"An An!"

Jing Ji, who was breastfeeding Xiao Tangtang, hurriedly screamed.

But Gu Yi'an had already run out of the door.

Tan Jincheng immediately chased out.

Tan Zheng was also full of worry.

"What's wrong with An An, can't she be really angry, impossible, how can she be angry with Little Sugar Candy?" Jing Ji said very strangely.

She knows Gu Yi'an quite well, with Gu Yi'an's temperament, not to mention that Xiao Tangtang just cried a little, even if Xiao Tangtang is naughty, she will not be angry.

But now, Gu Yi'an seems to be really angry with Xiao Tangtang's distress, and he was so angry that he ran away, how is this possible?

"Zhengzheng, go see your mommy." Jing Ji hurriedly said.

Tan Zheng's face was very stern, and he looked outside worriedly for a while before shaking his head: "Dad has passed." ”

Jing Ji was stunned for a moment, and then understood what Tan Zheng meant.

Now, it is indeed the best to let Tan Jincheng talk to Gu Yi'an.

Jing Ji is not so stupid that Gu Yi'an ran away because she cried when she touched the candy, so it could only be because of other reasons, those ...... What makes her feel powerless.

And those things, Gu Yi'an didn't even let her know, and of course it was impossible for Tan Zheng, a kid, to know, so it was best to talk about Jin Cheng.

Although he said that, Jing Ji was really worried about Gu Yi'an's state.

I can't eat much sugar candy, and I soon stop eating it.

Li Han hurriedly took the sugar candy from Jing Ji's hand and shook it gently in his arms.

"Children can't shake around." Jing Ji immediately frowned, "How many times have you said it?" ”

Li Han smiled at the corner of his lips, "Girl, you should be pampered." It's okay to shake it...... Hello, she smiled, smiled! ”

Li Han said excitedly, and held Tangtang over to show Jing Ji.

Newborns don't understand whether to laugh or not at all, the so-called laughter is just a simple muscle expression, which does not represent any emotion, so it comes quickly, comes suddenly, but goes quickly.

Jing Ji only had time to catch that hint of laughter, and it was gone. But it was enough to make her anger disappear.

Gu Yi'an ran all the way out of Jing Xi's house, ran back to his house, returned to the bedroom, and slammed the bedroom door shut.

Tan Jincheng was just a step slower, and he could only be blocked out of the door.

"An An, An An?" Tan Jincheng patted the door and shouted.

"I want to be quiet." Gu Yi'an said in a low voice.

Tan Jincheng heard it, and he was silent for a moment, "I'm just outside the door." ”

He didn't understand what was going on anymore.

Is it because Gu Yi'an is too sensitive now? A little thing can make her fall in love?

Tan Jincheng felt that this was not enough.

The things that can make Gu Yi'an collapse have never been these.

Or did Tangtang's crying remind her of something else?

Tan Jincheng was guessing, but it was not easy to guess.

And Gu Yi'an's hand was trembling at this moment.

Obviously, the children who have just come into this world have the purest hearts, they do not see a little filth, they have instincts that adults cannot feel.

Gu Yi'an slowly raised his hands, these hands that were constantly trembling, these hands that were stained with blood.

It was as if she had suddenly returned to that dream.

In the dream, one person after another was deliberately injured, creating all kinds of fatal wounds and throwing them in front of her...... In order to exercise her medical skills.

There are men, there are women, there are old people, and there are children.

Yes, and babies.

When she was in a dream, she couldn't see anything but fear and struggle, because all her attention was focused on the shock and how to break free.

She doesn't have much or too deep memories of the innocent people she used to practice her hands.

She thought she hadn't remembered.

But in fact, her memory is so good, those people, all the experiences, bit by bit, as long as she sees them, have been stored in her mind.

She thought she had forgotten about it, but as if it were a computer, Tangtang triggered the search button, and all the memories came flooding out in an instant.

Baby, baby.

Her hands trembled even more.

Among the innocent people she used to practice her hands, there were also babies!

Yes, the baby who only cries will soon weaken its cry.

She had no experience of treating a baby's extensive trauma, she was in contact with a baby for the first time, and she knew for the first time that a baby's heart was so small, and that her conventional surgical methods and quick practices were not suitable for babies at all......

The baby cried a few times and then lost his voice.

The whole treatment process should have been less than twenty minutes, and the little life that had just come to the world said goodbye to this world.

How could she forget?

How could she forget?

She could convince herself that the person in the dream was Saya, not her.

But what about the facts?

She had long thought that Xiao Ye was a part of her, just a memory that she had separated.

In fact, to put it bluntly, it's very simple, when people are traumatized psychologically, they will close their hearts and close a certain part of their memories, Xiaoye, as if she had closed the part of the memory!

Now, this part of the memory that was originally closed has been unraveled.

How shameless can she continue to lie to herself and others that it is not her?

She couldn't.

Why does Sugar Candy cry?

It's very simple, in fact, she felt the kind of anger from her, the anger from hell, the anger that was infected with innocent blood all over her body.

Sugar Candy is too clean, too pure, so she feels the most real.

So as soon as she gets close to Sugar Candy, Sugar Candy can feel it.

Gu Yi'an had already burst into tears.

That's why I can't become a doctor anymore.

How am I going to pick up a scalpel with such a pair of hands stained with the blood of innocent people?

How do I know if I'm picking up the scalpel again, I'm saving people and not killing people?

Gu Yi'an didn't have any strength up and down.

She leaned against the door, but her body softened, and she slid down the door little by little, and finally sat on the ground without any image.

With her head buried in her knees, she leaned her back against the door, crying silently.

Why can't you just let her go?

In this world, how nice would it be if there was a device that could erase one's own memories?

No, there is no need for such an instrument at all, it is just a split personality.

Hehe, something that is impossible for ordinary people is so simple for her that it couldn't be simpler.

Just a change of personality? Change your personality......