Chapter 149: Shen Yan's Outburst
Now I am really on a watershed, and there are many situations that I am thinking about a lot in my mind at this time, because I can't manipulate and fully grasp the situation I am in, so my heart is really bad. And the reason why I am facing this choice and danger, all the root of it is in the body of this woman I am holding in my arms at this time.
I'd love to have an answer!
An answer that can give me encouragement or motivation!
Holding the woman in my arms, my heart has been looking forward to it at this time.
"Sister Yan......" came out of my mouth again.
Shen Yan struggled in my arms for a while, although I was hugging her with almost all my strength, but at this time, I was also hesitant and not resolute.
The irresoluteness and hesitation in my heart caused my body to be a little stiff at this time.
"I ask you something?" Shen Yan said suddenly.
"Say it!"
"Did I promise you that as long as you help me get rid of the control of the Yang family, I will marry you and be your woman?" Shen Yan asked in a very solemn tone.
When I heard Shen Yan's ah, I was also stunned, she really didn't say anything like this. And Zheng didn't say such a thing, at this time Shen Yan suddenly mentioned it, and my heart was chuckled, are you deliberately stimulating me? Originally, my heart was in a state of confusion and hesitation, Shen Yan said this is good, but it makes me even more uncertain.
Shen Yan, are you talking angrily now?
This hesitation in my heart, Shen Yan also bit my shoulder fiercely, my arm didn't need strength at this time, and Shen Yan also broke free from my arms.
"Sister Yan......"
Looking at Shen Yan in front of me, I was a little overwhelmed, I wanted to get an answer from her mouth, but before I thought about it, she actually asked me back.
Shen Yan broke free from my arms this time, and did not leave, but stood in front of me like this.
"Wang Yi, do you know what your problem is?" Shen Yan also looked domineering at this time.
It seems that Shen Yan's breath has probably been held back for a long time, and at this time, it burst out. When she said this, I was almost completely stunned!
What's my problem?
I really don't know the answer to this question! If I knew where my problems were, I wouldn't have been so emotional, let alone a little unclear about the road ahead of me.
Looking at Shen Yan in front of me, I was reprimanded by her just now, and suddenly, I was stunned.
I don't know, I really don't know.
Looking at Shen Yan, I waited for her answer to me.
Perhaps, Shen Yan's words can guide me to a clear path immediately!
Just as I thought of this, Shen Yan finally opened her mouth.
"From your attitude towards women, I can see your own attitude towards life! You say, how many times have you been with me, didn't you deliberately play hooligan, trying to take advantage? Are you really a hooligan? Or are you really like those perverted bastard men, looking at women and only looking at women's breasts, and thinking about pressing straight into bed when you see a beautiful woman? You keep saying you like me and want to be with me? But how much do you really know about me, and what do you really like about me? Even if you really like me, what do you like about me? Do you have a minimum of respect for me? You are acting like a hooligan, do you think you can say about the past? You've been like this to a woman and you still want that woman to like you? Do you think there is a woman who likes a man who plays hooligan all day long? Shen Yan shouted angrily at me.
Originally, my heart was a fog, and this was also an indescribable feeling in my heart, as if my heart was pressing something that I couldn't struggle and get rid of.
However, Shen Yan's words were indeed not wrong at all.
How many times have I not had dirty thoughts when I was with her? In that case, what is the difference between me and other men?
Since there is no difference between Shen Yan and other men, what does it matter if Shen Yan chooses me or other men such as Yang Xin?
All sorts of thoughts flashed through my mind, and it was even more uncomfortable in my heart.
I don't know, I really don't know.
Moreover, I know more deeply that what Shen Yan said is right! Just because she was right, my heart suddenly hurt so much, I couldn't control my heart and couldn't help but think in that direction.
Shen Yan's words were far from finished, so she heard her say again: "When you asked me those words just now, did you think about this answer yourself? What you yourself are not sure about, but you ask me in turn? If you were responsible, if you could really be my support, you wouldn't have come to me to ask me this question! ”
As soon as Shen Yan finished saying this, I also clearly saw that her body was in a very violent turmoil at this time, perhaps, Shen Yan was disappointed in me at this time.
"Sister Yan, I'm sorry, I ......"
"Don't tell me I'm sorry, I'm tired, let's go!" Shen Yan's voice was both cold and cold, and there was helplessness that the mud couldn't support the wall.
Her words, and the tone in which she spoke, really stirred my heart and made me feel terrible pain.
I struggled to get up from the sofa, looking at Shen Yan in front of me, I was really at a loss. My lips moved, and I wanted to say something more to Shen Yan, but as soon as the words came to my mouth, I didn't know what to say. Just as I was about to leave Shen Yan's room, the moment I closed the door, I clearly saw that Shen Yan was also squatting violently, squatting on the ground like this, looking from behind, very depressed and an indescribable feeling.
My heart hurts, and I know I'm sorry for Shen Yan.
However, after saying those words just now, how could Shen Yan's heart feel better?
When I came downstairs, I kept thinking about what Shen Yan said to me just now, her words were right, for so long, I have been telling Shen Yan that I love her, as if my life exists for him. Everything I do is for her, but what about my attitude towards her?
I really didn't do enough, and it was really unbearable as she said!
What else could I think of but to possess her?
I didn't want to think about it, I didn't even dare to think about it. Because I clearly know that according to what Shen Yan said, I am indeed no different from other men! As for what I did for Shen Yan, none of these things were proposed by Shen Yan to help her. And what I have done, at best, is a drama that moves me myself, and it is completely self-deceptive.
When I returned to the car, looking at the dim light upstairs at this time, and then looking at the room where Shen Yan was at this time, my heart was really shrouded in a layer of emotions that even I couldn't explain.
Wrong or right?
The answer or the result, if so, who can say clearly?
However, I already clearly know what Shen Yan said to me just now, she was right, she didn't agree with me before. There is no agreement, all of this is my own volition, even if I really have nothing in the future, or I become a billionaire and help Shen Yan get rid of the control of the Yang family, Shen Yan has no responsibility or obligation to marry me and become my woman!
In that case, do I want to continue?
The answer is yes!
These, but my agreement and oath as a man, even if I really become nothing, I will do everything I have, do my best, to help Shen Yan!
As soon as I got into the car, the car stopped at a nearby location again.
I believe that Song Tao is right, but this project is a little out of my control, and according to the conditions that Song Tao told me, it is really difficult for me to complete and achieve it alone. I can't finish it, so I need to find someone to help, and this best candidate is Feng Yuanyuan!
The car stopped, and I didn't see the lights on the upstairs where Feng Yuanyuan lived.
After hesitating for a moment, just as I was thinking about whether to call Feng Yuanyuan, my mobile phone suddenly rang, and the person who called was Feng Yuanyuan herself!
I quickly answered the phone, and Feng Yuanyuan said to me in a very crisp voice on the other end of the phone: "Do you want to come up and sit?" ”
"Are you there?"
I was stunned, and then looked up at the upstairs where Feng Yuanyuan was.
"Come on!" Feng Yuanyuan said.
I didn't hesitate any longer, and went straight upstairs.
As soon as she knocked on the door, Feng Yuanyuan opened the door.
As soon as I entered, I saw Feng Yuanyuan with a smile on her face.
"I didn't expect to see you so late!" Feng Yuanyuan said with a smile.
"I'm giving it away, too."
"Sit down!"
I sat in front of Feng Yuanyuan, and Feng Yuanyuan's expression looked very calm and casual.
"How do you know I'm downstairs?" I asked Feng Yuanyuan.
"Do you need to ask? I saw it at the time! ”
"You know I'm looking for you?" I asked again.
"If you didn't want to come to me, how could you drive downstairs from me?" Feng Yuanyuan smiled and said, "Say, what's the matter?" ”
"I've thought about it, I want to work with you on this project!" I said as if I had finally made up my mind.
"What? You've finally figured it out! Feng Yuanyuan said.
"I have one condition, though."
"On what terms?" Feng Yuanyuan asked.
"You can't let Song Tao know about our cooperation."
"What are your conditions? You haven't discussed it with Song Tao yet? You're the boss, and you're still afraid of a subordinate's opinion? As soon as Feng Yuanyuan's words were finished, she smiled a little disdainfully.
"Song Tao is not only my subordinate, he is also my partner! Without his help, my company would not have been able to grow to the size it is today! At least, it won't grow to the size it is today! Moreover, I am in the Jiamei Group, and I will almost rely on him to do many things for me in the future. I said.
"You explained it to me so clearly, it is nothing more than that you want me to agree to your request and prove the important position of Song Tao by your side! However, if we really cooperated this time, it would be impossible for Song Tao not to know! Have you considered this? Feng Yuanyuan asked again, "If the two of us work together, and let Tao find out later, won't it be more difficult for you to explain to him?" ”
"I just want this project to be successful!" I said firmly.