329. Chapter 329: Back to square one
"Long Yutian, you won't want me, right? You're kidding me, aren't you? I know that you won't leave my ...... behind" With a happy smile on her slightly red little face, her little hand slowly touched his chest, gently groping, "I knew that I was here with you, I always lived here, never came out, and you never wanted other women to live in." [.Lots of good novels]"
His body shook slightly, but he still strode forward, not responding to her.
"I know that you love me, very much...... Because, I love you very much, I love you very much, I want to be together for the rest of my life, and I want to have many, many lovely children...... You will not let go of my hand, and I will not let go of your hand. ”
She spoke indiscriminately and slurredly, like a dream, and like a drunken talk, and as she spoke, she fell asleep on his shoulder.
Because she knew it was him, she slept peacefully......
Xia Yanxin had a very beautiful dream, in which the misunderstanding between Long Yutian and her was fully explained, and she returned to Mandala Manor and lived happily with him. The scene in the dream was so happy that she didn't even want to wake up.
A low voice sounded, and she vaguely felt that someone was talking beside her, and she opened her eyes suddenly, "Long Yutian, don't go......"
There was indeed a figure standing next to the bed, but when I looked closely, it was night, not Long Yutian. After being stunned for a long time, I found that I was not in the mandala manor, but at home at night.
"Dreaming?"
Xia Yanxin smiled and nodded, "Yes, no, I was obviously drinking in the park, how did I come back?"
She was so drunk that she only vaguely remembered that Long Yutian carried her back...... Yes, he carried her back, then, he didn't have the heart to push her away at all, otherwise, he wouldn't have carried her back drunk.
Thinking of this, Xia Yanxin suddenly felt relieved, and even the discomfort caused by drunkenness disappeared. (.)
"This ......" Ye Feili hesitated for a moment.
Xia Yanxin sat up from the bed, "It was Long Yutian who sent me back, didn't he?" I heard you talking to him just now, didn't you?"
"Long Yutian, Long Yutian, where are you, you come out for me......" Xia Yanxin hurriedly ran out of the bedroom, looking for Long Yutian's figure in the living room.
Ye Feili chased after him, "Huh...... It's not him who carries you back, it's me!"
Xia Yanxin was stunned, turned around slowly, her eyes were shocked, and then, she shook her head desperately, "Ye Feili, I trust you, I have always regarded you as a friend, can you not come with him to lie to me? Although I drank alcohol just now, I am not stupid! I can tell who it is! I have been with him for almost a year, and I am familiar with the smell of his body......"
Ye Feili smiled bitterly, "It's really me! I know you're uncomfortable, so I've been quietly following you behind, afraid that something will happen to you." I saw you drinking, so I carried you back......"
"Don't say it, don't say it......" Xia Yanxin suddenly raised her arms in pain, interrupting Ye Feili's words.
She didn't believe it, she didn't believe it wasn't Long Yutian.
Hurriedly walked into the room, simply packed up his things, and walked out again......
Ye Feili nervously followed, "Where are you going?"
"I don't know, but I don't want to be here anymore and cause you trouble. ”
"No trouble, really, why don't I send you back home?"
Xia Yanxin raised her face and stared at his eyes seriously, "Did Long Yutian ask you to say that?"
“……”
"Okay, I know you're embarrassed, and I don't want to stay and bother you, so I'm going to find the answer I want. Thank you for taking me in for so many days. Xia Yanxin hurriedly turned around, went out, and left with firm steps.
Ye Feili stood in place, and after a long time, he slowly picked up his mobile phone and dialed a mobile phone number.
"She's gone!" your trick didn't work, she recognized you......"
New campus, new classmates, new learning environment......
At a medical university in the United States, Shen Xiaoman began her study career.
In addition to needing to adapt to the new learning environment, she also had to slowly forget about Lei Zijia. But missing this kind of thing is a terrible emotion that transcends time and distance, and these days, this relationship has not diminished, but has become more and more intense and crazy with the increase of time.
Now, as long as she closes her eyes, she can think of Lei Zijia's every move, gentle smile, ambiguous words, and sweet and intimate small actions between the two people, these small details are like small movies, which are repeated in her mind every day.
His figure was so familiar, as if the two of them had never left, and sometimes in her dreams, she would dream that she was still with him......
In the university cafeteria, it was lunchtime, and there were unfamiliar faces and unfamiliar words spoken to each other......
On the plate in front of Shen Xiaoman, there was chicken cutlet rice, a ball of mashed potatoes, and the staple food was Italian pasta...... Here, it is difficult to find stir-fried dishes and the like, and there are some Chinese restaurants nearby, but the stir-fried dishes are not to her liking. However, for convenience, she can only eat these simple foods every day.
Holding his chin in his hands, he stared at the food on the plate in a daze.
"Miss, is there anyone sitting in this position?"
A deep voice sounded, and Shen Xiaoman shook her head habitually, because she had always been alone, whether it was eating or class, she was alone.
But soon she reflected again, for Mao's voice sounded so familiar?
Turning his head sideways, the place next to him was already occupied by a boy.
He was slender and dressed in a casual beige gray long trench coat, leaving her with a delicate and perfect side, which is rare in this university with black hair and yellow skin.
But...... Is he really?
Shen Xiaoman thought that he was hallucinating, and rubbed his eyes vigorously, that's right, it was Lei Zijia, sitting so close, she could almost smell the faint fragrance emanating from him.
For a moment, she was stunned and didn't know what to do.
Lei Zijia didn't seem to care about her consternation, just calmly finished eating the food on the plate and slowly got up to leave.
From beginning to end, he didn't talk to her, nor did he look at her, the expression was like he didn't know Shen Xiaoman at all, he came in a hurry, hurried away, and soon disappeared into the crowd.
After a long time, Shen Xiaoman's heart beat faster, and he couldn't suppress his breathing.
She knew that Lei Zijia had great powers, and he would find it wherever she went.
However, it is clear that the two have broken up.
Did he get into this university by chance, or did he come with her on purpose? Luckily, he didn't say hello to her, otherwise she would have to consider whether to change schools again.
It was also from this day that Shen Xiaoman was a little absent-minded in class.
For some reason, she always thought that he might be in the same class as her...... In fact, she was wrong, Lei Zijia didn't come with her to be in the same class.
But the next day for lunch, she met him again at the restaurant......
Just after she made the food, the moment she turned around, she found that he was lined up behind her, suddenly looking at each other, her breathing was a little difficult, this person she had loved together, the boy she had been intimate, the person she missed the most in her heart, appeared in front of her, she had no way to calm down.
Holding the tray, she stared at him stupidly for a long time, and at this time, all the qiē around her seemed to be quiet, and only his gentle eyes fascinated her......
"Classmate, please let me go, I'm going to eat. ”
A classmate behind him reminded Shen Xiaoman, Shen Xiaoman immediately came back to his senses, hurriedly walked out of the crowd with a tray, and deliberately found a place with more people to sit down, so that Lei Zijia would not have a chance to sit next to her.
One thumped and jumped, she stuffed chicken legs into her mouth indiscriminately, eating and eating, and the sound of laughter came from her side, and she turned to look.
Lei Zijia sat not far behind her, a bunch of girls gathered around him, his handsome facial features and tall figure provoked a group of blonde girls to surround him...... Foreign girls are more bold and enthusiastic, and when they see the boy they like, they chase them directly, and they never make a twist.
Shen Xiaoman looked at it, and felt uncomfortable...... It's really out of sight and out of mind, when she didn't see Lei Zijia, she didn't think about it, at this time, seeing him with other girls, talking and laughing, she was very depressed, and she couldn't wait to rush over and push those girls away.
However, that impulsive feeling lasted for a few seconds, and it quickly dissipated. Because she knew very well that it was impossible for her to be with him again, and sooner or later, he would marry another girl, and some things could never be changed.
Silently put the plate back in its place, turned around and quietly walked out of the restaurant.
In fact, on the same campus, it was indeed very difficult not to meet, and later, Shen Xiaoman slowly knew that Lei Zijia was sent by XX Medical University for further study, and last time the school was supposed to send him to study, but he didn't agree, but this time he just agreed. In addition, the classroom he is in is just behind her classroom, so every day when he comes to class, he can always pass by her classroom, and sometimes he turns his head unconsciously, and he sees his slender figure......
It's just that he didn't take the initiative to talk to her once, at most he just made eye contact, and then walked away as if nothing happened. This made the nervous Shen Xiaoman slowly relax, as long as he didn't come for her. Time may really dilute a qiē.
Shen Xiaoman suddenly had a magical feeling, that is, the two of them seemed to have returned to the original point, just like when she had a crush on him at the beginning, she also silently watched him from a distance, but never dared to approach.