At 8 o'clock in the morning, the bus stopped at the last stop on time, and it took about an hour and a half from the www.biquge.info station of Biquge in S City to the final clock. (.) Xiao Mo gets off work at half past five every morning, then goes back to the dormitory to change clothes, buys groceries, and then takes the earliest bus...... Every day, all year round, rain or shine, never stopping.

This is the suburbs of S City, all of which are self-built areas by villagers, and with the rapid development of the real estate economy in recent years, the nearby land has been mortgaged out, and the farmers have money to go into the city to buy houses, so this large area of villages has been deserted. Therefore, the rent here is very cheap, 800 yuan can be rented to a two-bedroom and one living room with a small courtyard, and the same 800 yuan is in S City, and the small dormitory rented by Xiao Mo is just a space for a bed. The most important thing is that the air here is fresh, there is no haze, there is no noise, there is no city lights, Ah Jun can recuperate quietly here.

After getting off the bus, there was a weedy path to walk, and after about ten minutes, she could see the outline of the village, which was the happiest moment of her day, and no matter how hard she was at night, how humiliating it was, it was worth reading;

Thinking of the situation when she was almost insulted after being drunk that day, she still had palpitations, if Ah Jun knew this, she would definitely not let her go to work again, so she could only bear it quietly alone.

The courtyard door was open, and under the tall plane tree, a thin man turned his back to her, holding a paintbrush in his hand, and was intently drawing on the paper, on which a few yellowish sycamore leaves had fallen.

Xiao Mo put down the dish in his hand and slowly walked around to his side, he could see more clearly from the side, his body was too thin, as if a gust of wind could blow it away, his face was pale, his lips were not bloody at all, and all the strength of his body seemed to be used on the canvas......

In the painting, there is a large field of fiery red roses, among the roses, there is a girl in a white wedding dress, running towards the sun, beside her, is a boy in a white shirt, the boy's figure is very light, a few strokes outline, but no color, looks like an ethereal shadow-

At this point, the man suddenly stopped, staring at the canvas in a daze...... The painting was beautiful, it was beautiful, it was what he wanted to give her, poor, he couldn't give her anything, reality, sometimes more cruel than hell.

"Ah Jun...... I'm back!" Xiao Mo coughed lightly,

Ah Jun turned his head slowly, on a clean and delicate face, a pair of eyes were bright and clear, gentle as water, he was a very beautiful man, if it wasn't for serious illness, not because he was too thin, he was definitely a very attractive man, and he was definitely the object of many girls' hearts. When you smile slightly, it is like a large white flower blooming in an instant, giving people a beautiful and warm feeling.

"Kiri, it's so cold, and you still wear so little?"

He took off his coat and draped it over her, and she smiled, and her heart was full of happiness at this moment. She is not a greedy woman, she knows how far away she is from the end of her happiness, so, in the time with him, she is happy and cherished every second.

Yes, she rejected Xia Yanxin, and that was because Ah Jun couldn't do without her...... Over the years, she has been a killer, a thug, a snitch, and a night thief, just for one thing, that is, to be able to see his bright smile every day.

"It's not cold...... Jun, what are you drawing?"

"Huh...... You said you wanted a house full of roses, and I think that's all I can give you. Ah Jun's eyes were melancholy and sad, he really wanted to be like other men, work hard, make money desperately, and then let his women live happily. It's a pity that those are just fantasies, and his health is getting worse and worse.

Xiao Mo raised his feet and imprinted a gentle kiss on his cheek, "I'm satisfied." ”

She suddenly smiled playfully, "Wait!"

She turned around and hurried out of the yard, and soon returned, holding a red triangular plum in her hand...... Put it on for me!"

Ah Jun smiled, took the triangle plum, and gently inserted it in her hair, lining her young face, some of which were so beautiful, "Good-looking!"

"Will you marry me, then?"

"No!" he smiled.

"Bastard, it's not romantic at all to say you'd die if you want to!"

Xiao Mo angrily ripped off the triangle plum and threw it to the ground, and stepped on it a few times with his foot in anger.

Ah Jun smiled bitterly, he also wanted to say yes, but he couldn't, he couldn't even grasp the length of his life, how could he harm her for the rest of his life!

"It's time for romance, you sit on the recliner now, and then I'll cook......" Xiao Mo quickly smiled again.

She knew that he could not stand for long, so she helped him lie down on the chaise longue, covered him with a thin quilt, came in with a basket of vegetables through the door, and went into the kitchen to start choosing vegetables and cooking......

He can't eat greasy, spicy, and stiff food, so she can only cook some light food for him......

At the dinner table, watching her eat food without pickiness, Ah Jun put down the bowl in his hand. Those tasteless meals were suitable for him, and they were out of physical needs. But for her health, it was too wrong, but she didn't complain at all, and her sensibility made him feel uncomfortable.

"Kiri...... Isn't it hard work? You're losing weight again!"

"No, I've told you, fitness instructors are just idle, just walk around the field, sometimes I meet customers who don't understand, it's very easy...... As for you saying that you're thin, that's because I'm losing weight, girls, you can wear beautiful clothes if you're a little thinner. Xiao Mo said nonchalantly.

Ah Jun stared at the clothes on her body, this is the sportswear he bought last year, and he hasn't changed it for a long time...... He felt so uncomfortable that he couldn't speak, and if it weren't for his drag, she would have bloomed like a flower. Ten years on, after they came out of the orphanage, he has been a burden to her...... Love for her, there is no romantic happiness enjoyment, just a burden. And he tried various methods to end this burden, but every time he failed.

Once, he tried to cut his wrists to commit suicide, but he didn't die, she found out, she cried for three days, hugged him and refused to let go, after this incident, she spent three whole months, **** night and night by his side, she said, if he committed suicide again, she would follow him. Because in this world, she has no relatives except him.

Because of this, he survived......

"You're so busy at work, you don't have to take care of my ...... every day," he inserted his hands into her hair, gently combing her hair. He often thinks that if it weren't for him, she could have found a man who loved him and then started a small family, that man didn't need to be too rich, as long as he had a healthy body, he could take care of her, have a bunch of children with her, and then grow old for the rest of his life. This is the happiness that most ordinary girls can enjoy, but for him, it is an unattainable dream. Of course, this kind of imagination will make him jealous, but it is helpless.

"I'm not busy, I'm so idle every day!" Xiao Mo's face was relaxed, and after eating, she snuggled up to Ah Jun's side idly, and said something boring, she would also feel very happy.

"Kiri...... I saw on the Internet that there was a university that lacked an art teacher, and I wanted to try it. ”

Xiao Mo immediately sat up, "No, no...... You're going to have dialysis every week now, and if there's a suitable kidney source, you're going to have surgery. Don't bother with that. Wait until your body is fully recovered, and then talk about work. You're a sick person now, don't do it. ”

"Kiri, I've already submitted my resume! The other party also agreed to let me go for an interview. I just want to...... With the money I earned, I will buy you a bouquet of roses......"

"No, you're so handsome, what if you're taken away by those beautiful schoolgirls?"

"Hehe, a half-dead person like me, only a stupid girl like you will take a fancy to you...... If one day I die, I have at least fulfilled my ambition......"

"No, no, I don't agree!Wait a while!" Xiao Mo interrupted Ah Jun's words, and Ah Jun just smiled in the end and didn't say much.

As night fell, she nestled quietly in his arms, his warm palm caressing her cheek, "Kirio, do you regret it?"

"Regret what?"

"Being with me has cost you the best ...... of your youth," he sighed faintly, a girl of great youth, blooming like a beautiful flower, and he was but a dying patient, and he could not give even the most basic pleasure that a man gives to a woman, he could only watch her wither, and he was uncomfortable.

Xiao Mo turned around and reached out to pinch his chin, "What about you! If it weren't for saving me, you wouldn't have been beaten by that bastard and your kidneys would have hemorrhage, why didn't you spend the best moment of your life for me, do you regret it?"

Ah Jun smiled softly, "That's what I should, men protect women." ”

"I should too, women take care of men! Xiao Mo's eyes were firm.

"Okay, I can't talk about you, you always have a point!"

Xiao Mo smiled proudly, every time he raised the bar, he always lost, and she won the ...... The clock was already six o'clock, the romantic days were over, and she had to deal with the night and deal with the nasty/males.

"Kiri, can you change to a job that you do during the day? It's not good for your health to stay up late like this every day!"

"No, if you work during the day, you won't have time to take care of you, okay, I'm leaving......"

Xiao Mo hurriedly put on his coat and went out, Ah Jun was delivered to the door as usual, he wanted to send her to the station, but she always refused, he could only watch her Lisuo figure go away.

Kiri, one day, I will let you not have to work so hard anymore.