Chapter 91: With Shen Yan's encouragement, I called Hu Feifei
Chapter 91: With Shen Yan's encouragement, he called Hu Feifei
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Hearing Hu Lanlan's words, my heart was rolling. After hearing these words, how could my heart be calm?
"Wang Yi, I hope you can think about it again, is there anything you can't talk about properly? I and your Guoqing brother are both from the past, and if we give it to you, I hope you can think about it carefully! Hu Lanlan said to me again.
"Sister-in-law, I see." I replied.
"Well, then let's do this first, you can think about it again!" Speaking of which, Hu Lanlan also hung up the phone.
The phone hung up, but my heart was still terrifying, and I was standing in place, not knowing why.
I stood for a long time, not knowing what I was supposed to do or what I could do. 91 promotion of novices in the workplace
If what Hu Lanlan said is all true, then I am afraid that many of the things that Hu Feifei said to me before and some of the things she did were not her original intention.
Thinking of this, my mind also suddenly came to mind when Li Yun'er and Sun Xiaoxue were waiting for me downstairs, and Hu Feifei and I were alone in the room.
I asked Hu Feifei if she ever liked me. She replied to me, if you say it, can we still be friends?
At this moment, I don't believe that her answer to me at that time was sincere, if it weren't for that, then she said those words because of Li Yun'er!
Also, the reason why Hu Feifei has always been unable to accept a man as her boyfriend is probably because she was abandoned by her mother when she was a child!
The previous Ah, abandoned by his own mother!
And when choosing a boyfriend, if it is not someone who can be entrusted for life, so that she can fully trust and trust, she will not completely give herself to the other party. Otherwise, once the relationship between the two breaks down, Hu Feifei will feel abandoned again. Probably because of this, she has always remained single.
Hu Feifei is kind, yes, it's just that her kindness is a little too overflowing. Whether it should be good or not, she only thinks that she can be fulfilled by being hurt. However, she didn't expect that behind her perfect kindness, maybe more people would be hurt and deeper.
There is already a gap between the two of us, a rift.
I know that the two of us will probably never be able to go back to the way we were, and we will never be able to go back to our previous relationship.
Ever since she stepped out of the door on the night of the charity ball, a chasm has been forged between the two of us that is difficult for us to cross! Although I hurt her first, what she did at that time was completely unacceptable to me, and I couldn't forgive her!
This chasm is long in heaven and earth!
We could have been good friends, but it was all my selfishness, and I coveted her beauty, her goodness. If it weren't for my selfishness, our relationship wouldn't have developed to the point it is today. Speaking of which, in the final analysis, all of the things that have happened between us and the way we have developed to this point are, and in the final analysis, all of them are my fault.
All of this was in my mind's mind, and now I was faced with a choice. As Hu Lanlan said just now, she asked me to call Hu Feifei, but I finally made up my mind to cut off contact with her, should I abandon it now?
Holding the phone in my hand, although I didn't enter her phone number into my new SIM card again, her phone number has always been deeply rooted in my mind and lingered. 91 promotion of novices in the workplace
To fight or not to fight?
My heart is struggling, my heart is struggling.
At this moment, my body seemed to have two demons struggling, one wanted me to fight, and the other didn't want me to fight.
My heart was crumpled and unbreakable.
At that moment, a slight sound of footsteps came to my ears, and when I heard this sound, I also turned my eyes slightly to look ahead.
"What are you doing here?" Shen Yan asked me.
"It's okay, I just got a phone call, and this call just ended." I replied.
Shen Yan's gaze was on me, and although I smiled at Shen Yan at this time, the expression on my face completely betrayed the tangled mood in my heart.
"What's the matter?" Shen Yan asked me again.
"It's not a big deal, my high school classmate just called me and told me something, I'm thinking about it now!"
"You don't have to stand here to think about it, do you? Okay, don't be lazy, come over and make dumplings! Shen Yan said to me.
I nodded, and then walked over with Shen Yan.
When I walked into the room again, my mother had already rolled out a lot of dumpling wrappers. My mother was rolling the dumpling wrappers on the side, and Shen Yan and I were wrapping the dumplings on the side, and the atmosphere was extremely harmonious and peaceful.
It took nearly two hours for us to wrap all the dumplings we were going to eat that night. At this time, Mr. Wang Dehai and his father were also tired from playing chess, so they walked out of the room, preparing to move their bodies.
The next time is naturally to make dumplings, wait for dinner, and watch the Spring Festival Gala.
I was a little uneasy, and I still couldn't think about whether to call Hu Feifei this night, and when I thought of this, my heart was extremely irritable.
"Wang Yi, what's wrong with you?" Just when I was standing at the back door looking at the night sky in a daze, Shen Yan also came to my side.
"Sister Yan, you're here."
"Since you answered the phone in the afternoon, the expression on your face has been weird, is something wrong? How can I help you? Shen Yan said to me again.
"Sister Yan, there is a person, I have a big misunderstanding with her. However, even if we don't solve this misunderstanding now, it won't change much in our current relationship! In the afternoon, I received a call from my high school classmate, who was also a relative of this person. My classmate asked me to call her, and my high school classmate's wife asked me to call the person and say that our misunderstanding should not be delayed until the next year......" At this point, I really don't know if I should continue to say this.
Now, I really feel shameless and hopeless!
I am standing in front of Shen Yan now, but I am telling her about me and Hu Feifei, this kind of entanglement is complicated and difficult to understand, and even I can't explain myself, who can understand?
I don't know, I really don't know.
My heart was a mess, and I couldn't figure it out.
"Do you really care about that person?" Shen Yan asked me softly.
Looking at Shen Yan, under the faint light emanating from the courtyard, although I couldn't really see the expression on Shen Yan's face, I could feel her gaze.
"A very good friend before!" I said, other than that, I don't know how to describe and introduce my relationship with Hu Feifei to Shen Yan.
Hearing me say this, Shen Yan finally opened her mouth.
"You better call the other party, what's the matter, make it clearer, better! As your classmate's wife said, don't carry your regrets over the next year! If there is anything, make it clear, as for forgiveness or not, or wait until everything is spread out and talk about it before thinking about it! Perhaps, the gap between you is not as deep as you think now, and sometimes, resolving conflicts is not actually as difficult as you imagined. Shen Yan said to me again.
After hearing Shen Yan's words, my heart seemed to brighten up suddenly.
In fact, I understand and understand many things and many truths. It's just that my brains are twisted together, and I have been entangled, but as long as the person next to me persuades me, I will go down the slope and go down the donkey, and follow the undecided plans and attention that I have been entangled in.
And now, Shen Yan in front of me pushed me deep in my heart, prompting me to call Hu Feifei.
"Sister Yan, I see." Speaking of which, I took out my mobile phone, but my gaze still turned, Shen Yan, "I want to make this call alone!" With that, I walked towards the river at the back door.
When I dialed Hu Feifei's phone number, my heart was pounding, and I was very excited, and I didn't know how long I hadn't experienced it.
After Hu Feifei's phone rang a few times, she answered the phone.
"Hello?" Hu Feifei's soft voice came from the other end of the phone, it was still such a gentle voice, but there was deep tiredness and sadness in this voice.
"Fei Fei, how are you doing?" I groaned for a moment before I spoke.