"An An, what's wrong?"

Hearing that the sound of water in the bathroom had stopped, but after a while, he didn't see Gu Yi'an come out, Tan Jincheng was a little anxious, he knocked on the door lightly, and asked in a low voice.

Gu Yi'an was really going to cry.

She squirmed for a long time before she whispered, "Jin Cheng, you help me bring my clothes, I forgot to bring them." ”

Tan Jincheng was stunned for a moment, and then, his thin lips couldn't help but smile, and he could even imagine the expression on Gu Yi'an's face at this moment.

What should he say?

They are already old husbands and wives, and she is still so shy.

I silently recited in my heart: There is something on your body that I haven't seen Well, in fact, you don't wear anything, I don't mind at all.

Although this is the truth in his heart, Tan Jincheng is not stupid enough to say these inner monologues.

"You wait a minute, I'll go get the clothes, soon. Tan Jincheng said with a low smile.

He had to give her an explanation, or she would call him again later, and he would not answer, and it would be bad. The cloakroom, although also in this room, is relatively large, and it would be bad if he couldn't hear and didn't reply to her in time.

Listening to Tan Jincheng's laughing voice, Gu Yi'an, who had just taken a bath and was smoked by the hot water, turned even redder at this time

She gritted her teeth and said, "Go quickly"

"Yes, wife" Tan Jincheng replied with a smile and walked away from the side of the bathroom door.

He deliberately put the sound of footsteps heavy so that Gu Yi'an could hear it.

Gu Yi'an in the bathroom, leaning his back against the bathroom door, the smile on his face gradually faded, but it was very relaxed, natural and comfortable.

She also knows a lot about her current situation, which is PTSD, post-traumatic stress disorder. It is a relatively common psychological disorder, which requires timely psychological counseling and self-regulation.

PTSD is really too common, for example, people who survived earthquakes, such as car accident survivors, and survivors of shipwrecks because they experienced these terrible things, although they survived, but in the accident, their psychology was suppressed to the limit, and they didn't have time to think about anything else when they were in the accident, and no matter how much pressure they were, they would be suppressed by survival**.

However, after the accident has passed, this strong psychological pressure will slowly take effect, causing indelible images and damage to the survivors' psyche.

For Gu Yi'an, PTSD is not a new word.

It's just that she is different from other PTSD patients, who usually only have one accident and injury, but she, she has experienced too many accidents.

Obviously, God does not deliberately create so much trouble for a person, and the troubles on her body, those fatal accidents, are more caused by human factors

But whatever the cause, at least those accidents, those injuries, and those pressures to survive in life-and-death situations are all there.

Maybe at the beginning, she would still have PTSD, but after more times, she got better.

Yes, the PTSD of normal people is usually because of a strict psychological trauma, but for Gu Yi'an, such a strict psychological trauma is too much, too frequent, and every time Cheng Dù seems to be more strict. No one wants to give her psychological counseling, and she doesn't know how to do psychological counseling herself

So over time, her psychology is as if she has been smashed out of a thick shell, and she will not be defeated.

It is precisely because of this that her ability to resist blows is particularly strong, and so many things have happened later, and it has not allowed her to have PTSD again.

But

However, all the accidents that happened to her were too pediatric compared to the nightmare she had today.

It's like saying that it's not a level

If the accident that had befallen her herself in the past was terrible, the nightmare she had this time was ten times more terrible than the previous ones

It's very simple, those nightmares in the past were nothing more than to put her to death, nothing more than to make her face desperate situations again and again.

But this nightmare, it was simply slaughtering her humanity.

That's right, the humanity that slaughtered her.

Slaughtering a person is relatively simple, very cruel but relatively simple and crude.

But the slaughter of a man's humanity

It's simply the scariest thing in the world

In the nightmare, the qiē that happened was the slaughter of her, or the humanity of the night.

Especially the scene in the nightmare, for Gu Yi'an, it couldn't be more real, so real that in the end, she even turned into a small night

She even thought that she and Sayo were alone

So slaughtering Saya's humanity is also equivalent to slaughtering her humanity.

A wry smile appeared on Gu Yi'an's lips.

She really felt that Xiao Ye was a part of her, she was Xiao Ye, but she lacked Xiao Ye's part of memory, and Xiao Ye lacked this part of her humanity.

One of the things that happened in the nightmare was the process of slaughtering her humanity.

Gu Yi'an watched Xiao Ye's humanity being slaughtered and tortured little by little

This is simply the most terrifying psychological torture in the world.

Especially when she feels that Xiao Ye is herself, this kind of slaughter seems to be aimed at herself

Even after experiencing so many horrific things, her heart is already as strong as this, and she is completely unable to resist in the face of this kind of human slaughter.

Believing this, in fact, no one can withstand this kind of human slaughter

Gu Yi'an only had symptoms of PTSD without collapsing, which is extremely rare.

She took a deep breath and gently patted her chest, trying to calm her breathing.

Tan Jincheng seems to have been gone for a long time

But she counted her pulse, and he seemed to have only been gone for two or three minutes, but why did she think that he had been gone for a long time

Gu Yi'an bit her lip tightly, she felt that she couldn't breathe.

She couldn't help but want to call him, to call him out loud, to touch him, to see him, to hear him

However, she was trying her best to endure it.

Endure.

Proper clinginess will make a man feel your dependence on him, and he will be happy, but being overly clingy will only make people bore. Even if he may be very happy at the beginning, you stick to him all the time, but after a long time, he will definitely get bored

Many women will deliberately challenge a man's bottom line, wanting to see where his bottom line is.

But Gu Yi'an, her cleverness lies in the fact that everything has a degree, and there is no need to challenge a man's bottom line, which will only make people bored.

She didn't want to bore him, but now, she really couldn't control it