Chapter 6 Painful Smiles

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I accompanied Chen Yi, and the two of us came to Gu Xiaoyaojin.

As soon as you walk in, it seems that this place is isolated from the noisy world outside, and although this ancient Xiaoyaojin Park is located in a bustling place, its surroundings are really still. It is a step to describe the place I passed just now, but it couldn't be more vivid.

At this time, at this time, at night, many of Gu Xiaoyaojin's business establishments had all closed. Most of the people who come here come here with their families to rest. And more, of course, couples. It's just that the couples who come here are not very old, and they all look like students.

Chen Yi and I walked quietly in this ancient Xiaoyaojin Park, and neither of us spoke at first, as if the surrounding qiē had nothing to do with the two of us.

Soon, we walked to the lake, where several couples were sitting on chairs by the lake, and a few of them were kissing. Under the cover of this dark night, it is really a pleasure to cheat here.

The refreshing wind blew slightly, and under the light, I could clearly see the waves "swinging" from the surface of the river, so quiet and peaceful. Workplace novice promotion 6

Seeing this, my mood also calmed down unconsciously.

"Let's take a break!" Chen Yi also seemed to be touched by the scene in front of him, and suddenly said to me.

I nodded, and sat down with her on the empty bench in front of me.

As we sat down, neither of us spoke at first.

Here, the occasional passer-by, with the whispers and laughter ringing in our ears. The laughter on the side set off the embarrassment of the two of us together, and the loneliness of the two of us.

Another gust of wind blew, blowing the waves on the blue river.

"Let's go inside and have a look! It's a little cold here. Chen Yi said to me again.

I nodded, of course Chen Yi said this is all an excuse, she wants to go with me to talk to a place where there is no one inside. Of course, I understand that.

The two of us walked all the way, crossed a stone bridge, turned the House of Horrors and the Peacock Garden, and came to a dark chair to sit down. There was silence around it, except for the occasional eerie and eerie voice of the peacock, and only the sound of the wind to keep us company.

"Just rest here for a while." Chen Yi said again.

"Hmm." I answered as well.

The two of us found a chair and sat down, and there was silence around us, as if we were the only ones left in this world.

As we sat down, the two of us were silent again.

After about two or three minutes, I finally couldn't bear the silence anymore, and first spoke: "Chen Yi, do you have anything to say to me?" ”

As soon as I said this, even I thought it was strange that I had asked her out tonight. And now, it's me who asks her for nothing. However, Chen Yi didn't seem to think there was anything wrong with my question. Workplace novice promotion 6

"What about you? Is there anything you'd like to say to me? Chen Yi didn't reply to my words, but asked rhetorically first.

"Yes."

Chen Yi was silent for a moment, and then replied to me: "I have it too." ”

"You speak first." The two of us said in unison, almost as if they had been rehearsed in a TV series.

"Let's talk first!" Chen Yi said again.

I nodded slightly, groaned for a moment, and I only said five words full of guilt, "Chen Yi, I'm sorry." ”

As soon as he heard my words, Chen Yi fell silent again.

"Wang Yi, do you really not like me at all? You've never liked me, have you? After being silent for a long time, Chen Yi said with a crying voice, and as soon as he finished speaking, the tears on Chen Yi's face had already fallen.

There are no lights on the road here, and it is difficult for light to enter, only Chen Yi and I are here. Although I couldn't see the teardrops on Chen Yi's face, I could clearly feel her sadness and the temperature of the teardrops from the corners of her eyes.

She was really sad and sad, and when I felt her sad sadness, my heart was also like a ball, why shouldn't I be sad?

Chen Yi suddenly grabbed my arm with her hand, "Don't you really like me at all?" ”

"Not really." I saw that Chen Yi was so sad, and my heart suddenly softened, I didn't know what to use to make up for this bloody wound.

"Why, why is that?" Chen Yi was extremely hurt at this time, and asked me.

"Chen Yi, it's all my fault, it's all my fault, it's my unworthiness!" Saying that I am here, my hand slapped myself in the face.

Bang bang, one slap after another kept ringing in my ears. I slapped five times in a row, and Chen Yi reacted and grabbed my hand.

"Don't, don't fight anymore." Chen Yi said to me, and her voice was also full of tears.

"Wang Yi, why is this, can you sue me for this?" Chen Yi looked at me, I couldn't see her eyes clearly, but I could clearly feel the heat of her gaze, burning on my body and making me tremble.

Now, I don't want to hide it from Chen Yi.

"Now, I have three women in my heart, and I can't let go of any of them. I can't even handle my relationship with them now, and I don't want to make you miserable anymore! I'm really sorry for you, I'm a brute, and I really don't want you to be hurt even the slightest bit more! If I could go back to that night, I would never do anything to hurt you again, I am a brute, I am sorry for you......" My voice grew sad, these were all words from my heart, and these words were the first time I said them to others.

Chen Yi is a good girl, I really don't want to hurt her!

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I slapped my face again, Chen Yi grabbed my hand again, her voice was more poignant, more sad, "No, that's not your fault, I volunteered." ”

Hearing Chen Yi's words, the guilt in my heart surged like waves, my heart was trembling, such a kind Chen Yi, how could I bear to hurt her?

"Chen Yi, I'm sorry......" At this moment, I really don't know what to say except sorry. My heart is very "chaotic", "chaotic" has become a mess of hemp, if it is all knives, I really want to cut this "messy" hemp to pieces!

"Don't be sorry, it's not your fault......" Chen Yi's gentle voice sounded in my ears, her body half-embraced me, as if she wanted to draw warmth and strength from me.

I stroked Chen Yi's hair gently and gently, my heart was filled with remorse and self-blame, and my heart really hurt.

"Wang Yi, I just want to ask you one question now?" After being silent for a long time, Chen Yi finally opened his mouth and asked me, "I want you to tell me honestly, don't lie to me!" ”

"I promise!" I nodded in agreement.

"Did you ever like me?" Chen Yi looked up at me and said.

I looked at Chen Yi in front of me, answered her in a very solemn tone, and said, "I like it!" ”

"Really?" When Chen Yi heard my answer, her voice became a little trembling, as if she couldn't believe my words.

"It's true!" Again, I replied in a firm tone.

That's right, what I said is indeed true, I did have a heart for Chen Yi, especially when Bai Qi just left me, I really wanted to pursue Chen Yi as my girlfriend.

Chen Yi's head was suddenly buried in my arms, and she said to me in a very relieved tone: "With your words, it is enough." ”

Enough?

Is that really enough?

I don't know, but I don't know how to face Chen Yi in my arms now and in the future, can this really make up for the pain in her heart? If this alone can reduce the pain in Chen Yi's heart, I'm afraid no one will believe it.

But what can I do for Chen Yi?

As long as Chen Yi says it, and I can do it, I am willing to do anything for her!

After being silent for a long time, Chen Yi struggled to sit up from my embrace, she suddenly broke into a smile, smiled at me and said, "It's late, you can send me home!" ”

Hearing Chen Yi's laughter, my heart hurt again, I nodded, and walked with her in the direction of the gate of this ancient Xiaoyaojin.