Chapter 893: Only after Losing Do You Know How to Cherish It
It was a good feeling to be back in S City.
First of all, the air in S City is really much better than in Beijing City, and then it is that when she was in Beijing City, she was very chaotic, and her thinking and personality were in a state of confusion.
But now, in S City, with Tan Jincheng by her side, she feels that she is very comfortable, and she has a sense of security, an absolute sense of security.
It has to be said that only when people completely lose a sense of security will they suddenly realize how important a sense of security is.
Only after losing do you know how to cherish, and this is true for everyone.
But how many people can have that kind of luck and have the opportunity to cherish it after loss?
Most people, most things, are lost, and they can never come back.
Tan Jincheng can also feel that Gu Yi'an's mood is really good, and along the way, she is smiling and talking to him about various things, chattering like a little swallow.
If it were someone else, he would probably slap it away and die of noise!
But this noisy person is Gu Yi'an, it seems that everything is different, even if it is noisy, it is also a noise that can make him full of happiness, her voice, every word, seems to be able to touch her heartstrings, as if it is poison, making him addicted and unstoppable.
The car traveled steadily, and soon, it was in the city, and soon, it was about to reach their house.
However, Gu Yi'an's feelings suddenly fell.
The chattering she just now seemed to be depressed all of a sudden.
The expression on his face was no longer relaxed, and he didn't say a word.
Tan Jincheng was a little worried, and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?" Is there something uncomfortable? ”
Gu Yi'an shook her head and pursed her lips tightly, she didn't say anything, but she hugged Tan Jincheng's arm tighter.
His arms were held tightly in her arms, and the softness of her chest was also tightly squeezing his arms, which was originally a very beautiful scene, but he was a little nervous.
There's something wrong with her.
"An An, look at me, what's wrong?" Tan Jincheng said in a deep voice.
Gu Yi'an looked at Tan Jin Cheng's eyes, bit his lip, hesitated for a while, and then whispered, "Jin Cheng...... I, I'm afraid to see Jing Ji. ”
This answer really greatly surprised Tan Jincheng's expectations.
Jing Ji is her best friend, and the person she is most eager to see besides Tan Zheng is Jing Ji. When she was in Beijing before, she was fine, and when she mentioned Jing Ji, she didn't have any other reaction except for being happy.
But why are you suddenly afraid to see Jing Ji at this time?
Tan Jincheng held her hand tightly, "An An, what's wrong?" You speak slowly. ”
Gu Yi'an took a deep breath and hesitated for a while before he whispered, "I thought that I was going to see Jing Ji soon, I ...... I always remember what it was like. I really, really picked up the scalpel and aimed it at Jing Ji......"
Her voice suddenly choked up, very unsmooth, and there was no way to smooth it.
"Jin Cheng, Fang Shaobai must be from Angel Island, his every qiē was sent again, including these things he did, all of them were calculated. Actually, the real target is still me. ”
Gu Yi'an's voice was filled with chagrin and irritability, "If it weren't for me, maybe Fang Shaobai wouldn't have been induced to be mentally ill, and he wouldn't have been deliberately pushed to the road of murder." If it weren't for me, Jing Ji, and Gao Yang, none of them would have been arrested, and nothing would have happened...... One qiē, it's all because of me. As long as they are by my side, no one can live peacefully and happily. ”
This question is what she has been avoiding, in fact, she is very clear about everything.
But to be clear, how could she be willing to admit that she was a person who was full of trouble?
As long as the people around her can't be calm, they will be the target of attack.
"Jin Cheng, and you." Gu Yi'an raised his head slowly, and looked at Tan Jincheng with a serious and stern gaze, "You...... You're the closest person to me, and they're sure they'll target you too. They are a bunch of devils, all-pervasive devils, and they will seize the opportunity of a qiē loophole to target you and stimulate me...... Jin Cheng, you can't have an accident, you can't! ”
Gu Yi'an's voice was already crying, "Promise me, no matter what happens, you must protect yourself, and you must not have an accident." If something happens to you...... I can no longer forgive myself, I ...... I'm going to leave you, out of here, out of everyone...... That way, at least you'll all be safe. ”
"Gu Yi'an!"
Tan Jin Cheng snorted coldly.
Suddenly, Gu Yi'an, who was at a loss and even had begun to be manic, quieted down, she looked up at him with tears in her eyes.
Seeing her eyes gradually clear, he breathed a sigh of relief, and then, holding her face, kiss after kiss, fell on her face.
"An An, no one can hurt me, and no one can hurt you." Tan Jincheng's voice was very affirmative, "An An, don't worry about this. Also, don't blame yourself and never punish yourself for someone else's mistakes. Never! ”
Gu Yi'an closed his eyes and leaned into his arms.
Why didn't she know this?
But...... But it's really hard to take yourself off.
If it weren't for her, at least the people around her would never have been harmed.
It's finally here.
The car stopped.
Gu Yi'an hesitated for a while, and finally got out of the car.
Tan Jincheng held her hand tightly and led her upstairs.
Gu Yi'an adjusted his breathing, and then stepped into the elevator with Tan Jincheng.
Elevator up.
Soon it will be there.
Walking out of the elevator, Gu Yi'an felt that his steps were so heavy.
"Go home first, or ......" Tan Jincheng asked in a low voice.
"Zheng Zheng is also in the family?"
"Hmm."
“…… Let's go home first. Gu Yi'an thought for a while before saying. Because she might need a little bit of mental preparation. Otherwise, she was afraid that she would cry when she saw Jing Xi.
"Okay." Tan Jincheng took her directly to the house.
Open the door and enter the house.
It's still the way she was when she left, nothing has changed.
Sitting on the sofa and breathing in this fresh air, Gu Yi'an felt that he had regained his soul little by little, well, he was finally back.
This is her home.
Tan Jincheng warmed her a glass of milk.
Gu Yi'an exhaled a breath of taste, then nodded slowly and looked at Tan Jincheng, "I'm ready, let's go see him." ”
Her smile was a little forced.
"You go sleep for a while, Jing Ji should be resting now. In the evening we had dinner together. Tan Jincheng said in a low voice.
Gu Yi'an stood up, hesitated for a moment, sat down again, and nodded slightly, "Okay." ”