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I didn't expect the world to be impermanent, but today has become the saddest and saddest day for Jiechen.

My father, who loves me the most, has passed away, and I still can't believe it.

The two of you were still chatting yesterday. Today, it is separated by yin and yang.

But I just, I don't want to believe it, I wish it was a nightmare, let me wake up from the nightmare soon.

Originally, today was the third day, and it should have been the moment when the novel manuscript fee came out.

I was a little nervous and expectant. I am nervous because I am afraid that there is not much, and I am looking forward to breaking through last month's manuscript fee, and I will go to my dad to make my dad happy.

Last year, he was not sensible, but today he knows that his father is happiest because his grandson has made money and has the ability.

Watching Dad make money by listening to Juechen writing novels, and smiling is the greatest happiness of Jiechen.

But today at ten o'clock, the manuscript fee came out, and the manuscript fee exceeded the expectations of the dust, and I should have been happy, but I couldn't be happy, only accompanied by tears.

Because I can no longer share the joy of the manuscript fee with my father, let alone see my father's smile, my father is sincerely happy for his grandson.

Instantly it felt like everything was boring......

I never dared to think that my father would die so early, so I would have to wait for Jiechen to get married and have children.

But the reality is so cruel, in the face of death, no one can escape, and Dad is gone......

I still remember that at 4:50 a.m., my dad woke me up and said that he was sick and out of breath.

I immediately called my mother, and my mother said that my father had a cerebral infarction and was going to prick his finger with blood (I checked it on the Internet, this is a rumor, and it is useless at all.) and call an ambulance at the same time.

Jiechen thought that as long as the ambulance came, Dad would be saved.

But...... When the doctor came, he thought he saw hope, but after 30 minutes of rescue, he still ......

How Jee Chen hopes that at that moment, he can become a pig's foot in the novel and cure his father.

But reality is reality, and Jechen can't do anything.

Looking back on the previous bits and pieces, how much I regret it.

In the past, I always felt that I had a lot of time to accompany my dad in the future, so I basically went out to play when I rested, and I didn't accompany my dad well.

It's just a few short chats after work.

But no matter how much I regret it, my dad is gone.

Even if Juechen thinks about his father again, he will never see his father who loves me again.

The son wants to raise but does not wait, how many people only understand this sentence when they lose it.

Jiechen can just make money, and he can use the money he earns to buy delicious food for his father, but you are gone, father......

Dad, why are you willing to let your grandson leave so suddenly, and you don't even give your grandson a chance to honor you......

Brothers and sisters, listen to the advice of Juechen, stop being willful, and give your temper to your relatives according to your mood.

You must cherish the loved ones around you, and don't wait for the loss to know that you regret it.

Juechen doesn't know if there is a heaven in the world. But Dad, your grandson misses you, and if Daddy also misses your grandson, the two of us will get together in our dreams and have a good chat.

Daddy, you like to drink, and your grandson will accompany you to get drunk in your dreams.

......

Dad goes all the way, and my grandson can't bear you......

Died at 5:40 a.m. on June 3