behind me behind. I don't know how long I ran, I saw a barbecue stall on the side of the road, now the weather is a little cold, the stall's business is not good, the stall owner sits there and has nothing to do.
"Boss, let's have a barrel of draft beer!" I sat down and prepared to get drunk.
After pouring a full glass, the beer foam overflowed, I didn't care about it, I just took it and drank it all, and the cold beer poured into my stomach through the guò esophagus, no matter how cold it was, it couldn't cool my heart anyway.
"What's the point of drinking alone. Boss, take another cup. "A girl sat in front of me.
It's Wang Yao.
I was startled, and looked left and right, and there was no one for a long time, she came by herself.
"I didn't finish what I said last time, if you succeed, you invite me to drink, if you fail, I invite you to drink, how about it?"
"Good. I smiled wryly.
Wang Yao poured a full cup by herself, drank it all, put down the cup and said, "Don't drag out this bird for a long time, isn't it just a confession failure, what a big deal?"
"yes, what a big deal. I also laughed self-deprecatingly: "Where is there no grass at the end of the world, I am so handsome that I am so handsome, I am afraid that I will not find a partner?"
"Don't think so, Lin Kedong didn't refuse you, didn't you say to think about it, the main thing is that you are too complicated, and even outsiders can't see it clearly, let alone yourself. Anyway, I think it's going to be a long time, so you can take your time. ”
I nodded, I didn't want to talk much, now I just want to drink quickly, Wang Yao also saw what I meant, so he drank with me one by one. Wang Yao's amount of alcohol is really good, and he has the meaning of accompanying me to the end. My head was a little confused, and the conversation gate naturally opened, so I talked about our previous junior high school, saying that I and Bin Zi were so beautiful, that was really invincible in junior high school, and how sorry I was for Lin Kedong, I was so bastard that I used a ring to disgrace her face......
Wang Yao didn't say a word, just kept listening to me, and when she needed to drink, she picked up a cup and drank with me. I don't know how long it took, but we both got a little sick and dizzy. Even the stall owner couldn't stand it anymore, and said that you are still students, go back to sleep early, and I am ready to close the stall. Wang Yao paid the money, and the two of us helped each other back to school, but they walked crookedly, and Wang Yao complained about the unevenness of the cement road.
On the way back, I kept saying that I felt like Wang Yao was like a garbage can, and if I had any negative feelings, I would pour them all into her. In the past, I felt that Wang Yao was on top, and I was nervous when she looked at me, and I didn't even dare to say a word to her, but now that we both drank too much, and we walked shoulder to shoulder like this, I felt that there was no distance between us.
I said, Wang Yao, thank you really tonight, otherwise I don't know what would happen to me. Wang Yao said, Zuo Fei, this is your fault, I feel that you are a very good person, but in terms of feelings, Lin Kedong said to think about it, you won't be like this. I said forget it, I also kind of think about it, maybe Lin Kedong is right, I have been living in guilt for the past two years, always thinking about how to compensate her, so I am so attentive to her.
I said I'm relieved now, just do what you have to do, let it be. Wang Yao said that this is right.
When we went back to school, the women's dormitory was behind the men's dormitory, and I sent Wang Yao back. When I arrived downstairs in the women's dormitory, I was already completely dizzy, Wang Yao said you go back quickly, and report my safety when I go back. I didn't speak, I looked at Wang Yao in a daze, she was standing under the street lamp at the entrance of the women's dormitory, her little face was flushed with wine, and her thin lips were delicate. I don't know where I got the courage, so I grabbed Wang Yao's arm and kissed it.
I just kissed it, but before I could feel the soft lips, Wang Yao pushed me away at once. Winter Signs.
"Zuo Fei, what are you doing?!" Wang Yao's voice was full of anger.
I was startled, and the wine was half sober, and I quickly said sorry, sorry, sorry. Wang Yao said that you drank too much, hurry up and go back to rest, and then turned around and ran into the women's bedroom. I turned around and walked to the men's bed, my heart fluttering, thinking what I had just done, I actually kissed the boss of the Thirteen Rose......s?
When I returned to the dormitory, my heart had not calmed down, so I went to the water room to wash my face, and then went back to the bed and lay down. The little daughter-in-law Ma Jie poked her head and asked me how I confessed, I said get out, and I retracted my head after a long time. The strange thing is that I don't want Lin Kedong anymore, I am thinking about Wang Yao all my head, maybe because I just kissed her, Fu Qian's emotions that had been suppressing myself suddenly burst out. I've found that even human beings sometimes can't control themselves.
If there is a fill in my heart, Lin Kedong and Wang Yao each stood on one side, and I suppressed my feelings for Wang Yao before paying, so I favored Lin Kedong's side a lot. But as Lin Kedong rejected me, and said the theory of "touching and guilty" to me, then Wang Yao drank with me again, and I inadvertently kissed her......
Whether I admit it or not, the scales are slowly shifting towards Wang Yao.
Humans are such changeable animals, aren't they?
Maybe it was alcohol, my brain suddenly became extremely hot, and I suddenly wanted to confess to Wang Yao. I know that it is too scumbag to confess to two people in one day, and I also know how stupid it is to confess to Wang Yao after being rejected to confess to Lin Kedong.
Take 10,000 steps back and say, even if Wang Yao really likes me - although this is unlikely, my confession to her at this time is ironclad and rejected. But I don't know why, I just want to do this, I'm the kind of person who can't control himself when his brain is hot, this is the situation when he lost Lin Kedong with a ring two years ago, but if he is a little sensible, he won't do such a scumbag thing, but I just can't help it, I can't hold back.
I jumped out of bed and made a stupid decision whenever I looked.
I want to confess to Wang Yao.
I don't care if I regret it in the future, I just know that I want to do it now!
And if I want to do something, no one can stop me!
I stepped on the slippers and ran outside, and my little daughter-in-law Ma Jie poked her head out and asked me where I was going, and I said get out, and I retracted my head after a long time.
I ran out of the dormitory and bumped into Zheng Wu head-on, Zheng Wu had just finished washing his hair, his hair was wet, and he was holding a basin, and when he saw me, he said: "Zuo Fei heard that your confession was rejected......?
I didn't pay attention to it for a long time, just went around and continued to run. R832