The last time she cried was when she was eleven or twelve years old, when she was surrounded in an alley and beaten by several people with water pipes.

Ten years ago, at eight o'clock in the evening, on the way from school for evening self-study, there was an alley.

Lonely moon, cold wind, a few lines of dark shadows.

"Haha, just like you, and bullying my woman?!" A thirteen or fourteen-year-old boy with tattoos on his body and two cigarettes in his mouth was very arrogant, and after taking a sharp puff, he stretched one of the red cigarette butts to Jian Xiaodan's arm.

Jian Xiaodan instinctively dodged, but the ruffian boy didn't press down.

But before Jian Xiaodan could react, another hand reached out, it was a girl's hand, and suddenly, the cigarette butt pressed on Jian Xiaodan's arm.

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The voice is very shallow, and it is not as heavy as when there is a similar scene filmed in the TV series, but a muffled and extremely short voice came over Xiaodan's arm. The cigarette butt went out.

Jian Xiaodan bit her lip stubbornly, and tears the size of beans and soybeans fell, but there was no sound.

This thirteen or fourteen-year-old ruffian boy was next to a girl of the same age as Jian Xiaodan, although she was wearing the same school uniform as Xiaodan, but the school uniform was open, wearing a low-cut suspender belt inside, and she couldn't wait to expose half of her incomplete breasts.

The ruffian boy seemed to be very stunned by the girl next to him pressing the cigarette butt on Xiao Dan, and looked at it in surprise, but didn't say anything.

"Do you know what's wrong?" asked the girl haughtily.

"I didn't," Jian Xiaodan just said.

There was a crunch.

The girl standing next to the ruffian boy stepped forward and raised her hand to slap Xiao Dan in the face: "You still dare to talk back?!

It's just that during the midterm exam, Xiaoshan sat in front of the girl and didn't hand her the answer in time, and the invigilator stared at it, and Xiaoshan didn't dare to hand it over.

The girl failed and was reprimanded by her family, so she was furious, and she was angry with Xiaodan, and called her boyfriend to vent her anger.

"Teach her a lesson!" The girl seemed to be very puzzled by the slap of Jane, and took the water pipe from her boyfriend's hand.

"Hey, that's going to be too hard. The ruffian boyfriend hurriedly grabbed the water pipe, pulled the girl aside and whispered: "Bringing a water pipe is to scare and scare her, you slap her, and kick her a few times in anger, this water pipe is a leader, and it will hurt if you smash it." ”

Fight with a water pipe, this ruffian seems to be a frequent participant in fights. Those who cut with a knife are fools, and they don't dare to really cut, and they usually use the back of a knife. The tap water pipe is different, with the head, it is the head of the connection between the pipe and the pipe, and it hurts to hit the bones with a dozen.

If it's heavier, the bones will crack, and if it's lighter, the bones will hurt so much that people can't stand it, and they will never be able to get up.

A fracture is not painful, but a bone crack is painful.

"It's too hard, be careful that the parents come to the door, and it means it. The ruffian boy persuaded.

"Give it to me!" The girl sneered, disapproving: "I failed, my mother beat me with a board!" After speaking, she took the water pipe and pointed it towards the left elbow of Jian Xiaodan's hand.

There's cartilage there, and it's painful.

Boom, a muffled sound.

Jian Xiaoshan fell to the ground, let out a terrible cry, hugged his left hand and rolled on the elbow, and the cry of great pain changed from terrible, to whimpering, and finally like a baby.

Have you ever heard the barking of a newborn puppy?

Pain, despair, helplessness but endured.

I endured it, but I couldn't help it.

"What are you doing!" suddenly came a man's voice in the alley, and Jane's sobbing caught his attention, and he ran over from a distance.

"Let's go!" the ruffian boy saw it, quickly stretched out his hand to pull the girl, and waved his hand at a large group of his brothers, but disappeared into the depths of the alley in the middle of the night in ten seconds.

"Tell you not to fight so hard! When the time comes, I'll see what you do!" The ruffian boy scolded the girl as he ran.

"Don't worry, she doesn't have a father or a mother, so she won't come here. The girl smiled disapprovingly: "It's an orphan, no one helps her out, if she dares to say it, I will continue to beat her! And she doesn't have a boyfriend, she knows to study honestly all day long, hmph, the teacher likes her very much, so what? Can the teacher compare with her parents?"

Eleven or twelve-year-old Jane Xiaodan is not pretty.

The skin is dark, and the face has not grown, because she has been living in an orphanage, her nutrition is not so good, and she is shorter than others, and even other girls have menarche, and she did not come.

It is said that the eighteenth change of the female university, and Jian Xiaodan did not begin to transform at that time.

When she was sent to the orphanage, she was five years old and a girl, and it was difficult for such orphans to find adopters. Adopters generally tend to adopt orphans under the age of one, and such a young age brings up affection. I'm five years old, and I'm afraid that I won't be able to raise my relatives.

The girls in the orphanage are not as popular as the boys.

Batch after batch was adopted, and batch after batch was left behind. Most of those left behind were defective, such as the younger brother she met at the orphanage, who had a heart attack.

Such a child will be bullied when he comes out to study. People are good at being bullied, and horses are good at being ridden, this sentence is not false at all. Don't say that children are innocent, but they are also very good at looking at eyes. Jian Xiaoshan has had excellent grades since she was a child.

It is precisely because of this that she is jealous, and she has been bullied since she was a child.

She can't count how she was bullied, she can't count.

Resistance? yes, that's how it is played in TV dramas, rebellion! The strong girl finally resists and beats the bad guys to the ground. However, that's a TV series, not reality.

What is the reality?

If you have tasted life under the fence, if you have no support, you know that if you want to live, you have to read and eat, you have to please, you have to be able to read and see. You have to be able to endure it.

I can't bear everything.

It is useless to resist.

Because they all know that no one is going to help you get ahead.

Who can a female baby beat? Women are naturally weak in this regard, and they are destined to admit defeat. And she, until she was eleven or twelve years old, was not a beautiful girl, the crush girl who appeared in the TV series, and then stepped forward to protect the heroine's 'brother', did not appear.

The beautiful fairy tale did not appear on Jian Xiaodan's body.

After being wronged, endure it, and live a better life.

Study hard and strive to be a useful person, only by being a useful person will Jian Xiaodan feel that she is alive, meaningful, and hopeful.

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Jian Xiaodan, who was sitting on the ground and crying against the door, stretched out her right hand and touched the elbow of her left hand, until today, ten years later, she still can't carry heavy things with her left hand, and when she shoots, the weight of the camera is almost all pressed on her right hand.

This is the first time someone has helped her out.

Gao Leng helped her come out and asked the high-ranking reporter Peng to apologize to her in public, which seemed righteous to others, but it hit Jian Xiaodan's heart, the most sensitive nerve, no matter how tough Jian Xiaodan was at work, he also hoped that someone could help her come out when she was wronged.

Call.

Jian Xiaodan raised his head and let out a long sigh of relief, the tears on his face couldn't stop flowing down, but he smiled. If the unforgettable crying in the alley ten years ago was painful, then ten years later she cried this time.

But it's happy and sweet.

It is impossible to put it into words.

"It's going to be busy. Jian Xiaodan stretched out his hand to wipe his eyes, stood up with the door, walked quickly to the table, took a tissue and wiped it, picked up the mirror and sorted out his makeup, and found that his eyes were red, so he opened the drawer and took out a frame.

Decorate the frames, the kind without lenses, bring them on, cover them up.

Picked up the phone on the table, and his voice was steady: "Take the documents and sign them." A minute later, the colleague who had asked her to sign came in with the document, and Jian Xiaodan's face was no longer abnormal, and she returned to her usual appearance.

The resolute, one-man manager Jane should look like.

"Alright, let's get out. Jian Xiaoshan looked at the documents, signed, looked at the time, and walked out with his legs raised. She was going to Gao Leng's office, and she would go to CCBV in a moment.

I don't know how Gao Leng is going to talk to the head of the CCBV? Now that the public opinion on the Internet has turned against us, we want the CCBV to admit that they are making fake news? This is impossible. Jane Xiaodan thought to herself.

Quickened the pace.

(It's the end of the month, remember to cover the insurance)