I yelled like this, and the two of them walked to the side with some reluctance, and looked back at me vigorously when they left. (No pop-up ads)

When they were gone, I smashed my clenched fist into the wall. I felt tears welling up in my eyes, but I closed my eyes tightly to keep them from flowing.

I slammed my fist against the wall next to me, and before I knew it, my hand was already broken, and the blood was pouring out, but I didn't feel any pain at all.

Because at this moment, the wounds in the heart are more heart-rending than the wounds on the flesh and skin.

I sat down slowly with my head against the wall helplessly, my body kept shaking, and I felt that my heart was full of mixed feelings, and it was very uncomfortable. And I kept getting stuff from my stomach, and I felt like I wanted to vomit, but when I did, I found that I couldn't vomit anything at all, and I could only vomit a few mouthfuls of sour water.

It was a small road, and there weren't many people, so there were only a few people who looked at me from time to time as they walked by, and I didn't pay any attention to them.

I sat here for a while, and my mind was full of images of me and Xiao Lu together, and now thinking about her gentleness to me before, I suddenly felt very ridiculous.

Later, when it got dark, I stood up. Walking home, I suddenly felt that no one could be trusted, and only my own family was the one who would always be good to me.

I didn't have any energy after I went home, and I didn't react when Xu Yan talked to me, I lay on the bed alone and looked at the fireworks that appeared outside the window from time to time in a daze.

Later, Xu Yan asked me to go out to dinner at dinner, and I didn't want her and my dad to worry about me, so I went.

During the meal, they also saw that something was wrong with me and asked me if I was feeling unwell, and I said that the water was cold. My stomach is a little uncomfortable now, and I will be fine after lying down for a while.

After eating, I went back to the house, and wanted to go to bed directly, but my uncle called me, and he was very excited on the other end of the phone, and said to me: "Silently, let's go out and see the lanterns together." txt full works download"

I saw that he was in high spirits, and I didn't want to spoil his interest, so I answered, and said I'm coming.

On New Year's Day, our city is decorated with all kinds of lanterns. There will also be lantern trucks passing by on the road, it seems that the smell of the Lantern Festival is quite heavy, many people have poured into the streets, and fire trucks can be seen everywhere on the roadside.

The illuminations were beautiful, but I wasn't in the mood to appreciate them at all. My uncle was in a good mood at the time, and kept saying this to me while watching.

Later, he also saw that I was not in good spirits and asked me what was wrong, and I said that I had insomnia last night, didn't sleep well, and was a little sleepy.

He said let's see it for a while and then go back.

Later, when he was on the road, he told me that he had discussed it with Su Ping and a few of them, and when school started, he would pack up Zhao Mingfei, and the plan had been almost discussed. Cloth Doctor Leba.

All my energy at that time was focused on the matter of Jin afternoon, so when my uncle said this, I just responded.

He said to himself at the time: "Silently, I have decided, after I finish Zhao Mingfei's matter, I will not be mixed up in school, and I plan to study in peace." ”

I came back to my senses after hearing what he said, and my uncle actually said such a thing, and the sun was about to come out of the west, and I turned my head to look at me in some surprise.

When he saw me looking at him like this, he immediately laughed, hooked my neck, touched my head with his hand, and said with a smile: "What's the matter, stinky boy, don't believe me or not, I can tell you, this time Uncle I came for real." ”

I was a little out of breath when he was stuck, and I squeezed out a voice from my throat and said, "What, is it for the king's voice?" ”

When he heard this, he laughed at once, let go of the arm that was stuck in my neck, grinned, and said, "Sort of, it's right if you think so, anyway, I don't think I can go on like this." ”

I smiled wryly, shook my head, and said in a somewhat mocking tone: "Alas, the power of love is really great. ”

When my uncle heard what I said, he didn't mind, probably thinking of Wang's voice, he smiled warmly, and said: "I have already promised the voice, this is my last fight, after taking revenge on Zhao Mingfei, I will start another new life." ”

I looked at him like that, couldn't help but smile, and said, "Okay, I support you no matter what you decide." ”

My uncle hooked my neck and touched my head hard.

At this time, he suddenly raised his head, pointed to the distance and said to me, "Look, that firework is so beautiful!" ”

I quickly raised my head and looked in the direction he was pointing, and I saw several magnificent fireworks blooming in the sky, which was very spectacular.

Although I thought it was very good-looking at the time, I didn't have the heart to stay any longer because of Xiao Lu's affairs, so I took my uncle's hand and said, "Let's go, I'm tired, go back to sleep." ”

In fact, if I knew that it was the last Lantern Festival fireworks that I watched with my uncle, then I would have watched it seriously, but unfortunately, I missed it.

When I got home, I pounced on it, I took out my mobile phone from my pocket, touched it, hesitated for a long time, and finally didn't call Xiao Lu, and buttoned it, wanting to see if she sent me a message, but there was no news from her, but it was Sister Han who sent me a message, saying: "Little brother, come on, sister believes you." ”

I don't know why, I felt a little bitter after seeing this message, smiled wryly, and then buckled the buckle.

I lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling for a while, and finally hesitated for a long time before I trembled and typed the words "break up" on my phone.

But as soon as I finished typing, I deleted it again, and then rewrote a new one, do you like me in the end?

But I thought it was bloody to ask this question at the time, so I deleted it again, and finally hesitated for a night, and I didn't know what to send to Xiao Lu.

In fact, I thought about it, or I would continue to get along with her as if nothing had happened, and it would be a big deal to bury everything in my heart, and it would be just a human suffering.

But then I thought about it, and I thought it was wrong, since there was one, then there will be a second time, I can't just keep one eye open and one eye down, isn't this fucking cuckolding for me?

Thinking of this, my anger suddenly came up again, and I sent her one directly, I don't want to live in your lies anymore, I wish you happiness.

I thought she would be able to call me again after I sent it, but after waiting for a while, there was no movement, so I guess she was already asleep.

I closed my eyes a little upset, but I didn't fall asleep all night, knowing that it was very late in the second half of the night, I was about to fall asleep in a daze, and when the day was just dawning, I was noisy by the ringing of my mobile phone.

I touched it, and when I saw it, it was Xiao Lu's, and I was awake all of a sudden, hesitated, and finally picked it up, and said in a somewhat weak voice: "Hey......"

Xiao Lu came up and asked me, "What did you mean by the text message you sent me last night?" Yes?! ”

I heard that there was some anger in her tone, and I couldn't help but smile, thinking that this is all over this, what else do you have to pretend with me, so I smiled at her, and said in a calm tone as much as possible: "It's not interesting, I just respect your choice, not to mention, I don't like to live in other people's lies." ”

Xiao Lu was anxious all of a sudden, and said to me, "Xu Mo, what are you talking about?" Can you make that clearer? ”

"To make it clear? Okay, I mean, you go and go with that ex-boyfriend of yours, you don't need to cower anymore, you don't need to avoid me anymore, I'm fulfilling you now, do you understand? ”

Xiao Lu still didn't understand at this time, and said with anger in her tone: "What are you talking about?!" How could I ...... with him?"

I interrupted her lukewarmly, "I have a picture of you with him." ”

Xiao Lu on the other end of the phone was stunned for a moment.