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Three days later, Shen Yujie was discharged from the hospital, and the doctor's advice was to stay in the hospital for a while longer and observe again, because the patient suffered from severe depression and was likely to have suicidal tendencies. But Shen Bingqing thinks that Shen Yujie will get better faster if she stays with the babies. In a sense, newborn babies will only develop healthier when they are with their mothers, and interacting more with their babies will also make their mothers happier.

After coming back, Shen Bingqing was still a little uneasy, and deliberately told Lan Qian and the maid to take turns looking at Shen Yujie, and tell her immediately if there was anything abnormal.

In fact, these worries of hers are completely superfluous, Shen Yujie's suicide this time was unsuccessful, and after returning home, the whole person has changed a lot, and it seems that she has completely woken up from that sadness.

The injury on her wrist was not all healed, so she began to hug Xiao Enya, holding her in the yard to bask in the sun, perhaps because Enya looked like Lingli, so her love for Enya far exceeded that of Xiaoyi

Under the sun, Enya wore a small pink soft hat, lying in the crook of Shen Yujie's arm, humming softly.

Shen Yujie looked at her quietly, rubbing her little forehead with her fingers from time to time, pinching her little ears, and a mother's quiet joy appeared in her mouth.

Shen Bingqing took a chair and sat quietly beside her, watching the warm scene of mother and daughter looking at each other and smiling.

"Sister, she really looks exactly like Ling Li's face and mouth."

"Yes, daughters are like dad like this"

"But Xiao Yi is not like Brother Ki at all" Shen Yujie has subconsciously regarded Enya as her own blood and blood, and Xiao Yi as the child of Long Chenxi and Shen Bingqing, although this child is actually not like Long Chenxi and his wife.

Shen Bingqing turned around and saw Xiao Yi lying quietly in the cradle, she was very quiet and well-behaved, not noisy or noisy, quietly sucking her fingers, when she saw someone looking at her, she grinned, and her eyes turned into a crescent moon.

Shen Bingqing turned around and hugged her, "Jie'er, the two babies were born to you, you can't favor one over the other."

"Sister, I always feel that something is wrong with Xiaoyi"

"What's wrong, this kid is pretty good."

"I don't know, when I slept until midnight last night, she was actually laughing, giggling alone." Shen Yujie said worriedly, Xiao Yi's eyes were too bright, so bright that she didn't dare to look directly at Xiao Yi, as if they were a pair of elf eyes, growing on a baby's face, and those eyes could see through people's minds.

Shen Bingqing laughed, "You're too nervous, in fact, it's normal for babies to smile at night, her current age, it's the time of development, if she dreams of happy things, she will laugh too."

Shen Yujie nodded silently and hummed absentmindedly.

"Jie'er, in the future, in order to make it easier for the children to call it. I'm Big Mommy, Ki is Big Daddy, you're Little Mommy, how about it" Shen Bingqing lifted Xiao Yi up and shook it gently, Xiao Yi smiled happily, her laughter was very pleasant.

Shen Yujie glanced at Xiao Yi, "Okay"

Shen Bingqing saw that Shen Yujie was a little absent-minded, so he called Lan Qian over, "Lan Qian, you take the children away, it's time to breastfeed."

"Okay," Lancey beckoned the maid to come forward, and one of them picked up a little guy and left.

Only the Shen Bingqing sisters were left in the courtyard.

"Sister, I'll go to sleep, I'm dizzy" Shen Yujie stood up sickly, her face was still very pale.

"Jie'er, wait, sit down, I'll talk to you"

Shen Yujie rubbed her temples, sat down again, and looked at Shen Bingqing, "Say it"

"Looking at you, you seem to be thinking about something in your mind for the past two days"

"It's nothing, I'm fine these days" Shen Yujie looked into the distance in confusion, the sun shining in from the top of the woods, casting dappled light and shadow. She stared at the light and shadow in a daze.

"Don't lie to me to tell my sister, you will feel better" Shen Bingqing stepped forward and gently held Shen Yujie's hand, her hand was cold.

Shen Yujie let out a long sigh, her eyes becoming more and more sad, as if there was a shadow inside, thick as ink.

"When I was in the cemetery that day, looking at the grave, I wanted to dig it up, and I wanted to know if the man I loved the most was really lying in it. I couldn't convince myself, I couldn't believe he really died like that. Shen Yujie's voice was extremely sad, revealing a sense of despair.

Shen Bingqing was also stunned after hearing this, and reached out to pat Jie'er's shoulder.

"Sister, I don't believe it, I really don't believe it, how can a person who loves me so much say that it's gone, I really hope that I can always be immersed in that illusion and never come out, so that at least I can still see him." Shen Yujie's eyes were red, and her tears were like pearls with broken threads, falling down endlessly. The voice that came out was tinged with deep sadness.

Shen Bingqing's throat was also choked, and she couldn't speak for a long time, and she didn't know how to comfort Jie'er.

"Jie'er, for the sake of the children, you have to be stronger"

Shen Yujie shook her head gently, "In my heart, there is no difference between life and death. He will always be in my heart, in an important place. Only now, he couldn't respond to me, so I assumed he had gone to a faraway place where there was no telephone, no internet, no news facilities. So, he couldn't hear me and couldn't answer me. In the future, one day, I will look for him. He was waiting for me right there. ”

"Jie'er"

"Sister, you don't have to persuade me, I'm not crazy, I'm not stupid, I'm sober, didn't you just let me say everything in my heart So, I've said it now, and I feel a lot better. Don't worry, I won't be stupid anymore, I'm going to take care of Eunya, I can't let her be an orphan without parents. ”

"Well, okay, it's best if you think like that. Come, go lie down for a while."

Shen Bingqing helped Shen Yujie to stand up, walked into the bedroom, and when she passed by Lan Qian's side, Xiao Yi was holding the baby bottle, and Enya next to her was drinking happily, while she was playing, raising her little feet high, looking at Shen Bingqing looking at her, she actually giggled.

The children's world is really carefree, and they may never be able to understand the pain in Shen Yujie's heart.

In the past two days, except for occasional outings, Long Chenxi has been sticking to Shen Bingqing at home for the rest of the time, and every time he comes back after going out, he always brings back many novel small gifts.

Shen Bingqing is also a generous person, and after a long time, he gradually forgot about that unpleasant past.

In the middle of the night, Shen Bingqing was sleeping in a daze, and suddenly someone was pushing her, she opened her eyes, there was no light in the room, it was dark, and she could barely see that it was Lan Xi's figure.

"What's wrong?"

"Grandma, Xiaoyi has a fever of forty degrees," Lan Xi's voice was very low.

"Ahh

Shen Bingqing hurriedly pressed the switch of the table lamp, and when he lifted the quilt, he saw that the quilt around him was also empty, and Long Chenxi was gone

The two of them slept together last night, and Long Chenxi was also very attentive these days, and the two of them stayed warm for a long time at night, and he kept holding her when he slept.

When the hell did he go out so quietly?

Shen Bingqing felt very uncomfortable in her heart, but at this time, Xiao Yi was sick, and she had no time to take care of it, so she quickly got up and followed Lan Qian out.

Shen Yujie's health has improved a lot in the past two days, so for dinner, Xiao Enya slept with Jie'er, while Xiao Yi slept with Lan Xi.

At this time, in the living room, the maid sat on the sofa with Xiao Yi in her arms, with a panicked face

Shen Bingqing hurriedly hugged Xiao Yi over, because of her face, her little face was burned red, but she opened her eyes wide, sucked her fingers, and was still smiling.

Seeing that the child was still conscious, Shen Bingqing finally breathed a sigh of relief, and hurriedly loosened Xiaoyi's clothes buttons, so that her clothes were more breathable, so that she could lower her body temperature, so that Lan Qian brought an antipyretic patch, and fed Xiaoyi to drink boiling water to cool down.

An hour later, Xiao Yi's body temperature finally dropped, and Shen Bingqing gave Xiao Yi to Lan Qian, "You take her to sleep first to see if she will burn back, if she burns back, she will take her to the hospital tomorrow for a blood test, and then check her condition." ”

"Okay, young grandma," Lan Xi hugged Xiao Yi back to the room.

After Shen Bingqing was free, she remembered that Long Chenxi was not at home again, she was very angry, how could he be like this, and walked out unconsciously.

No matter what you do, you have to be sneaky like this if you can't tell her.

was depressed, there was a gentle knock on the door outside the door, she thought it was Long Chenxi back, reached out to pull the door, and muttered unhappily, "You still know it's back"

After opening the door, he found that it was not Long Chenxi standing outside the door, but Ethan.

Ethan leaned in, "Look at the lights on, I'll come over and see if there's anything going on"

Shen Bingqing sighed and shook his head gently, "Xiao Yi has a fever, it has reached forty degrees."

"That's probably because of the cold, or I'm wearing too much and covering it."

"I don't know for the time being, but I've lowered her temperature, I'll look at it tomorrow."

"Do you need my help?"

Shen Bingqing hesitated for a moment and nodded. Ethan was walking in, but she pushed him away, smiled softly, and walked out of the door without waiting for Ethan to enter.

Ethan looked at her inexplicably, "Aren't you going to help?"

Shen Bingqing turned around and closed the door, and walked out in the moonlight, "Yes, help, come with me, I'm so depressed and panicked."