Chapter 958: Put your feelings aside
Chu Wei's performance broke Ling Tianxue's heart, and when Chu Wei broke free from her holding his hand, Ling Tianxue seemed to hear a broken sound. It was her aching heart, shattered to the ground.
At this moment, Ling Tianxue felt that God was particularly cruel to her, why did she try her best to love someone, she gave so much, why didn't she get anything in return?
Ling Tianxue no longer needed to go to the hotel grandfather to inquire about the conversation at noon, because Chu Wei's small action had already explained everything. No matter how stupid she is, no matter how much she wants to deceive herself, she can't deceive herself, Chu Wei just doesn't love her, otherwise, how could he even be so repulsed by such a normal thing as holding hands.
Chu Wei was a little embarrassed, he saw a drink shop not far away, so he said to Ling Tianxue: "I ate knife-cut noodles just now, and I feel a little thirsty." Tianxue, what would you like to drink? Milk tea or juice? I'll go to the drink shop over there and buy it for you. ”
"Chu Wei, I'm not too thirsty. It's just a little tired from walking, or you can buy yourself a drink, and then we'll go back! The wind was blowing at night, and I felt cold on my body, and I was afraid of catching a cold. After all, I'm going home soon, and I don't want to get on the plane with my illness. Ling Tianxue said, although she was extremely looking forward to living a two-person world with Chu Wei, but in today's situation, she really couldn't hold on, she wanted to go home, alone in her room, licking her wounded heart alone.
When Chu Wei saw Ling Tianxue say this, he naturally didn't buy a drink for himself, but the two of them walked back together and went to find Uncle Lin to take the car.
Ling Tianxue had been silent, and Chu Wei also felt that the atmosphere was embarrassing. He felt that Ling Tianxue wanted to hold his hand just now, but he didn't know why, so he instinctively didn't want to, and always wanted to break free. Perhaps, it was such a small action that made Ling Tianxue unhappy.
What made Chu Wei feel very distressed was that Ling Tianxue, as the daughter of a wealthy family, usually had such a big temper, but every time he was unhappy because of his affairs, he never lost his temper, and he was always alone. He could imagine the pain in Ling Tianxue's heart, but he had no way to compromise, he couldn't deceive his own heart.
It's just that, at this moment, Chu Wei thought of the hotel's grandfather's words in advance, that is, if Ling Tianxue is not happy, will you be happy?
Chu Wei knew very well that when he looked at Ling Tianxue's sullen appearance, he was also heartbroken, he couldn't be happy.
However, Chu Wei didn't understand that his distress was out of the love that was subtly forming in his heart, not because he wanted to be good to Ling Tianxue because of apologies, and wanted to make her happy, and when Ling Tianxue was unhappy, he would also be unhappy.
Although Ling Tianxue was extremely hurt in her heart, she still maintained basic politeness on the surface. She didn't talk much, but she was still pretending, hoping that Chu Wei wouldn't see anything.
Uncle Lin is also an old 'Jianghu', he can naturally see the taste of things, he didn't say much at this time, just drove quietly.
The atmosphere in the car was very cold, and it couldn't have been quieter. Chu Wei's heart was particularly frizzy, and his usual calmness and wisdom were different.
"Tianxue, look outside, isn't that light flashing beautiful?" Chu Wei had nothing to say, he just wanted to break this torturous silence, otherwise his whole person would be suffocated.
"Hmmm! It's pretty good. Ling Tianxue was perfunctory, she glanced out the window casually, and echoed Chu Wei's statement.
Ling Tianxue was in a particularly bad mood at this time, worse than losing the nineteen roses before, but she couldn't be angry, she couldn't yell at Chu Wei like she yelled at Zhang Yunyun, she could only suppress her pain and hold back.
The more Ling Tianxue looked like this, the more Chu Wei felt guilty and uneasy. He originally wanted to make Ling Tianxue happy to make up for his debt to her. However, he made Ling Tianxue unhappy, but he still had to endure it. Chu Wei felt that he was too hateful and hated to beat himself, but even if he beat himself to death, there was no way to solve the problem he was facing.
Finally, Chu Wei sent the sullen Ling Tianxue back to her apartment, and he went back to the hotel silently alone, still feeling very bad in his heart.
When Chu Wei walked into the hotel lobby, the hotel grandfather saw the depressed child at a glance, and hurriedly beckoned to Chu Wei. It's just that Chu Wei has been thinking about Ling Tianxue in his heart, and he didn't see the hotel grandfather at all.
The hotel grandfather shook his head helplessly and sighed, he looked at Chu Wei's appearance, and knew that his date with the two children this afternoon must be unpleasant.
The housekeeper asked beside him, "Master, do you want me to go find Mr. Chu Wei to come over?" Let him chat with you. ”
The hotel grandfather waved his hand, "No need, Chu Wei is a smart person, he is just drilling the horns now, he can't jump out." I have already made it clear to him at noon that he will come to his senses. Only, I don't know how long this time is! ”
After the hotel grandfather finished speaking, he sighed, "It's just that Chu Wei, a bastard boy, can't think clearly, and he's going to suffer my poor Tianxue girl." Her infatuation and true feelings are about to be suffered by Chu Wei's confusion. ”
"You can't help Miss Tianxue anymore and continue to persuade Mr. Chu Wei?" The butler asked, "Haven't you always loved Miss Tianxue the most?" ”
"It's too much!" The hotel grandfather said, "I've already ordered it at noon, and if I continue to persuade each other, it will backfire." I've said it many times, Chu Wei's stupid boy is actually a smart person, he just makes a fool now. All he could figure out was time. ”
"Alas!" The housekeeper also sighed, he hoped that Ling Tianxue would be well, after all, Ling Tianxue promised not to retaliate against Cheng Yalin, so he picked up his grandson's life, this kindness, he always remembered in his heart. As long as he knew that Ling Tianxue was unhappy, the old housekeeper would also be worried.
One night, there is always someone who sleeps peacefully and someone who has insomnia. And tonight, it was not only Ling Tianxue who suffered from insomnia, but also Chu Wei, and even the hotel grandfather and housekeeper were anxious about their affairs and couldn't fall asleep.
The next day, early in the morning, Ling Tianxue ran to the hotel. She knew that Chu Wei's mind didn't need to be asked, but she was sad, so she wanted to chat with the hotel grandfather, the hotel grandfather was very good at enlightening people, she felt that after talking to the hotel grandfather, maybe the mood could become better.
It's just that by coincidence, Ling Tianxue actually met Chu Wei who was about to go to the branch at the door of the hotel.
The two of them went through yesterday's incident, and when they met again, they both felt a little embarrassed, and they didn't know what to say for a while.
"Tianxue, so early?" Chu Wei was the first to speak, and he had to break the embarrassment of the quiet.
"Hmm!" Ling Tianxue nodded, "I'm here to chat with grandpa in the hotel, and rub him for breakfast by the way." What about you? Leaving home so early, is it to be busy with work? ”
"yes!" Chu Wei said, "There are a lot of things in the branch, I was off yesterday, and I have a lot of things to do today." ”
Chu Wei regretted it after speaking, so decent, why did he mention yesterday? The mention of yesterday reminded Ling Tianxue of unpleasant things.
"Hmm!" Ling Tianxue didn't know what to say, so she could only end the conversation as soon as possible, "Then you are busy with your business, I'll go find the hotel grandpa." It's cold, so be careful not to catch a cold. ”
"That's good! Call me if there's something to do. Chu Wei said.
Ling Tianxue looked at Chu Wei and walked directly into the door of the hotel. Chu Wei looked at Ling Tianxue's back, and he was worried about all kinds of things, and he could only turn into a sigh.
Ling Tianxue accompanied the hotel grandfather to breakfast, and the hotel grandfather deliberately amused Ling Tianxue and told some interesting things.
It's just that the hotel grandfather can see that Ling Tianxue's smile is not real, it is disguised, it can be regarded as a smile to give him face, not a happy heart.
"It's snowing! Grandpa knows what you're thinking. The hotel grandfather saw that he had almost eaten for dinner, and he was going to start his topic.
"I also know, grandpa, in fact, you talked to Chu Wei yesterday, and Chu Wei didn't have me in his heart, right?" Ling Tianxue said, "Don't lie to me, don't be afraid that I will be sad, whether a person loves himself or not can be felt, but I have deceived myself before, and I always use some illusions to deceive myself." I know, he doesn't love me, he doesn't have me in his heart. ”
"Girl, he just doesn't have a clear mind right now!" The hotel grandfather said, "Grandpa doesn't want to hide it from you, but you shouldn't be too sad. Chu Wei did say that he didn't have that kind of mind for you, but he also said that you are a good girl, and he has a high opinion of you. ”
"He doesn't love me, even if he thinks highly of me, what's the use?" When Ling Tianxue said this, her eyes turned red.
"If a person has a high opinion of another person, it means that he is very recognized by this person. Not only is it not disgusting, but it is not intangible. If you have a high evaluation, it means that you have a good impression. The hotel grandfather said, "It's actually very easy for you to love a man who has a crush on you." The reason why it is difficult now is because he had someone in his heart before, and he couldn't think about it clearly. ”
"Uh-huh! I know that he can't forget Cheng Yalin. Ling Tianxue said aggrievedly, and told the hotel grandfather about the things she had hinted at Chu Wei in China to expose Cheng Yalin, "Even if Cheng Yalin does more wrong things, he will help cover it up." I sometimes think that if Cheng and I can only keep one person, he will definitely sacrifice me to protect Arlinn. ”
"Grandpa, I don't understand. Why is Cheng Yalin so bad and has done so many dirty things, but Chu Wei is infatuated with her? Ling Tianxue looked at the hotel grandfather, she wanted to know the answer.
The hotel grandfather thought for a while, and did not answer directly, but asked Ling Tianxue: "Girl, you are so young, so beautiful, and have a good family background." Are there many boys who pursue you? ”
"Hmm!" Ling Tianxue nodded, "It's true that many boys are chasing me again." ”
"When they chase you, are they good to you?" The hotel grandfather asked, "Will you always be courteous, give you gifts, and help you do things?" ”
"Hmm!" Ling Tianxue nodded, "However, I didn't let them do this, and I don't like them like this. ”
"Think about it! Girl, these boys who pursue you should have better conditions than Chu Wei, after all, we all know that Chu Wei is a poor child, but he is more diligent and talented. The hotel grandfather said, "And you don't like those who are good and good to you, but you like Chu Wei, why is this?" ”
"I don't know, I just like Chu Wei, love is unreasonable, it's blind, I just like him." Ling Tianxue said.
The hotel grandfather nodded, "So! You blindly like a Chu Wei who breaks your heart, and Chu Wei also blindly likes a wicked Cheng Yalin. This is love, there is no reason, only blindness. ”
Ling Tianxue looked at the hotel grandfather as if she didn't understand, she nodded, and shook her head again.
"What you need is time, and time changes a lot of things. For example, one day, Chu Wei's brain was enlightened, and he could realize that Cheng Yalin was not worthy of his love at all. Or maybe one day, you also figured it out, Chu Wei is nothing compared to many boys who pursue you, and you give up. Or, something happened to Cheng Yalin and Chu Wei, and Chu Wei no longer loves her. Anything is possible, it just takes time. The hotel grandfather said.
"But I'm sad now, I don't know what to do?" Ling Tianxue asked, "Grandpa, can you teach me?" ”
"Girl, you're still young, you're only seventeen. So you've got time! "If the relationship is too painful for you, you can put it aside for a while." Note that I say shelf, not abandonment. ”
"What do you mean?" Ling Tianxue asked.
"Use the experience elsewhere for the time being, and wait for the time to come." The hotel grandfather said.