I don't know what Xiao Lu thinks, and I don't know if what I gave her is what she needs the most, but I know that what I give her is the best I can give her. [To read the latest chapter of this book, please search] I think that is enough.

Sometimes love is one-sided, I don't know what you want, but what I give you is already all I have.

I wanted to say these things to Xiao Lu, but in the end I didn't say them, because I didn't think it was necessary.

It's like Xiao Lu, there is no need to say a lot of words, but what we have done for each other has already been reflected.

Xiao Lu curled up in my arms like a kitten. Anyway, we didn't get it done, so let's rest and rest first, and then continue to work hard after saving our bodies later.

Later, the two of us chatted and chatted unconsciously about the things when I was in junior high school, Xiao Lu also mentioned to me the last time she tied me up the mountain with Zhuo Xiaoyu and them, and said that she was also very curious, and secretly glanced at me several times.

I lifted the quilt directly and said, "Come on, it's okay, let you keep looking at it this time." ”

She screamed, then turned away.

I said, "I've seen it a long time ago, what are you afraid of?" ”

As I spoke, I took her hand and put it on top of me, and asked her to play it with my hand. At first she refused, but then she complied with my request and made me feel so good that I felt it again and pressed her to the bed.

This time I wasn't so anxious, I calmed down, and kept trying on Xiao Lu's body, and then I felt hot and tight, as if I had gotten in.

At that time, Xiao Lu estimated that it was very painful. All at once he grabbed me on the back with his hand.

I didn't care about the pain at the time, because it was so cool.

Later, I couldn't do it back and forth a few times, and I couldn't hold it out at all, so I guess it would only take a minute or two.

I gasped for breath on Xiao Lu's body at the time, and I felt quite inferior in my heart, I felt that I was so useless, and I couldn't do it after a while, I was quite inferior, although I didn't know how long a normal man should be, but I knew that I couldn't specify it so quickly, especially if I got it for so long in other people's films. Although many of them are shot several times, people sometimes make a shot for a long time, so I am afraid that I will be anxious and inferior, and I feel that I am not good at it.

I didn't understand anything at that time. I don't know if it's because it's the first time I've done this, so it's normal to have this watch.

Although the time is quite short, but there are a lot of goods, all of which are in Xiao Lu's body, she saw me lying on her stomach, so she gently stroked my back, which made me feel very intimate.

Later, I asked Xiao Lu and said, "Why am I done so quickly, you won't blame me, it's too embarrassing, you are not satisfied." ”

Xiao Lu kissed me on the face and said, "It's okay, I don't dislike you, I'm satisfied, it hurts me to death, you're too powerful." ”

Although it was for my comfort at the time, I was still a little embarrassed, so I touched my head and smiled.

I suddenly realized something, and I thought I must have soiled the sheets, so I got up and turned on the lights in gratitude, intending to clean up the battlefield.

It is said that girls are going to be red for the first time, but after I turned on the light, I was dumbfounded, there was no imaginary blood at all, not even a little blood.

I panicked at the time, muttering in particular, thinking that Xiao Lu didn't tell me that it was the first time, why was there no blood, I couldn't hold back at the time, so I asked her.

She said to me, "Why haven't you tried it so much, this kind of thing may have been broken a long time ago, and it is easy to break when running or something." ”

In fact, I have heard this and know it, but I just muttered in my heart, even though she said so, she still muttered in my heart, after all, she had a boyfriend before.

But she said so, and if I said I didn't believe it, then she would be angry, maybe she was telling the truth, so I didn't ask too much, so I took the paper and asked her to wipe it herself, and I went to the bathroom to wash it myself.

Later, before the two of us went to bed, I got it with her again, this time it was much easier to get in than last time, but it didn't get much bigger, and it was about half a minute more than the last time, and then I slept with her in my arms, but she fell asleep, I still didn't say it, just opened my eyes and looked at the ceiling, I don't know why, although Xiao Lu told me so, but I still felt uncomfortable in my heart, after all, she was in high school when she and her boyfriend got along, so it was very likely that she could do that.

Later, the more I thought about it, the more depressed I became, I felt that this thing was very sad, whether she and her boyfriend had that only the two of them knew, she just insisted that no, then I couldn't help it, I guess if I mentioned it, she would be angry, because if she really gave it to me for the first time, if I still asked, then I would be too bad.

So after thinking about it for half a night, I decided, I pressed this matter in my heart, and I didn't tell anyone, no matter what, I decided that Xiao Lu's first time was for me.

Turning over, I hugged Xiao Lu and fell asleep.

The next morning, Xiao Lu woke me up, because I slept late, so I felt very sleepy, but when I opened my eyes and saw Xiao Lu wearing underwear there, before I could block my chest, I suddenly felt it, and I dragged her over and startled her.

Then I took off her dressed, kissed her for a while, and used it again, this time the time was not good, it was still very fast, and I was depressed in my heart, and I always wondered if there was something wrong with me.

Since I didn't take any precautions last night, Xiao Lu and I found a place to have breakfast, and she asked me to buy birth control pills for her.

I didn't know where it was at the time, so Xiao Lu said that it was estimated that the pharmacy could have it, so let me go and ask.

The two of us found a nearby pharmacy, and when Xiao Lu walked to the door of the pharmacy and was still fifty meters away, Xiao Lu didn't leave, saying that it was my responsibility to let me buy it myself, and I had to be responsible.

I saw that she was right, and besides, a girl's family, it was not good to go with me, and people might think of her.

I walked to the door of the pharmacy and hesitated for a while, feeling very nervous, and I didn't know what to say when I met people, and how they would look at me with strange eyes.

After that, I spent a long time outside, and finally gritted my teeth and went in.

At that time, there were not many people in the pharmacy, just a few who sold medicines, wearing white coats, one of them looked younger, in his twenties, and the other two were in their thirties and forties.

I cleared the mulberry, and then I walked over to a forty-year-old white coat, and she asked me what medicine I was buying.

I was a little nervous and kept wiping my nose with my hands, and my heart was pounding, but I still pretended to be quite calm on the outside, and said to her, "What, get me a contraceptive pill." "Buta Rubbish.

I thought that people would look at me strangely, but the person turned around with a cold face and took a box of medicine from the cabinet without expression, I thought she was going to give me the whole box, but she cut one for me, wrote me a note, and told me to eat it within 72 hours.

I wondered why she didn't sell me a box, only to learn later that there were restrictions on these medicines, and pharmacies couldn't just sell too much.

Although it took me a few minutes to buy medicine at the pharmacy, I was so nervous that I came out of the pharmacy, I felt that my entire back was a little wet, and my thermal underwear was full of sweat, so I quickly pulled my neckline and shook it, exhaled, and then walked over to Xiao Lu.

When I came to her, she asked me if I had bought it, and I said that there was nothing I could do when I went out, and I handed her the medicine and asked her to find some water to eat later.

Xiao Lu asked me if people asked me anything when I bought this medicine, or stared at me, I patted my chest, pretended to be a force, and said: "Joke, this kind of thing is natural, does she care, and asked me, I looked at it at the time, and they had to obediently prescribe medicine to me." ”

Xiao Lu nodded at me with a look of adoration, her eyes flashed, and said, "I really envy you, you are so good at bragging at such a young age." ”