Chapter 1165: Inner Confrontation

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This day is very tiring and fulfilling, since Mingzhu, Fan Xuexi has never wandered around like this all day, and bought a lot of large bags of gifts, all of which were given to her by Chen Kangjie, basically Fan Xuexi only needs to value it, Chen Kangjie will pay for it, most of them are clothes and some small accessories.

Fan Xuexi knew that Chen Kangjie was a "big money", so he didn't mind him spending money, maybe he vaguely felt that this boyfriend who was not a boyfriend should spend some money, and he used to bring some gifts when he went out anyway.

After shopping, the two people with sore feet and weak bodies found a private restaurant to eat a meal of Huaiyang cuisine.

After eating, it was already past ten o'clock at night, and at this time it was the night of the metropolis of Pearl, looking at the quiet small garden outside the restaurant, Chen Kangjie was a little entangled and hesitant, and Fan Xuexi was a little nervous with a glass of water.

The whole day's activities are over, and now facing the next step, Chen Kangjie is entangled and hesitant whether to open her mouth and don't go back to school, to be honest, the two have been together so relaxed for a day, Chen Kangjie's heart is quite surging, Fan Xuexi's delicate and lively and gorgeous warm fragrance really attracted him further, when she smiled happily in front of her, when she gently leaned on her shoulder, when she put on a new dress and tried her best to show her graceful and graceful beauty in herself, Chen Kangjie would have an inexplicable impulse。

Fan Xuexi is now like an elegant orchid, Gu Pan can always make people feel his gentleness and fragrance when he smiles, like mountains and flowing water, fresh and pleasant, and sometimes like a bright peony, fiery and warm, people can't resist, like a red sun, making people feel hot and emotional.

From the exhibition of the times and the reality of the interaction between men and women, Chen Kangjie should leave her, this is not only a kind of love and need, but also a kind of emotional sublimation practice and the most direct measure to strengthen the relationship between the two sides, into the nineties, the great emancipation of society and culture has been the kind of men and women do not kiss the old idea of the impact of nothing, in adult interactions, the intimate relationship between men and women is already a common thing, not many people feel that it is not polite.

Chen Kangjie believes that if she asks tactfully, she should not refuse, this is not entirely the confidence in the charm of her identity, if it is an ordinary person, Chen Kangjie believes that his identity is enough to make many people throw their arms into their arms, and then he does not use this standard to measure her, more based on the emotional grasp of acquaintance and intersection for so many years, both of them understand that as early as junior high school, in fact, that kind of strong love has appeared, and later, although they are in two places, this emotion has not become rusty because of the expansion of geographical distance, but has become more sincere and full of expectations。

Chen Kangjie still remembers that when he first entered college, he called Fan Xuexi, only to hear his voice, she whimpered, the lost voice was full of sadness and fear for the uncertainty of the future, yesterday, after confirming that it was Chen Kangjie to see her, she actually lost her posture and cried, and then threw herself into his arms regardless of the image of a lady, which proves that if Chen Kangjie needs it, she should hand herself over.

However, Chen Kangjie really has hesitation and entanglement, he can't completely follow his likes and dislikes and ** Impulsive decision-making, Chen Kangjie has never thought that he is a very dedicated person, but he will not go to the other side of the very abusive feelings, a flowery son, you can only take care of your own needs, do not consider the feelings of others, in this kind of people's way of life, as long as you can win, that is the merit of victory, even if the result will bring tears and blood to the other party, it is also unrelenting, and Chen Kangjie has not reached that step, and it will be difficult to get to that step in the future, Confucius said "first his words and then follow it" is for a gentleman, and if Chen Kangjie really does it first and then says it, he is not a gentleman.

Don't look at Chen Kangjie is usually a free and uninhibited person, but in this kind of male and female love, he has always adhered to a cautious attitude of "happy but not lewd", the beginning of the previous relationship with Lin Ling, it was the ignorant and fearless after being drunk, but now he is sober, he doesn't know what will happen if he is really born and Fan Xuexi knows that he can't be the only one with her, whether he is sad and sad or compromised or happy to accept it, he is still not sure, the two have never talked about these things positively," If you don't suffer from others, you don't know yourself, and you don't know people when you suffer from them", Chen Kangjie is now stuck by this question.

Fan Xuexi saw Chen Kangjie's eyes staring out of the window without blinking, and vaguely estimated what he was thinking, everyone is not a child, when they are in the dormitory, they have a "night meeting" at night, and most of the girls talk about these topics, especially girls who have boyfriends or are about to have boyfriends, Fan Xuexi has heard the so-called sophisticated experience analysis of roommates in the dormitory more than once - the so-called if the boyfriend asks out and doesn't take the initiative to send it back very late, it is basically "plotting against him" in his heart, the so-calledEveryone knows what "conspiracy" means, and besides, there are already two girls in their dormitory who have boldly admitted that they are not virgins.

Gradually, Fan Xuexi's cheeks were a little red, feeling hot, and her slender legs in sandals felt a little restless, and she always felt that she couldn't calm down no matter how she put it, and her heart was even more ploppy, she was expecting Chen Kangjie to really open his mouth to leave her behind, but she always felt that she was not ready.

If you want to dedicate yourself to Chen Kangjie, Fan Xuexi actually has nothing to hesitate, he is not afraid of the act itself, but will be curious and satisfied, however, there has always been a problem that she has not yet made a decision.

She clearly knew that in addition to her, Deng Min also liked Chen Kangjie deeply, and Chen Kangjie did not hide that he also had a good impression of Deng Min, and the two good friends also secretly competed for a long time, until Chen Kangjie transferred more than a year after this silent competition subsided, when visiting the park today, Chen Kangjie clearly told her that he would go to Jinling to visit Deng Min next week, hearing the news, she was a little jealous from the bottom of her heart, but she couldn't object.

For a long time, Fan Xuexi had a kind of struggle and hesitation in her heart, saying that she couldn't make up her mind whether she should give up her love for Chen Kangjie, but rather that she couldn't be sure if she could share a man with others, maybe in the consciousness of some star-chasing girls, this was not a problem at all, they would feel that as long as the man they dreamed of could accept them, it would be acceptable.

But Fan Xuexi can't, she is not such a star-chaser, when she fell in love with Chen Kangjie, he was not yet "famous", just an ordinary smart and handsome boy, the emotions built on this basis are much purer and more sincere, and at the same time, it also requires the judgment of the ending to be much more rational, and the consideration of the problem is more long-term, especially for girls who are smart themselves, they will not really simply pursue "just what they once had, not for eternity" , instead of ignoring it with a hot brain, that's the work of a stupid girl, Fan Xuexi has always prided herself as a smart girl, and he thinks that if she is not a smart girl, she is not worthy of Chen Kangjie.

Since getting along with Chen Kangjie, Fan Xuexi feels that her actions and behaviors are quite correct and wise, at least, she didn't make trouble or ignore it because Chen Kangjie also likes other girls in her heart, she knows that if she really did that, then they would not be able to sit together so cordially face to face today, Chen Kangjie's personality is not very tolerant of the kind of "shrew" A girl who is inclined to do this, this is due to his personality and his career, and that kind of girl will not only not bring him help, but will be a great trouble and unstable factor.

This hesitation and wandering is still fighting each other in her heart to this day, and she needs to think about it for a while, and then make a deliberate decision, based on this, she will be both expectant and nervous, curious and worried.

In a short period of time, both of them were thinking about their hearts excitedly, and all kinds of thoughts came and went.

"You're drunk, hey, your face is so red. Sensing that Fan Xuexi was finished, Chen Kangjie turned his head, and saw two big red apples hanging on her face.

Chen Kangjie thought about it again and again, and the short silence calmed him down, and decided to wait, the first time he came to see her, he yelled and did such a temptation, which would make her feel that she had a problem with her character, at least she was not a complete gentleman, even if it had nothing to do with whether a gentleman was a gentleman or not.

It should be his own, after all, he can't run, if it's really not his own, he shouldn't hurt in the name of love, while calming down, Chen Kangjie also decided to find a way to get rid of the blind boy from Japan, that kind of person can do anything, much more threatening than those admirers in China, he doesn't want Fan Xuexi to be under the wall.

was asked so abruptly by Chen Kangjie, Fan Xuexi was stunned for a moment, and became even more shy, she thought that Chen Kangjie had peeked into her mind, and her face became more crimson and hot, "Yes, it may be the reason why it's a little hot here."

"It's hot, well, Mingzhu's summer is indeed hot, and my shirt is soaked today", if Chen Kangjie didn't peep through it just now, Chen Kangjie, who had already been a passerby, had really noticed it now, Fan Xuexi didn't dare to look at his eyes and had betrayed her, but Chen Kangjie pretended not to know in order not to make her more embarrassed.

"Then let's go out, the wind blows outside, and then ...... Do you have any other arrangements. Fan Xuexi wanted to make herself look normal as much as possible, but she was already throbbing and didn't take it back immediately.

"It's so late, what else can I do, let's go, I'll send you back to school", Chen Kangjie looked at his watch and stood up and said.

Chen Kangjie's words were a little unexpected by Fan Xuexi, like a basin of cold water poured on her heart, and when she calmed down, she was a little disappointed, secretly wondering if I was not beautiful enough today and not attractive enough for her.