Wang Lung carried two bags, a bag of wine, a bag of food, he sat on the side of Ding Xuan, took off his clothes, bare-chested, spread on the ground, the blood wolf on his chest, unusually hideous, Ding Xuan on the side seemed to be a little hot, and took off his own clothes, the tyrant on his chest, the expression of murder and indifference, was not inferior to Wang Lung's blood wolf at all, the two of them were shirtless, and they were not hypocritical, Wang Lung handed the tyrant a bottle of liquor, and picked up a bottle himself" Come on, have a drink, and celebrate our great cooperation. ”

"And happy cooperation?" the tyrant smiled, "Be careful not to be eaten by gambling thieves and loan thieves, and we will be eaten the next day." ”

"That's fate, I'm not afraid of them anyway, how about love. Wang Lung smiled and clinked glasses with Ding Xuan, took a big sip, and then "ah" said, "I like this wine, it's strong enough!"

"Haha" Ding Xuan also smiled, "I don't see it, you are not big, but you are really a man." Then he took a big sip.

Wang Lung and Ding Xuan drank wine, eating peanuts and ham sausages, and soon, one of them drank more than half a catty, and the words of the two people became more and more, "Brother Xuan, tell me about your Fenglongbei." ”

"Fenglong?" Ding Xuan leaned to the side, smoking a cigarette, and turned his head to look at Wang Lung beside him, "I don't know when to start." ”

"Whatever comes to mind, start there. Wang Lung smiled and said, "I really want to know your past, always hearsay and listen to what others say, how much is not as direct and true as what you tell in person." ”

Ding Xuan was silent for a moment, and the whole person entered another state" I was not a child since I was a child, my father was a soldier, and a very short-tempered soldier, I made some mistakes, I often punched and kicked me, he solved all problems, there is only one means, that is, violence, and then he because of his violent temper, offended people who should not be offended, was framed by villains, not only was expelled by the army, but also made his reputation very, very stinky, no one understood him, and no one believed him, and later, he himself slowly began to give up on himself, drinking and gambling every day, taking drugs, his temper became more and more irritable, and his attitude towards me was getting worse and worse, and the same was true for my mother, fists and kicks at every turn, my mother really couldn't stand it later, and mentioned many times that she wanted to divorce him. ”

"My father has always refused to divorce, and every time my mother says divorce, he will start beating people, he has a very, very short temper, and there is no home in the family at all. ”

"My mother really couldn't stand it, and he refused to divorce, simply, he wanted to take me away, I was also young, and I didn't understand, I didn't want to leave, and then I cried, my mother later came to see that I didn't want to leave, she couldn't stand it herself, so she hugged me, wanted to forcibly take me away, I hugged our table legs and just didn't leave, how my mother beat me, scolded me, coaxed me, seduced me, I didn't leave, I didn't know what to think at that time, I just said I wanted my father. ”

"My mother asked me that he beats you every day, what else do you want him to do, he has lost his humanity, I will cry at that time, I said, I want my father, it just so happened that this scene was seen by my father who came back suddenly, that will scare my mother, when I thought he was going to be angry, who knew that he was not only angry, but also reached a divorce agreement with my mother, he didn't want anything, he wanted me. ”

"My mom was quite reluctant, but then I don't know how the two of them negotiated, my dad took me out of the house, that is, since then, my dad has never moved a finger of me, my dad still has some savings when he was a soldier, after all, he is still an officer, the army is very dark, he still has some money, the two of us went to the field, he will not drink, smoke, or play cards anymore, he relies on his tenacious self-control, and quit drugs. ”

Ding Xuan smiled and took a puff of cigarette. I've been living alone with my father since I was a teenager, and my father has been working out a jihua for me since that time, which is what time to get up every day and exercise, he has treated me as one of his soldiers since I was a child, his only soldier to train, I suffered a lot when I was a child, but I survived the first few years, and the back of the habit will be fine, he taught me a lot of grappling fighting skills, and also taught me to play with guns, he gave me all his lifelong knowledge and skills, I don't learn in school, but I can fight, and my temper is violent, and I am the standard school brother in school, and I dare to fight anyone, Influenced by my father since I was a child, I remember when I was in elementary school, I took a fork and pierced the lips directly through the same table, and was later expelled from school, when I was in junior high school, I took the lead in fighting, slashed people with machetes, stabbed people with daggers, that would be the age when I was not afraid of heaven and earth, my dad broke my heart for me, I was in school when I was in high school, because one of my so-called sisters had a conflict with the idle people in society, that would be too angry, uncontrollable, with a knife to take people to fight with them, and was cut into the hospital, and then I couldn't swallow this breath in my heart”

The tyrant suddenly laughed at this time, "What do you guess happened to me?"

"You can't kill someone's whole family. Wang Lung responded casually.

"Well, you're right, I killed that person's whole family, and stole my dad's gun when he was a soldier from the house, I ran over and killed that person's whole family, the gun was with a muffler, and my dad taught me what he would, I was much better than the average person since I was a child, normal grappling and fighting, I think I have no problem fighting three or four alone, I was super super calm after I killed someone, I closed their door, his grandparents, his parents were there, even himself, and a little girl who didn't know if it was his niece or niece, I didn't let go of any of them, I was busy all night at his house, and I was very calm to clean up the scene, and then destroy the corpse, I shattered the corpse, how old I was then, my whole person entered a crazy realm, I think about it now, those scenes are terrifying, the room is full of blood, I hold a kitchen knife, and keep chopping up the corpses on the ground" The corners of Ding Xuan's mouth rose slightly, and he turned his head to look at Wang Long" I went home early the next morning, my father was waiting for me at home, I didn't know what I was doing, my father quickly found out about my abnormality, I couldn't hide it, he forced him to ask too tightly, and then there was no way, so I said everything, after saying it, I cried, I thought I was scared, very, very scared, I thought my father would break out, who knew that he told me very calmly, "Don't be afraid, in the dictionary of our old Ding family, there is no fear of this word." That's what impressed me the most.

Ding Xuan shook his head helplessly" Later, my father left directly, I later found out that he was going to help me clean up the scene, he picked up the gun again, went to someone's house, rearranged everything several times, and changed the place where I buried the body, and then went home and asked me several times about the process, even the details, all asked, in those days, my father made me food every night, and did not let me go to school, just chatted with me every day, nagging, saying that he was very scared before, but he kept telling me not to be afraid, I remember that night, I was lying in my father's arms, I looked at the white hair on his head, the wrinkles on his face, I felt very sorry for himI said, "Dad, you're getting gray hair again, more and more." ”

But he told me, son, pull it out for Dad, and Dad will be younger for the rest of his life. ”

I smiled, and I began to pluck his white hair, and while pulling out his gray hair, my dad laughed at the same time, and he touched my head very lovingly, "No matter when, in Dad's eyes, you are the proudest of Dad." "Child, Dad is sorry for you, if there is anything in the future, you can go to your mother" "Son, Dad thinks you are really good!" "Son, what do you want to eat tomorrow, Dad will take you to eat" "Son, let's go swimming tomorrow afternoon, go climbing the mountain the day after tomorrow, take you to the park the day after tomorrow, take you to the zoo, you tell me what you want to do, Dad will satisfy you"

"Since I was a child, my father has taught me that men, reputation first, when it comes to it, you must do it, otherwise don't say it, the people of our Lao Ding family all say that one is one, and two is two, and those who are full of lies all day long are sissies!"

"So, I have developed a habit since I was a child, the people of our Lao Ding family don't tell a single word of lies, they want to be men.

My father would make me swear that no matter what happened to Yujian, I would live and continue the bloodline of the Lao Ding family, I didn't think too much about it at the time, I promised my father, because, for me, to continue the offspring, that is a matter of course, he doesn't say it, I will do it.

I would be naïve, I think my dad suddenly changed sex, I was very happy, I couldn't go to school, every day with my dad around to have fun, drink, chat, at night, our father and son slept together, my dad always kept telling me all kinds of big truths, until late that night, my dad and I were sleeping, the door of our house opened, the two of us opened our eyes together, my dad listened to the door open, he smiled at me, he picked me up, kissed my forehead, said zuihou to me two words, the first sentence is"Ding Xuan, Dad loves you", the second sentence is "Ding Xuan, Dad is sorry for you." ”

There were many, many people rushing into the house, I don't know what they were doing, but they came up and took my father fiercely, I remember that I had beaten down three people with my bare hands, and then I was stunned, and then I didn't know anything, and the people who came to the house that night were police.

It's just that the police took away my father, but they didn't take me away, my father carried everything, he didn't have any quibbles, and directly and honestly admitted everything, I wanted to admit everything several times, but I didn't go, because I could imagine Lao Ding's angry eyes, I promised him to continue the bloodline of our Lao Ding family, since he was arrested, I understood everything, it turned out that everything was arranged by him early in the morning, and he had already been prepared. ”

"He was executed, the case went well, the first day he was executed, I went to visit him, and when the two of us met, my father smiled at me, stood up straight, and he raised his hand and gave me a military salute. He didn't say a word, but I could feel his guilt and apology, and I could feel his relief.

I didn't cry, we father and son just looked at each other for ten minutes, zuihou, and I told him "Dad, I really love you so much, I never blamed you." Then I told myself, "I'm not going to have a dad again." ”

"After that, I didn't go to my mother, but I drank at home for three days and three nights, and later, I gave up my studies and began to mix in society, I have good physical fitness, I can play, and I am very reputable, under the recommendation of people, I followed a social big brother at that time, I was still very respected by the big brother at that time, I mixed in the society for four or five years, that will already have a small name, the nickname of tyrant, that is, from that meeting, I mixed up for a while, helping the so-called big brother to fight the world, squandering money, only during the New Year's holidays, I will go to see my father, and then, chatting with him, chatting。 ”

"The social road is a road of no return, but I have no choice at that time, we have been in the limelight for a few years, my eldest brother was assassinated, after the assassination, our organization was chaotic, many people want to be in power, I don't want to fight with them, and I don't want my former brothers to turn against each other, I left categorically, because I already have some fame in that meeting, so, I was dug up by another big brother, and began to follow my second big brother. ”

"He was very good to me, more important than the first big brother, I trusted him extremely much, I went crazy again, but I was crazy for less than two years, he didn't know what big case he committed, and he was beaten up and down, and all the people in our entire gang were arrested, including me, of course, during the trial, I saw the faces of this group of people, biting each other, exculpating themselves, exposing each other, all the ugly sides of human nature, all revealed, only I zuihou didn't say anything, I didn't bite anyone, and I didn't expose my eldest brother。 ”

"My eldest brother saw everything in his eyes, he was the mastermind, so, later, he separated everything, and pulled the group of people who were caught below to accompany him on their backs, all of them were sentenced, and the only one who was exonerated was me" Ding Xuan smiled "I don't know what means he used and what kind of backhand he used to let his most trusted friend get me out, as for the others, he was more or less dragged to prison by him, and he himself was sentenced to death." ”

[PS: The top two chapters of this chapter, not divided into chapters!]