18.Chapter 18: The ex-boyfriend is dead
Gu Yi'an didn't want to look at Lu Moran's expression anymore, he was no longer the person he used to be.
She walked straight forward and went out the door.
However, at the moment when she passed by Lu Moran, Lu Moran grabbed her wrist.
"An An, don't go." Lu Moran's voice was full of pain.
Gu Yi'an's face turned completely cold in an instant, her voice was even colder, and her eyes were extremely indifferent, "Let go." ”
If it was Lu Moran five years ago, he would definitely let go immediately.
But now, his hand was clenched very tightly, and even hurt Gu Yi'an, but he still didn't let go.
"An An, you ...... All right? ”
In such a sentence, every word in it is like a sharp blade, poking at Gu Yi'an's heart, full of holes.
"Mr. Lu, am I okay, what does it have to do with you?" Gu Yi'an's smile looked impeccable, but if you looked closely, you would find that her other hand behind her back was trembling slightly.
At the beginning, Lu Moran cut a wound on her body, and the bones were visible. At that time, she was too young, too innocent and inexperienced to know how to deal with the wound, so she let it grow naturally.
In the course of five years, this deep wound, from the beginning of the bloody and painful life, slowly became less painful, and also began to slowly scab and heal. By now, the wound seemed to her to be completely healed, and there was nothing in the way. (.)
But what she didn't expect was that the wound that had not been carefully cleaned and disinfected at the beginning had pathogenic bacteria and viruses left in it, although it seemed that the wound had scabbed and healed on the surface, but inside, there was already pus.
Usually touched, slightly painful, she thought it was a psychological effect, and she didn't care. Today, the wound was re-torn open, and she realized that this wound had never healed, and even the purulent wound was even more cruel!
It hurts.
Gu Yi'an thought in his heart, why did it hurt so much.
Lu Moran looked at Gu Yi'an who was so stubborn and indifferent, his lips pursed into a stiff straight line, his eyes stared at Gu Yi'an tightly, and he was reluctant to stagger his eyes for a minute or second.
"An An, I'm sorry ......"
Gu Yi'an suddenly wanted to laugh.
Lu Moran told her that she was sorry?
It's the biggest joke in the world. Lu Moran actually told her that she was sorry!
Gu Yixin wanted to laugh, and a smile appeared on her face, she looked at Lu Moran and smiled beautifully: "Lu Moran, you told me sorry?" ”
How can this be? You are Lu Moran, you are Lu Moran who can leave me without saying a word, you are Lu Moran who can be with other women without even telling me to break up quietly. How can you be sorry for me?
Looking at Gu Yi'an with such a smile, Lu Moran's heart was like a needleprick, he hurt her too deeply.
"An An, I'm really sorry."
"Okay, since you're going to say I'm sorry, then I'll tell you too, it's okay." Gu Yi'an was still smiling, smiling brightly. But such a smile made Lu Moran's heart even more uncomfortable.
"An An, don't do this." Lu Moran clenched his fists.
"Okay, Lu Moran, I've already told you that it's okay. Welcome back to China, but I still have things to do, so I won't talk to you much about reads;. Good bye. Gu Yi'an was completely like facing a familiar old classmate, her smile was impeccable, and her words were flawless.
After finishing speaking, Gu Yi'an took out his hand and left quickly.
Xiao Wei also saw this scene, and looked at Gu Yi'an with some surprise, "Doctor Gu ......"
"I'll go first, and there are a few patients on infusions, you can take care of them. Dr. Cheng should already be on his way. Gu Yi'an explained lightly and left directly.
Lu Moran chased him out, and Gu Yi'an had already gotten into a taxi and left.
Looking at the direction in which Gu Yi'an left, Lu Moran's expression was very ugly.
Is it true that the past cannot be recovered?
Along the way, Gu Yi'an was expressionless, her mind was very messy, so chaotic that she wanted to hit the wall a few times.
Lu Moran, how could he say sorry so easily? Is he worthy!
Looking at the rapidly receding scenery outside the window, the past hit his heart little by little, Gu Yi'an couldn't help but reach out and cover his mouth, and his tears couldn't be controlled at all.
"Miss, are you okay, do you have any relatives who are sick? Don't worry too much, it'll always be fine. The driver saw the sobbing Gu Yi'an in the rearview mirror and asked with some concern. Probably because Gu Yi'an came out of the hospital, he thought that she had a relative who was sick.
Gu Yi'an sniffed and said while wiping his tears: "He's dead." ”
Yes, since Lu Moran asked her if she was doing well, the Lu Moran in her heart was completely dead. The one who is alive is just a stranger to her.
"Mourning is changing, life is inevitably born, old, sick and dead, look at the point." The master persuaded.
Unexpectedly, Gu Yi'an was amused by him, "Yes, you are right, the world is impermanent." ”
"That's right, if you want to open a little, people can't be resurrected after death."
There is no resurrection from the dead.
This old saying shocked Gu Yi's mouth.
Time can't go back, broken mirrors can't be reunited, the past is the past reads;.
Lu Moran has already married a wife, and she is also married. What's the point of thinking about it again?
Soon, the car stopped at the entrance of the community.
As soon as Gu Yi'an got out of the car, he saw Tan Jincheng's Maybach.
She was stunned for a moment, then quickly took out her mobile phone, turned off her mobile phone, and turned it on...... More than a dozen missed calls.
Gu Yi'an walked over and knocked on the car window.
The windows rolled down, and the driver was the only one inside.
"Ma'am, sir has gone upstairs to look for you." When the driver saw Gu Yi'an, he quickly got out of the car and said.
Gu Yi'an's face flushed slightly, she was still not used to the title of Mrs. after calling her so many times.
"Hmm."
Gu Yi'an nodded, and immediately turned around and went to the community.
After going upstairs, she found that Tan Jincheng was actually in her apartment. After thinking about it for a while, Gu Yi'an suddenly received a call saying that it was an emergency, and she shook the door with her backhand and left, probably not locked.
"I'm back." Tan Jincheng put down the book in his hand and stood up, "Why is the phone turned off?" ”
Gu Yi'an smiled reluctantly, "There was an accident, many people were injured, I went to help." Been here for a long time? ”
"Just arrived."
Tan Jincheng walked over and reached out to lift her chin, "Crying?" ”
“…… The accident was tragic. Gu Yi'an made an excuse. In fact, she is already an experienced resident doctor and will soon become the attending doctor, not to mention such an accident, no matter how tragic it is, she will not let her personal feelings affect her work, and she can quickly get rid of her personal feelings without being too sad.
Doctors need to be compassionate, but they can't be too compassionate, because then they won't be able to cure a single patient!