73.Chapter 73: I Have No Heart
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As you walked, you suddenly sneezed and scratched your nose, and you found that the gate of the camp was open, and Li Yang and a large number of people were standing at the gate to welcome your return.
You are somewhat flattered by the fact that you are greeted as if you were a hero, and a rare sincere smile naturally appears on your face.
To your surprise, the girls woke up, and their instructors took the opportunity to give them a night exercise; As for your independent company, because you are the only one who has completed this project, the rest of the boys have to be punished, and the punishment project is very simple, around the training ground, frog jumping twice.
Ahem, let me explain in advance, the training ground is not comparable to the track and field field of ordinary colleges and universities, running down in one lap, at least 600 meters!
You sit on a mossy stone platform next to you, watching the boys complain.
"Damn, I knew that Lao Tzu said that he would climb over the pile of corpses in everything, two laps, jump down, Lao Tzu's legs are broken!" Yang Kai sighed as he jumped, but his attention was not on the runway at all, and he naturally set his eyes on the girl who was standing in a military posture and walking in a positive step on the training ground.
Out of boredom, you also staggered over, only to see the ripples at first sight.
Her 1.8 meter tall stands out from the crowd no matter where she is, not to mention that she is still in the group of girls.
Although Fanyi is very tall, I don't know why, her body is very well-proportioned no matter how she looks, a little more is too fat, and a little less is too thin, just right.
Interestingly, because Fanyi is different, her completely uncoordinated movements are also clearly in the eyes of others.
"Oh, my aunt, how many times have you done this?"
Fanyi's instructor should be from Fujian and Cantonese when he listens to the accent, and the height of southerners is generally shorter, so standing in front of Fanyi is quite stressful.
As you saw just now, Fanyi usually has nothing, but I don't know why, once she is asked to walk right and practice formation, she often can't find the north, and her movements look very clumsy, so it provokes the laughter of many girls.
She herself is also a little distressed about this, but no matter how hard she tries, she still can't find the essentials.
"Ouch, forget it, forget it, you can do whatever you want." The instructor was really speechless, after all, he had been teaching for more than ten days, and Fanyi hadn't even mastered the most basic essentials of the movements until now, and once he was nervous, he would even have the same hands and feet, which really made the instructor cry and laugh.
The evening training only lasted for about half an hour, and everyone went back, after all, there was still a full day of training tomorrow.
When you are about to go back to the dormitory, you find a slim figure clumsily repeating a few movements on the training ground.
You scratch your head, sigh softly, and turn to walk over to her.
"Don't practice yet, if you can't find your own reason, no matter how you practice, you can't practice well."
Your sudden appearance startled Fanyi.
Turning around to find that it was you, she breathed a sigh of relief and gently patted her towering breasts that did not match her slender size.
You walk up to her and ask with a smile, "I usually see that your movements are quite neat, why is your body's coordination so poor?" ”
Fanyi shook his head and said in a tone with a hint of grievance: "I don't know, it's like this when I am young." When I was a kid, I was always wrestling, I would hit my head wherever I went, and everyone called me stupid and didn't like to play with me. ”
"You're not stupid, if you're stupid, how can you get into Jiangsu and Zhejiang University?"
"I'm just better at school, but not the rest." Fanyi sat on the grass beside him with some frustration, looking up at the starry sky overhead.
You sit next to her, the breeze blowing in her hair, painting a mesmerizing landscape.
This is the first time you have sat with Fanyi so quietly, and it is also the first time that two people have really talked to each other.
Fanyi told you a lot about her childhood, her brother, her mother, and her bedridden father.
Fanyi was born in a very ordinary rural family in the mountains, and his parents have been farming for generations.
Originally, with their family's economic situation, I am afraid that they may not even have the ability to let Fanyi finish junior high school, but my brother, who has always loved his sister, dropped out of school after his first year of high school, went out to work, and has been supporting the whole family.
When she was a sophomore in high school, her brother was working outside on a construction site when he injured his right leg and had some difficulty moving, so he came back.
Fortunately, he joined a regular company, and the boss was also a good person, who lost her brother more than 100,000 yuan. After that, her brother relied on the money to build an ecological orchard in his hometown, and with the support and help of relatives and friends, the income of the orchard gradually improved, and Fanyi successfully completed high school.
Originally, the family planned to let Fanyi come back to help his brother after graduating from high school, and by the way, he also found a good family to marry.
But her brother resolutely refused, he wanted his sister to finish college, and her brother hoped that his sister could stay in the city, at least before she came back, she could find a true love of her own, instead of being like him, getting married hastily and becoming a father of the child in a daze.
Hearing this, you can't help but ask, "Do you know what love is?" Did you fall in love with any boy when you were studying? ”
Fanyi shook his head and said very sincerely: "I don't understand. ”
You are stunned and ask, "Why?" ”
"I don't have a heart."
I really didn't expect her to give such an answer, so I couldn't help asking: "How can you say that about yourself, in my opinion, you have always been a very kind girl?" ”
Fanyi still shook his head: "I don't understand, I don't understand, I don't even feel it at all." I don't feel the sadness, the joy, the pain. ”
You scratch your head: "No, I usually see you laughing." ”
"That's pretended." Fanyi half-lowered his head and looked at a small flower under his feet expressionlessly, "My brother taught me, my brother said, if you don't understand, then learn, just pretend." When I was a child, my grandfather was gone, and my brother and they all cried very sadly, but I didn't understand, I didn't know how to make myself cry, and I didn't know what it should be like to be sad. ”
Indeed, when Fanyi speaks now, her tone is so flat that she seems to be telling a story that has nothing to do with her.
"I'm stupid and I don't have a heart, and sometimes I think, what am I here for? What's the point of me living? ”
You look at her, don't interrupt her thoughts, and continue to listen.
"I've thought about it for a long time, but I still haven't figured it out." Speaking of this, Fanyi turned his head to look at you, "Thank you." ”
"Thank me for what?"
"You're the first person who doesn't think I'm stupid, and you've helped me a lot."
You laugh: "Isn't that good?" You know how to thank people now, which shows that you still have a heart, but it may be that the reaction is a little sluggish, it's okay, there is a brother. ”
As you spoke, you patted your chest: "Come, now follow me to review the essentials of the movements just now, let's try to learn it in half an hour." ”
"Hmm."
Under the moonlight, on the empty training ground, two figures kept repeating a movement......
In the last week of your training base, you ushered in the most important moment of your life, live ammunition!
Guns are every boy's dream lover.
When you touched the 95 automatic rifles that were handed out, everyone had an uncontrollable smile on their faces.
"Oh, you lines, plump and slender; If you smell it carefully, it has this unique body fragrance, and it has a ......."
"Get out!"
When Yang Kai was holding the 95 automatic rifle on the side, you and Wei Shuxian viciously kicked him onto the bed.
Wei Shuxian looked at you with a disgusting expression, and said to you earnestly: "Lao Mu, you know a lot of girls, can you find someone who can cure this guy?" ”
"Mmmm, I agree, Xiao Kai, this guy must find someone to treat." The roommates next to him nodded one after another, and it seemed that they couldn't stand Yang Kai's problem.
You nodded, and said with some weakness, "I'll do my best, brothers." ”
"Assemble!"
A shout came from outside the dormitory, and you rushed out with guns in hand.
"Tell me! Today, we are going to shoot live ammunition, and the essentials of the action have been taught to you two days ago, but before you start, you must pay attention, safety first! ”
"Yes!"
When you and your roommates lie on the shooting spot and look at the shooting target 100 meters away, you feel your heart beat faster and you are very excited.
When the bullet is loaded and the safety is drawn, when you aim at the target, you only feel that your heart will shoot with the bullet to the bull's-eye.
"Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang! ”
Pull the trigger continuously and hit all five shots!
"Target!"
"Liao Yong, three seven rings, one eight rings, and one ninth ring, a total of thirty-eight rings."
"Wei Shuxian, two eight rings, two nine rings, one ten rings, a total of forty-four rings."
As soon as Wei Shuxian's target number was reported, everyone couldn't help but applaud.
Yang Kai shook his head and said, "Isn't it forty-four rings, hehe, brother at least forty-five rings!" ”
"Yang Kai, three seven rings, two off-target, twenty-one rings!"
"What? Miss? That's not right, I obviously hit it. ”
And when Yang Kaizheng was depressed, the person who reported the target immediately exclaimed: "I'll go!" This is also a cow beep! ”
"What's wrong?" Li Yang asked in a loud voice.
"Five bullets, all ten rings! The most important thing is that he actually made a circle in the ten rings! ”
Hearing this, not only Li Yang, but even the two instructors next to him hurriedly ran over, and one of them hurriedly asked, "Who?" ”
"Li Muyun!"