Am I a third party?

When Lan Xin raised this question, the already reluctant and somewhat empty smile on Xiao Zheng's face instantly disappeared and turned into endless guilt.

Third?

Why does she feel that way?

Perhaps, it is precisely because of her harmless personality that she blames herself for all the faults? Even if he is obviously injured, he is unwilling to maliciously speculate on anyone. What kind of open-mindedness and kindness is this for a woman?

Xiao Zheng's eyes became slightly sad, his gaze fell lightly on Lan Xin's face, and he shook his head and said, "No." ”

He couldn't let Lan Xin suffer such a grievance. Even before he and Lan Xin got together, he had an agreed marriage with Lin Huayin.

"But when you entered the company, wasn't it arranged by Mr. Lin?" Lan Xin breathed a sigh of relief. The pale face also softened slightly.

If you are not a third party, then your own guilt can be much smaller.

"Yes." Xiao Zheng nodded, his tone as soft as possible. "I met Mr. Lin before I joined the company."

"How did you meet?" There was a hint of curiosity in the blue heart's beautiful eyes.

Their acquaintance must be very beautiful, right?

"You can't imagine it." Xiao Zheng tried to maintain a smile in order to relieve the very tense atmosphere. "It was one night when she was harassed at the bar by boring people. I went up and helped her out. Then we sat down and drank together, and we all got drunk..."

Xiao Zheng's memory of that night was very vague, and he didn't even remember what he said to Lin Huayin or what topics he talked about. But after that, even if he didn't say it, Lan Xin could guess it.

She is kind, but not stupid. As a strong woman who has been in the mall for many years, can she guess what happened to Xiao Zheng and Lin Huayin later?

"So- you're together?" Lan Xin, like Xiao Zheng, struggled to control her chaotic emotions. She doesn't want to be a woman without grace, especially in the face of Xiao Zheng.

But if everything is as Xiao Zheng said, then is he or a third party?

"It's not that simple." Xiao Zheng ordered another cocktail, melodious music came from his ears, and although the atmosphere of the bar was elegant, the hearts of the two of them were very dignified.

"You also know Mr. Lin's temperament, she usually doesn't even get tired of looking at men more. How much better am I than other men? Xiao Zheng took a sip of wine, maintaining a faint smile on his face, as if he was chatting with an old friend, and under the soft music, he said slowly. After that night, I continued to look for my job. Mr. Lin also still scolded Fang Xuan and controlled Xinao. We don't have any connection. Until one day, Mr. Lin ordered someone to call me. ”

"What are you looking for?" Lan Xin asked as she struggled to become calm.

A look of helplessness flashed in Xiao Zheng's deep eyes, and he said slowly: "I didn't know at the time. But when I entered the president's office, I realized that I had made a big mistake and stabbed a hornet's nest. ”

After a pause, Xiao Zheng continued: "That night was the dangerous period for Mr. Lin. The doctor told her that she was very likely to be pregnant. So come to me—"

"You are responsible?" Lan Xin'er trembled slightly, and asked in a depressed voice.

"That's what I thought at the time." Xiao Zheng smiled bitterly. "But after a series of negotiations, I signed a very inexplicable agreement with her."

"Agreements?" Lan Xinqidao, who is very professional in this regard. "What agreement?"

"Nuptial agreement." Xiao Zheng said straightforwardly.

"What!?" Lan Xin's face changed instantly, and his eyes were flustered. "You're married?"

"It's been lifted." Xiao Zheng said slowly. "After it was determined that she was not pregnant, the agreement was automatically terminated."

Lan Xin's heart trembled slightly, since the agreement had been dissolved, the two still maintained a relationship and lived together. This only proves that they no longer need to be tied up with a paper agreement. It's about treating each other with affection.

"Anyway—" Blue Heart said in a low voice. "Everything I've done is ruining your relationship."

Lan Xin is not a woman who is good at hiding, all her expressions and emotions are on her face and eyes. It's easy to see through.

Xiao Zheng is so old-fashioned, how can he not guess what Lan Xin thinks?

He took a sip of his cocktail and said very fairly: "Actually, when I was with you, my relationship with Mr. Lin was like fire and water. She'll sweep me out at any moment. And I can only be regarded as a parasitic fence. That's why I never take you to my house. ”

When Lan Xin heard this, her heart softened slightly, and she murmured: "If I knew that you would have been with Mr. Lin a long time ago, I wouldn't-"

"Everyone has the right to pursue happiness and love." Xiao Zheng changed his words, but a faint sadness flashed on his face. "But I can't guarantee that what you're looking for is happiness, not pain."

This is an extremely complicated and painful love triangle.

One is Lin Huayin, who has a head start in time.

One is emotionally, the first gentle woman to break into Xiao Zheng's heart.

Xiao Zheng and Lin Huayin were together, and they met the right person at the wrong time. And with Blue Heart, it was the right time to meet the wrong person.

Lan Xin vaguely understood the subtext of Xiao Zheng's words.

Was he hinting at himself?

Did he want to tell himself that he should let go? Because he will definitely not leave Lin Huayin. Because he won't be with him?

Lan Xin only felt that it was difficult to breathe, as if she was suffocating. Even after a few cocktails, a look of pain crossed his slightly ruddy face.

Before Xiao Zheng appeared, she was conflicted, painful, and unable to choose.

But now, Xiao Zheng seems to be helping her choose. She has also been given a choice.

Can you win Lin Huayin?

Can he snatch Xiao Zheng from Lin Huayin's side?

In what aspect can you be better than Lin Huayin?

Since you are not an opponent at all, why should you bring shame on yourself?

Lan Xin's eyes instantly became rosy, and large tears emerged from her beautiful eyes.

She knows. Even if this relationship is not easy to come by, even if this friendship is priceless in her heart. But now that the matter has come to this, what room does she have to fight for? What can she do uselessly in this relationship?

She wiped the tears from her face, and her snow-white face, which was originally gentle and moving, became extremely embarrassed. Then, she picked up the cocktail and sent it to Xiao Zheng: "Ah Zheng, let's have a drink." ”

Xiao Zheng sighed slightly in his heart, the matter has come to this, and he can only accept this cruel reality.

Picking up the wine glass, Xiao Zhengqiang squeezed out a smile: "Cheers." ”

The two of them raised their heads and drank the glass of wine in silence. There was only bitterness left in the mouth, endless bitterness.

At this moment, a young man in a straight suit walked on the stage. He was slightly drunk, and after greeting the band, he picked up the microphone and smirked: "This song is for you, my dead love." My unforgettable first love. ”

The young men and women at the table with him all looked gloomy. I don't know how to persuade.

The man succeeded. Career success. But at the most glorious time of his life, he lost his precious first love.

"When all the people, leave me. You advised me to be patient and accompany me through the longest winter of my life. So tolerant. When all the people are near me. You want me to be quiet and calm. It seems to know that I have a heart that is never quiet, and it is easy to get stirred. I finally let thousands of hands wave in front of me, and I finally had a thousand warm smiles. I finally let the crowd be deeply moved by me, but I forgot to tell you that you have always been in my heart. Ah, I've finally lost you. In a crowded crowd. I finally lost you when I felt glorious for the first time in my life..."

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