Chapter 1013: She doesn't want Xiao Ye to come back
This time I came to the Bishui Bay villa area, and the mood was different from before.
The first time she came, she was confused, she came to find Mo Yunsleeve, but who knew that after waking up one night, she became a murderer......
The second time I came, it was before, and I was brought by Xiaoye.
Now for the third time......
Gu Yi'an sighed softly, Xiaoye, I don't know what's going on now, I don't know if she will come back, I don't know anything......
She couldn't tell if she wanted Saya to come back.
Once, she thought that Xiao Ye was the darkest version of herself, but later, after knowing Xiao Ye's experience, she was distressed in addition to being distressed.
The human brain has a self-protection function.
When encountering dangerous or very serious psychological trauma, the human brain will automatically block out that part, forming a transient amnesia, which is called retrograde amnesia.
Of course, for a person with a split personality like Gu Yi'an, this is not retrograde amnesia, because she has permanent amnesia.
It's very simple.,The brain shielded that part of the things.,Put it in Xiao Ye's mind.,It's as if her brain is partitioned.,Divided into an area that belongs to her.,There's also an area that belongs to Xiao Ye.,Encrypt Xiao Ye's brain area.,She can't read it.,Although she knows that there are those things stored in zĂ i.,But she can't read it.,Naturally she won't know......
In this way, even if she knew what Xiao Ya had gone through and knew it completely, she couldn't really feel Xiao Ya's mood.
People have empathy, they will sympathize, they will empathize with the suffering of others, but that's about it. Someone else's is someone else's, and you can imagine the pain, but you can't really feel the pain......
Unless this painful memory is your own, you can truly feel how painful it is!
Gu Yi'an smiled bitterly, a little emotional.
Tan Jincheng gently shook her hand.
Gu Yi'an turned his head, smiled at him, and signaled that he was fine.
Tan Jincheng nodded, "Well, I'm just a little worried about you." â
"It's okay Jin Cheng, I'm really fine, it's just that there are too many things in my head, and sometimes something pops up occasionally...... So, leave me alone, really. I'm fine. She smiled softly.
Tan Jincheng's hand, covering her lower abdomen, stroked gently, his face was very soft at this time, and his eyes were extremely gentle.
Looking at his appearance, Gu Yi'an knew that he would be a good father.
It will definitely be.
Thinking of the child, Gu Yi'an couldn't help gritting his teeth.
For the sake of the children......
She took a deep breath and prayed secretly, Xiaoye, you better not show up, I really don't want you to show up now, whether it's selfishness or anything else, I really don't want you to appear, I don't want you to take possession of my body, I don't want you to disturb my time with my children!
She was selfish, but she ...... No regrets.
She doesn't make excuses for her selfishness.
Thinking of the child, Gu Yi'an's mood became calmer and calmer.
Because she was worried that the nursery rhyme would hurt her, she would definitely not be able to go in and out of the villa casually during this time, nor could she go anywhere else.
She felt she was right.
Angel Island wouldn't want to kill her, because she was supposed to be the perfect test subject. But nursery rhymes are different.
Even if Angel Island controls the nursery rhyme, there is no way to completely and absolutely control the idea of the nursery rhyme. When the nursery rhyme experienced such a painful thing, she completely regarded Tan Jincheng as her only thought of living, and this obsession was deeply rooted and penetrated into her bone marrow, and she had no way to eliminate it in her life.
Therefore, even if Angel Island used drugs or any other method to control the nursery rhyme, there was no way to eliminate her obsession with talking to Jin Cheng.
In this way, when facing her, when facing her as a talking wife, the nursery rhyme is likely to get out of control, and it is very likely that it will break free from the shackles of Angel Island......
That's why she's in danger.
At this point, she did not dare to take risks.
Even if she doesn't have children, she won't risk her life, because as long as she gets hurt in any way, it means that the nursery rhyme wins.
What's more, now that she has a child, she has to focus on the child, she will not allow herself to be hurt at all, she is hurt, but it means that the child will also be hurt, which she can't accept!
"Jin Cheng, it's okay, the air here is very good, and I will be very comfortable here. You've got so many books for me, I won't be bored. And there is also a computer, and you can also use the Internet...... You can do anything. Oh yes, and Zheng Zheng with me, how could I be bored. â
Gu Yi'an said with a smile.
She held Tan Jincheng's hand and played with his fingers casually.
His hands are big, and shes is small.
His hand could wrap her hand completely and lightly, without leaking a single bit.
It's a lot of fun.
And her hand can completely wrap Tan Zheng's hand......
Well, after the little guy in the belly is born, Tan Zheng's hand can wrap the little guy's hand again......
Really, the more you think about it, the more fun it gets.
Seeing her with her head down, smiling and playing with his hand, Tan Jincheng's heart was really gentle.
It's a good day like this, it's a good feeling like this, and I really want to be like this forever......
All the way to permanence.
His face was a very gentle smile, very shallow and shallow, but this smile was very deep and deep in his eyes, and it was bottomless.
For Tan Jincheng, there is nothing more important than his wife and children.
Such a good time, I really want to stop forever.
He found that since he really had her, it seemed that every moment with her could be regarded as eternal, and it was extremely beautiful and wonderful to stop at any moment.
Tan Zheng didn't say a word all the way, lying on the side of the car window to watch the scenery, and didn't use his parents as light bulbs.
I know that my father will not be able to see my mother for a long time, so my father's mood at this time must be quite complicated......
It's better for him not to touch the mold.
Otherwise, Dad won't do anything to Mom, but he will definitely do to his son!
Hum.
The car soon drove into the villa area of Bishui Bay.
All the way forward, the scenery is unique.
It's all green, it's really wonderful, it's beautiful.
Looking at so much green, it really makes people feel very good.
The car drove all the way to the villa belonging to the Tan family, and from the outside, there was nothing strange about it at all......