Lin Yuan actually always knew that his own psychology was abnormal, when he was a child, others scolded him for being a little pervert/perverted little monster, and those children broke out in their respective families because their father was hooked up with his mother, and his classmates and neighbors would always beat him up and insult him in groups.

He often spends his time in his room in a daze, gazing at the white walls, and in the living room he can hear the screams of his mother and other men, or the pleading and crying of his mother and father.

He was tired of such days, he didn't want to be beaten by his classmates, and he didn't want to hear those weird voices!

He packed his schoolbag countless times to leave home and walk away from his new life, but he was always sent home.

Later, he learned to resist, he carried a fruit knife in his arms, and he would stab anyone who hit him.

The teacher approached his mother and said he was too extreme.

His father beat him up and confiscated all the knives in the house, but so what, without knives, he could bite those guys, he didn't want to be beaten, he hated to hear his own crying when he was beaten!

So his only fantasy when he was a child was to hope that kidnappers would come down from the sky and kidnap him.

Time was gone in the torment, and instead of listening to the so-called father Jianyì to study abroad, he returned to China alone and became an ordinary student in a university.

He felt that he was finally living a normal life.

But sometimes I don't know why, I feel that my heart is very painful, like a beast locked up in the deepest part of my heart, and I want to break through the layers of barriers all the time.

He didn't expect that one day he would fall in love with a girl at first sight.

The girl smiled so beautifully, and so shyly, like a mimosa in the corner.

He didn't know how to chase a girl, and the memories of his youth made his first pursuit reckless to the extreme, and he later remembered that that time was just endless regret, and if he had done it again, he would never have frightened her like that again.

But where does time repeat itself?

She committed suicide.

A flower he had wanted to take care of in the palm of his hand was destroyed by his own hands.

She committed suicide, and she called him so many times before leaving, but at that time he was arguing with the woman, and he didn't answer her call.

The truth was bloody, he didn't expect that the kind of thing she experienced was almost caused by him, he wanted to go up and strangle that woman to death, but he hated himself even more.

Watching her grow haggard day by day, watching her collapse day by day, he felt that his heart was about to collapse!

But it was just such a missed phone call, and he and her were separated from each other.

What he missed was not just a few phone calls, obviously they were their first love, and they could go to the end, but because of himself, he didn't cherish the person he loved the most, and he didn't go on in the right way, he missed her and killed her.

Half of his life collapsed in an instant, and he sat in the room where the two of them used to be, and her crying and laughter were all in his eyes and ears.

His spirit became more and more trance-like, and he felt like there were two people fighting in his heart, one was the one who tortured Mingge, and the other was the one who liked Mingge!

They quarreled, fought, slashed and killed each other.

He didn't know where he should stand, and he was speechless when both sides said so well that he was speechless!

The arguments were endless, making him feel that his head was too big, and he held his head several times and wanted to follow through the window where Ming Ge jumped, but he realized that the window had been installed with an anti-theft window!

Tian Tian rescued him from his state of collapse, this girl had the same gentle and beautiful smile as Ming Ge, and her soft-spoken voice was like a pool of flowing water that washed away all the filth in his heart.

He once thought that this was an angel sent to him by God, this angel was different from Ming Ge, he was the one who could save him from endless darkness and hell, his guilt was getting lighter and lighter, he took Tian Tian's words as the truth, he felt that maybe Tian Tian was right, Ming Ge's death was half because of Ming Ge's own character.

He began to try to fade into oblivion, he tried to start a new life.

But in a blink of an eye, he heard the conversation between Tian Tian and his uncle.

The truth he once thought was another layer of truth.

The angel he once thought was nothing more than a wolf in sheep's clothing.

He remembered that he had felt guilty about Tian Tian because of Ming Ge's sneering at Tian Tian.

Tian Tian can condescend to the identity of a nanny, help him take care of Ming Ge, accompany Ming Ge, and make him very grateful and hateful to this woman in his heart.

He also had a big quarrel with Ming Ge because of Tian Tian's problem and left his and Ming Ge's house, that was the last time he met Ming Ge, and the last time they met was a fierce quarrel, and this quarrel was all because of this woman named Tian Tian.

He thought that Ming Ge would be so vexatious because he was stimulated, and he thought that it was good for Ming Ge that he arranged Tian Tian, who had a psychologist qualification certificate, to be next to Ming Ge, and it turned out that from beginning to end, he was played with and applauded by a woman like a fool.

He was extremely angry at that moment, not because of himself, but because of his Ming Song.

His Ming Song was killed by such a group of selfish and shameless people, including him.

Ming Ge is so beautiful, he still has the smiling photos of Ming Ge secretly taken when he first met in college, and he sometimes sees those photos as if he is in a different world, because in his last impression, Ming Ge is thin, depressed, and trance-like......

It was he who brought Ming Ge to a dead end, if he didn't disturb Ming Ge's life, maybe she would have a happy family, she would have a husband who loved her normally, and she would have her own children......

But this qiē was ruined because of him.

The world is so filthy, but the only beauty is ruined because he doesn't cherish it, at that moment Lin Yuan frantically wanted to kill all these people who killed Ming Ge, he wanted to let them all taste the pain that Ming Ge experienced.

However, before his hand could put his hand on the woman's neck, and before he could let the woman taste the pain, he was pushed down the stairs by his uncle.

It's over!

The moment he closed his eyes, there was even a smile on the corner of his mouth, this filthy and dirty world, he was finally able to shake it off, he hesitated so many times, and this time he was finally able to draw an end.

He is willing to use his life to atone for his sins to Ming Ge, his Ming Ge, can you forgive him for his ignorance, shallowness and selfishness, can you forgive him and give him a chance to redeem himself!

~~~~ There's no time to code words, Coke doesn't adapt to the new life and is still in a state of collapse, and I'm about to be tortured by him to collapse woo woo