There really wasn't much blood in her shoulder.

Gu Yi'an smiled helplessly.

She could clearly feel that Twilight was already feeling dissatisfied, and there was no way to meet his needs with such a little bit of blood.

He sucked more greedily and wanted to absorb more blood, but he was probably a novice and had not yet mastered the essence of blood sucking, and he didn't know how to suck blood to be more efficient and suck more blood in the shortest possible time, so he was in a hurry.

He was no longer the same as he had been at the beginning, his hands on her shoulders, and he now clasped her body so tightly that he almost pressed her whole body into his arms.

His lips pressed against the skin of her neck and shoulders, and he sucked harder, but no more blood passed

Gu Yi'an smiled softly.

"Is this your first time sucking blood, you really don't have any experience at all." Gu Yi'an's voice seemed to be a little helpless, "I don't like suicide, really." I don't like suicide at all. When I used to be a doctor, the people I despised the most were those who committed suicide. Aren't you even afraid of death, are you still afraid of being alive Since you are not even afraid of death, what else do they dare not do, why do you have to commit suicide"

Speaking of this, Gu Yi'an's voice couldn't help but laugh at himself.

"I was really talking to myself. I thought that death was the most terrible thing in the world, but now I understand that there are times when life is more terrible than death. No wonder so many people like to commit suicide, and I finally understand how they feel. I finally understood why they were killing themselves."

Gu Yi'an smiled softly, "I'm finally going to become the kind of person I despise the most." ”

I'm finally going to be the kind of person I despise the most.

suicide

Gu Yi'an really never thought that he would embark on this road

Even when she was taken away by Tan Dusheng, even when she was completely misunderstood by Tan Jincheng, she didn't think about committing suicide, what she thought was that even if she died, she must be buried with the mastermind behind the scenes, and that kind of death would be meaningful, not a meaningless death like suicide.

But now, after hearing the words of Tan Jincheng, she really felt as if nothing mattered.

The truth she has been pursuing doesn't seem to be so important anymore.

She didn't even know what else she was supposed to pursue

What is the truth, it really has nothing to do with her, she is dead, it will be over as soon as she dies, and it will be over for a hundred. And she is alive, even if she really pulls the black hand behind the scenes to die together, what can she do

There will be no improvement in her situation, nor will time be set back, will not let her return to Tan Jincheng's side, and will not let her become the clean Gu Yi'an

No, she's not clean anymore

Hehe, it's funny just thinking about it.

Isn't that a kind of sadness

Once, the people she despised the most committed suicide at every turn, and finally one day, she became this kind of person.

This is probably the cycle of cause and effect in the human world.

She used to think that she was a doctor, and she saved lives all day long, so she was qualified to judge the lives of others, judge how hateful those who committed suicide, and how they didn't know how to cherish the opportunity to live

In fact, in this situation, she is not suing her, she is not someone else, she does not understand other people's lives, then she will never be qualified to judge any decisions made by others, right?

Pretty good.

It's really good. It's a good thing to let her understand this before she dies.

Gu Yi'an smiled softly, and she raised her hand.

Slowly untie the paper from the blade.

The blade is very thin and very sharp.

She was careful not to let the blade hurt her hand or his body.

She was afraid that once she hurt a certain part, the smell of blood would immediately make him go berserk, and in the chaos, if she lost the blade, then she probably never had the opportunity to send the blade to her carotid artery again

Then you really can't die if you want to

She carefully raised her hand so that the blade was close to her neck.

Twilight was still sucking hard at the spot where her neck and shoulders were connected, and there was not a drop of blood that could be squeezed out of it.

Gu Yi'an smiled helplessly: "Wait a minute, I'll give it to you." ”

Her hand carefully circled his head and placed the blade at her carotid artery.

She could even feel her own beating carotid arteries in her hands.

A smile tugged at her lips.

It turns out that at this moment before death, every qiē is so beautiful.

No wonder so many people want to commit suicide, this moment is really wonderful and wonderful, so wonderful that people can't wait.

There was a slight strain on her hand

A sharp blade pierced her skin.

It doesn't hurt.

It still doesn't hurt.

Her hand slowly pressurized, allowing the blade to penetrate deeply, slicing through her skin and slicing through her carotid arteries

In just an instant, she felt the blood all over her body seem to rush towards her neck.

It was hot and hot, and countless warm blood rushed out of her carotid artery.

Gu Yi'an's face had a smile.

She knows very well that if the carotid artery is ruptured, the amount of blood loss will be very large, and the average person will lose a lot of blood and die in a few minutes.

At present, there are only a dozen cases of patients who have been successfully rescued after carotid artery rupture.

Because the blood pressure in the carotid artery is very strong, usually when it ruptures, the blood will spurt like a fountain, and it cannot even suppress the pressure

The last few minutes.

In the dark, the smile on Gu Yi'an's face was very bright, she felt that she had probably seen heaven, feeling the blood flowing out of her body, and feeling life disappearing little by little, which felt so good, very good

The first time she met him in her memory, he said straight to the point: "Miss Gu, I want to talk to you about our marriage, if you mean that, I can guarantee that it will be profound, if there is no problem, we can get the certificate tomorrow."

"You have been lying to me since the beginning, all the qiē are deceptions designed by your spirit, and you even do not hesitate to use your true feelings and even children as bait Gu Yi'an, you are ruthless enough"

A line of clear tears slid down her lips, very salty and astringent.

Time passed by second, and her life passed by second.

Just as she thought, when she cut her carotid artery, the faint twilight, who was completely dissatisfied with the little blood before, had already come up, and his lips were pressed against the rupture of her carotid artery