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Some old book lovers, especially those who have been with books since I first opened the book, have asked a question: You are a girl, why do you fight so hard? It always feels as if you're short on money.

Later, I posted a special message to say that I had a big problem and needed money, but I had less.

In the past few days, I have updated less, this is the only few days I have rested in the past two years, the only few days, I went to bed early, went out for a walk, bought myself a few new clothes, and changed my mobile phone.

I just talked to my mother on the phone, and I was very emotional, so I wrote this passage and talked to everyone to solve my doubts.

I am a child of a single-parent family, and many book lovers know this.

When the book was not opened, my mother and stepfather divorced, and the twists and turns were not enough for outsiders, in short, my mother was not at fault. Overnight, my mother ran away in a fit of rage, didn't ask for a penny, and rented an old house of fifty square meters.

A woman, old, without a husband, still living in such a small house, I am an only daughter, I have the obligation to make her live better, and I must make her live better.

And I'm just a woman, and my abilities are limited, so I only have to write books.

I killed the male frequency to write ambiguous essays, the purpose is very simple: to write essays, make money, and buy a house for my mother.

Counting all my previous savings, in that small county town with a housing price of more than 2,000 yuan, I still have a few tens of thousands less than 30% of the payment.

I only seem to have told Starlight about this, so that every time he rewarded later, I felt very guilty, and I always felt that he was not rewarding me, but wanted to help me.

This was not my intention, but it made me feel uncomfortable and deserved.

Now, I say it because there is enough money.

In the past few days, I have few updates, post bars, and major pirated browsers are urging, and many people have sent messages to scold me, saying that I slacked off after rushing to the list.

In the past two days, I have one or two updates a day, and my subscriptions of less than 500 have dropped in a hurry.

However, I just want to take two days off, for two years, I work so hard every day, watching other girls go out to play, watching them buy beautiful clothes, and I get up at five or six o'clock in the morning, and write essays at 12 in the evening, I feel that I am not a woman, but an Iron Man or something.

So, I just want to take a break for a few days, a few days like a girl, that's all, I hope everyone understands, and don't cancel the subscription, it's very little, and then cancel, I rest very restlessly.

Thank you again, although in many eyes, what kind of money does my book call it? There are so many vertical/horizontal deductions, and hundreds of subscriptions are hundreds per month.

But it can add up to a lot, I added my mother's deposit, my mother's small house is in hand, although it is not big, and only 30% of the payment is made, but the gold and silver nest are not as good as their own kennel, she has a house to live in.

Having said that, I am incoherent and will not say anything.

Thank you, I'll finish the book, finish it well, after all, the story I want to write the most is still in my stomach. This book is a niche text, and the genuine version is in the vertical // horizontal / text network, which can be genuinely supported, so it will be genuinely supported.