"So, you've found your first buddy?"

"Well, because she is a few years older than me, so I affectionately call her Sister Lanlan, we take care of each other, eat and live together, after a heavy day's work, we can also go out for a walk together, see the scenery of the city, I think it's so beautiful, I've never seen so many street lights, I've never seen so many high-rise buildings. But I know that this city doesn't belong to me, and I don't belong to this city, I'm just a little passerby here, and maybe one day when the wind blows, I'll be blown somewhere else. ”

"Hehe, have you been blown away?" Lu Yuxin asked.

"To be exact, I was abducted, Sister Lan Lan told me that people can't live in one place all their lives, just like birds, if you don't stretch your wings, you will never know how high the sky is and how far the sea is. I think she is so philosophical, it is simply the words that a poet can say. So I followed her to a place called Fangchenggang, and after arriving there, someone first came out to receive us, take us to eat and play, and visit the local places of interest, I was so happy, I didn't expect that there was such a good thing in the world. But then I found out that things were not as beautiful as I imagined, after the happiness, people began to stand up to give us lectures, leading us to shout slogans, Sister Lan Lan told me every day, as long as I work hard, I am a winner in life, I can change the world. ”

"Poof......" Lu Yuxin couldn't help laughing and said: "Why are you always deceived, I heard that the women in the pyramid scheme nest are crazy, and they even don't hesitate to sleep with men in order to develop their downline." ”

"That's them, in fact, I have noticed a long time ago, Sister Lan Lan has been eyebrowning with an old man in his fifties all day long, and one day she brought back a new mobile phone, which costs thousands of yuan on the market, for me, it is simply a luxury. She enlightened me while fiddling with those bells and whistles, saying that I was prettier than her, and as long as I could be ruthless, I would earn 18,000 a month and play, and within a few years, I would be able to buy a car and a house and get a city hukou. ”

"So you're so she was tempted?"

"Oh, do you think it's possible? Although I don't have money, but I have ambition, even if I am killed, I will not do anything to sell ** and dignity. ”

"Okay, then how did you get out?" Lu Yuxin asked.

"That's a little crazy to say. ”

"What a madness?"

"At that time, I looked up a set of anti-brainwashing self-help materials on the Internet, and found that it was useless. I thought, the only way not to get caught up in it is to not go to meetings and not listen to those people. So I began to pretend to be sick, pretending to pretend to be real, deliberately drinking cold water to spoil my stomach, eating unclean food, taking cold showers in winter, making myself cold, sneezing vigorously, and the result was all over the house. ”

"Poof...... Are you so ruthless?"

"Well, if you can't do it to yourself, others should do it to you, and then the boss saw me like this, and let me go without saying a word, saying that I would continue to spend like this, and the little money he earned was not even enough for medical expenses. Guo Kexin said that this experience was more sad, but it also became the most valuable wealth in her life, laying the groundwork for her future transformation.

"Cow! If I was tricked, I would only cry. Lu Yuxin couldn't help but give a thumbs up, she felt that the woman in front of her was the ultimate spokesperson for the female man, and those who carried rice and barrels of mineral water were weak, did they have the courage to "kill a thousand enemies and lose eight hundred"?

"You won't be deceived, those who do pyramid schemes are poor, and those who are deceived are also poor. Unconsciously, the woman's eyes have met the second lady who seems unattainable to her, and she found that Lu Yuxin's eyes no longer have the original hatred and contempt, but instead a little bit of worship, plus a little bit of distress, if she is facing such a dangerous life, will she also be like a warrior, overcoming obstacles and waiting for a sunny day?

"After so many years of experience, I have only learned one sentence. ”

"What?"

"If you can't change something, you have to try to accept it. ”

Lu Yuxin was silent, she was savoring the meaning behind this sentence, she knew that it was because of these that this woman would become the one standing in front of her. Otherwise, she would still be the poor worm who got off the train with black eyes, or the stall girl who lived in an Internet café and ate instant noodles, or the dishwasher who was surrounded by oil and fishy stench, or the female man who was tricked into a pyramid scheme and successfully escaped by almost self-harm. For her, there are many choices in life. But for her, life seems to have only one choice, and that is to follow the route that fate has already designed, and climb straight down like a snail.

Don't be afraid of slowness, just afraid of standing, as long as there is a breath left, there is a chance to change your life against the sky.

"So after you entered Jiamei, you became harder than anyone else?"

"I don't dare to say that, I just chose to be myself when I could have a choice, this is true for work, this is true for love, I have chosen, and I will unswervingly carry it out to the end. ”

"Carry on love to the end?"

"Hmm. Guo Kexin nodded and smiled: "Yu Xin, it's the first time I call you Yu Xin, can I call you that?"

"Of course you can, you can also call me Sister Yuxin, I like you very much. ”

"What do you like about me?"

"I like your optimistic attitude towards life and the courage to overcome setbacks, I want to be a person like you, but unfortunately my background has developed my character, and I can't fight like you. ”

"You call this kind of life a battle?"

"Isn't life a battle, like the battle between you and my sister, even though you are the one who wins in the end. ”

"You misunderstood me Sister Yuxin, in fact, ......" Guo Kexin wanted to speak and stopped, but still mustered up the courage: "Actually, I never wanted to possess him, I just feel that a man like him needs to be taken care of, even if it is just cooking three meals for him every day and helping him wash his clothes, I will feel very content." I never thought of marrying him, because I knew that his heart belonged to only one person, and that person was your sister, but there was some kind of estrangement between them, and I tried to puncture it, but I didn't know where to start, because I was afraid of hurting him, and I was even more afraid of hurting your sister. ”

"But my sister has been hurt by you. Lu Yuxin felt that she was secretly changing concepts.

"If you look at it from the perspective of human rights, I actually have this right. ”

"What if you look at it from a moral point of view? Don't you think you're going too far?"

"It's excessive, but I can't help it. Because it was he who stood up and defended my dignity when I was disgraced. He was also the one who kept me safe when I was being bullied. Girls have hero complexes, don't you?" asked Guo Kexin.

"Yes. Lu Yuxin replied without thinking that when she and Yaoyao were kidnapped, it was Lynch who fell from the sky and rescued them from the devil's cave.

"But I'm not going to be as extreme as you and snatch him away. ”

"That's because he's your brother-in-law, and if it's another strange man, with your heart, you might be able to throw yourself into your arms faster than I do. ”

"Heh, you think you know me well?"

"I don't understand, but I've heard him talk about it, and he said that you are more insecure than your sister, or to put it more precisely, you are more lacking in love than her. ”

Silence, silence again, for Lu Yuxin, who lost her parents since she was a child, the word love is inherently silent.

When she was in kindergarten, everyone else had her parents to pick her up, but it was the nanny at home who came to pick her up.

When I was in elementary school, everyone else had her parents come to the parent-teacher conference, but her seat was often absent and empty.

When she was in junior high school, she almost only made one friend to Yaoyao, bowed her head all day long, and didn't like to talk to her peers.

If you want to talk about her background, in fact, she is poorer than anyone else, and this poverty is not material, but emotional. Emotional poverty cannot be bought by billions or billions.

"What else did he sue you?"

"He also told me that he was the one who wanted to give you love, because she felt that you needed more care than your sister, and that you were more like a lonely little flower, standing tall in the wind and rain. He said that in the future, when you grow up, you must personally check for you in the matter of finding a boyfriend and help you find the man who loves you in the world. When Guo Kexin said this, she found that the eyes of this young lady were red, and there was no doubt that these words were like red steel needles, piercing the softest part of her heart.

"Cry, I cry when I'm uncomfortable, it's good to cry, it's better to cry than to hold it in my heart. Guo Kexin said, stretched out her slender hand, took the poor little sister in her eyes into her arms, and patted her back gently, she already felt that her shoulders were wet with big hot tears.

Not far away, Han Shiyao was holding the little Lori in her hand, she just looked at it stupidly, if it was normal, she would rush over without hesitation.

But now it doesn't work, it seems that people who have been sisters for a lifetime, who have been sisters for a lifetime, will only strongly suppress the sensation of their throats when they see their other half crying sadly.

She was very afraid, afraid that if she was not careful, she would fall into a big net made of sadness and choke with her, although she also liked to cry, but she felt that at such times, it was better to laugh than to cry.