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The reason why hallucinations are hallucinations is because this kind of thing will give you the most real touch when it appears.

Not only visually, but also smelly, auditory, and even tactile, a qiē is very real, so real that you can't believe it.

That's the illusion.

And what Gu Yi'an experienced at this time is this kind of illusion.

So true.

It's unbelievably real.

Tan Jincheng's hand was about to reach into the fire, the feeling of the fire was very painful, and she didn't want to make him hurt.

But she knew very well that it was an illusion.

If it weren't for the hallucinations, how could she possibly see him

It must be an illusion, it must be an illusion, but even if it is an illusion, she greedily wants to look at it again. Because it won't be long before her consciousness disappears, and when the time comes, she won't even hallucinate.

So the current hallucination is also a luxury for her.

Her mind turned back and forth, and she was reluctant to see what she saw after all, even though she knew very well that it was just an illusion.

knew that she shouldn't indulge in such an illusion, but she couldn't control herself at all.

This is probably what Tan Yaohua expects, and it is also what all the real yàn members expect, all of them are developing in the direction imagined by the researchers, and the real yàn is proceeding smoothly.

I wanted to close my eyes, but I was reluctant, I wanted to break the picture in front of me, and I was reluctant, watching him stretch out his hand to the flames, even more reluctant.

Even if it was a hallucination, she was reluctant to see him injured, reluctant to let him be so uncomfortable.

Finally, she held out her hand.

She reached out and grabbed his hand.

The most authentic touch.

In fact, she could have expected it a long time ago, after all, she was so familiar with him, her brain clearly remembered every minute and every second of contact with him, so when she saw his hand, she could clearly recall the feeling of holding his hand

And when she does touch it, her brain immediately tells her what it feels like, so that even in hallucinations, she clearly feels the sensation of touching him, just as it really hurts to pinch herself in a dream.

As his hand was about to touch the flames, she grabbed his hand. Hold on tightly and don't let him make any other moves.

He turned his head to look at her.

His eyes were like a bottomless pool, and they were like the only shining star in the black night. It seems to have an infinite attraction, so that she can no longer extricate herself from just one look.

Just looking at him, she couldn't take her eyes off it at all.

Although it was not the first time she had seen him, and even though she was familiar enough with him to paint a picture of him with her eyes closed, she still couldn't take her eyes off him when she looked at him like this.

She couldn't take her eyes off it, as she did every time she saw him.

In any case, Gu Yi'an had to admit that this person had completely entered her life, into her soul, and even completely filled into her soul, if you wanted to drain him, she could only drain her soul, there was no other way.

In the years between her and Lu Moran, those sweet memories made her feel that no matter who she fell in love with or who she was with in the future, it would be absolutely impossible to forget Lu Moran.

But now she knew that there was only one him left in her heart, and there was no trace of anyone else at all.

Actually, she already knew this, didn't she?

It's just that I've never felt it so clearly as it did at this moment.

Looking at his face and the smile on his lips, Gu Yi'an clearly knew that she was completely drinking to quench her thirst now.

But she really didn't want to worry too much anymore, and she didn't want to think about anything.

She is already very clear about what Yaohua is going to do, in fact, whether she resists or not, the final result will not change. So, it's better to be fulfilled

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But no sooner had the thought arisen than she began to regurgitate.

It's really nauseated, it's so disgusting, disgusting to the extreme.

If Tan Yaohua really succeeded, and her body really lived in her mother's consciousness, what a cruel thing it would be for Tan Jincheng

But now, if he doesn't cooperate with the real yàn, he will pay attention to the little grape again.

In any case, there is no way she can let Little Grape repeat her mistakes

So she has to be real.

Is there a way to get the best of both worlds, but also to keep the little grapes from repeating the mistakes of the past?

Tan Yaohua also said that there is only one consciousness that belongs to that woman, and if this one is not successful, there will be no chance to do it again. So what she has to do is just to plant that woman's consciousness into her brain, kill her consciousness, or kill herself, at least when she kills herself, and can't let him take that consciousness away again, then it's perfect

In this way, if she dies, Tan Jincheng will not encounter such an embarrassing situation, and the little grapes will not be used to make a real life.

It's the best of both worlds, isn't it

So now she can't give up.

She had to at least communicate with Twilight, and try her best to let Twilight help her.

Help her to the last stage of the real yàn, and help her kill herself together after the consciousness that belongs to that woman is planted in her brain

Of course, it would have been best if she had been able to commit suicide, but she wasn't sure if she would succeed.

Twilight Sheng can completely watch her with just one midnight, and Tan Yaohua's hands have countless midnights.

As long as he wanted to, she really had no chance of committing suicide at all.

The key is that she can't let Tan Yaohua see that she has suicidal tendencies, and she can't let Tan Yaohua know her plan

Gu Yi'an took a deep breath, and finally glanced at Tan Jincheng, who was close at hand, she finally reached out and personally crushed this image, breaking this illusion and returning to reality

She was greeted by a sudden pain.

"Ahh

She couldn't help but scream.

It really hurts, it hurts.

The pain was so severe that her heart went into arrest again.

Another rescue

At the end of today's practice, she suffered three cardiac arrests.

And today's reality is finally over.

Gu Yi'an's body was drenched in sweat.

She couldn't even get out of that chair, because of the intense pain stimulation, the muscles all over her body were shaking, and the muscles were cramping everywhere, but she didn't feel how much the cramps hurt anymore.

The clerk removed the electronic components from her body, removed a large metal hood from her head, and untied her body.

She couldn't move at all, as if she was paralyzed.

The glass curtain wall opened, and the twilight who had been waiting outside strode in, bent down and picked her up