(219) Finally faced with the feelings of gains and losses one by one!
Ouyang Xiasha is not stupid, of course she understands the true meaning of their words, to put it bluntly, they are just distressing for themselves and unhappy for themselves, that's all. As for where can this be proven? Just think about their daily style, what else don't you understand?! You must know that the two people in front of them have always been decisive and quick to deal with their own affairs, even if it is a big grudge, it is also based on the short time as the first standard, after all, the more time drags on, the greater the variables, as the so-called 'late will change', this is what it means, how could you ever have such a frustrated emotion, feel that the enemy died too quickly, died too easily? Do you even regret it faintly? And that regret is so real and so obvious, it is impossible for her to ignore it and turn a blind eye to it if she wants to deceive herself.
But it was because she saw it too clearly and knew too clearly in her heart that Ouyang Xiasha would feel confused, confused, and entangled in it, after all, the relationship between them was not as good as she imagined, wasn't it?
Lord Chaos would react like this, Ouyang Xiasha can understand, after all, although Lord Chaos is usually very arrogant, from time to time, he will make a look of ignoring her, even if it is difficult to ignore her, that word can be described as pitiful, but is he his own contract beast? With the contractual relationship between them, even if they usually have big contradictions, it is impossible to see death without help, even if it is just for himself. Who called them partners whose lives are closely linked, with one prosperity and one loss? What's more, there is no contradiction between them at all, what problems, Lord Chaos's cold and silent appearance is just his nature, and there is no deliberate embarrassment or deliberate targeting.
But all the actions of the underworld really puzzled Ouyang Xiasha, of course, the underworld here is just a representative, it is Feng Yuexi and their group, who have been willing, following themselves closely, and without hesitation, they gave up all their efforts in the mortal realm, over the years, facing endless troubles with themselves, and even the representatives of the group of people who can fight each other with their lives, but now standing in front of Ouyang Xiasha, there is only one person, so this problem has always made Ouyang Xiasha confused, never understood, and always confused, was directly thrown by Ouyang Xiasha to the underworld, that's all.
Well, Ouyang Xiasha is not a fool, on the contrary, she is also very smart and sensitive, so, of course, she knows that they are like this, completely because they like themselves. But she doesn't understand, does she really like herself so much? Like it, to the extent that they can sacrifice everything for the so-called like? But where does this love come from? Is it a bond from a past life? Or is it the entanglement of this world? If it was a previous life, it was just a memory, a memory, was it worth their sacrifice and madness? If it is in this life, then she will not understand it even more, you know, in this life, what she brought to them, in addition to the long time of evasion and deliberate cold treatment brought about by her own selfishness and inability to face it, she really doesn't know, what else did she give them?
If you don't like them, right? How can it be? With such a talented rich and handsome person, what woman would not like it? What's even more commendable is that such a talented rich and handsome person is still extremely cherished, and the love and favor that women are extremely eager for. She Ouyang Xiasha is not a piece of wood, and she is not a Buddhist cultivator who has no desires and desires, how can she not feel it? How can you not yearn for it?
But the source of this relationship made Ouyang Xiasha feel too mysterious, saying that it was groundless and not an exaggeration, and the depth of her feelings also came for no reason, so it made her feel unreal and dreaming. Since it is a dream, who would dare to invest in it?
To put it bluntly, Ouyang Xiasha just felt that their crazy love was too inexplicable, because it was too inexplicable, so she was worried about the authenticity of its existence, because she was worried about the authenticity of its existence, thinking that it was just a beautiful dream that would be shattered at the touch of a mirror, so even if she was very yearning for it and very excited, she couldn't really accept it, plus the unforgettable betrayal she experienced in her previous life, although it was later discovered that her feelings for that person did not come from love, but more, is a kind of reliance and dependence, but the feeling of being betrayed and teased, she can't forget, so, in the face of this kind of feeling that she both longs for and is afraid of losing, she is even more unable to face them, as soon as she meets them, she wants to escape, and the so-called 'abandoned pity, tasteless chicken ribs', probably has the same meaning, so it forms a so-called vicious circle.
And the next reaction of Ouyang Xiasha is to break this so-called vicious circle and fight for a chance for herself to be happy, and the formation of this idea probably has a great relationship with the perception of the moment of life and death before!
No, I saw Ouyang Xiasha calmly look at Hades, paused thoughtfully for a moment, and then asked him: "Hades, although we are very familiar with each other, and your feelings for me, I also know a thing or two about this in my heart, but no matter what, it will not make you give up everything you have without hesitation, regardless of your own life, and don't care about the dangers around you, follow me, protect me!" ”
If you like someone, you have to have some reason, right? Appearance? Nature? Or something else? But the relationship between them is really too inexplicable, it seems that they have only known each other for a short time, and this kind of relationship has appeared for unknown reasons, so that she is suddenly suffering from gains and losses, contradictions, and just wants to avoid. Well, the feeling of Feng Yuexi and them after that is probably the same.
One person's feelings still make Ouyang Xiasha contradictory and overwhelmed, let alone many people? Therefore, in the past, once she encountered this sensitive topic, her first reaction was to choose to run away, or divert from the topic, and in the end, it even developed into a deliberate avoidance of their real people, of course, this is only on the surface, in fact, she has never interrupted the entanglement in her heart, but she has never spoken out, and that's it.
And today's perception between life and death finally gave Ouyang Xiasha enough courage to ask the so-called party to understand, lest she have been entangled in this, contradictions, unable to let go, and constantly chopping, but she didn't dare to invest in it.
Of course, this kind of question, although it is the first time, it will not be the last, after all, there is still Feng Yuexi and they are there, right? And their answer is related to the number of Ouyang Xiasha's ministers in the future. Okay, let's focus on the present and see the answer of Hades!
"Why? There was no why, and if I had to ask why, it was what I thought in my heart, and I did it. Hearing Ouyang Xiasha's question, Hades was slightly stunned at first, probably not expecting that Ouyang Xiasha, who has always liked to escape, would actually have such a question! Later, when he came back to his senses, he raised his eyebrows and smiled evilly, and opened his mouth to answer, and his tone was full of a light and natural meaning.
But is that really the case? Apparently the answer is no, because even he himself does not know why, so how can he answer? If I have to have an answer, this 'what I think' is probably the closest and most reasonable one!
Before the start of the Bianjing auction that day, he was attracted by her playful and sharp words, and inadvertently, he became a playboy who flirted with women from good families. Especially the sentence 'uncle', which made him remember it vividly. And as we all know, he has a very serious cleanliness habit, others are close to him half a meter, he can't stand it, but he touches her, not only does not have the slightest disgust, but there is also a faint, but can not ignore the like in his heart, and even when he grabbed her hand, for no reason, he had a thought, want to let go for the rest of his life, for this feeling, he was even cheeky later, even when she opened her teeth and claws, did not let go of her hand, also changed his previous image of being cold and silent, and made an exception to tell her his real name. Although everything exceeded his expectations that day, he had to admit that he felt inexplicably happy that day.
Later, after the separation, he realized that what he had done was incredible. He is so different from himself that he has become a typical representative of what is called a miracle. It stands to reason that for a person like him who likes to control everything, this source of uncontrolled emotions should be strangled in the cradle, lest something happen that he can't control, or something that he doesn't expect, but for her, he is soft-hearted and reluctant, and even when he thinks that she will die at his hands, he can't help himself, so he gives up the 'strangulation theory' he insisted on before.
He thought that as soon as he said goodbye that day, that figure would gradually fade out of his sight, and then fade out of his life, he would still be the original self, even if he had made an exception for her, broke his persistence all along, and let her go once, in the end, she would not have much impact on him, but why is the sky vast and lovesick after that? Everything about her, he wants to know, and even tries to create a chance to meet her?
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