388 Let's break up
Wang Baoyu's eyes suddenly became wet, he suddenly took Qian Meifeng into his arms, and muttered: "Meifeng, I'm sorry, it's all my fault. Look what you've become now! You weren't like that before! Don't think too much, okay, Miho? I'm not going to feel at ease. ”
"Baoyu, if I leave you one day, will you blame me?" Qian Meifeng suddenly asked inexplicably.
"Meifeng, what are you talking about, don't think nonsense." Wang Baoyu said unhappily, although deep down, he didn't want to be with Qian Meifeng, but he didn't want to lose Qian Meifeng.
"You answer me, what will you do if I leave you one day?" Qian Meifeng asked again, seemingly caring about this answer.
"If one day you choose to leave me, I will bless you and treat you as a sister until you are old." Wang Baoyu said.
"Will you be sad?" Qian Meifeng asked, Wang Baoyu was puzzled, where did this Han Nizi have so many questions today.
Wang Baoyu nodded and said: "Sadness is certain, but I will live well, because only in this way will you live an easy life and will not live a lifetime with emotional burdens." ”
"Then I'll be relieved." Qian Meifeng sighed and said faintly.
"Meifeng, what's wrong with you today?" Wang Baoyu felt a strong uneasiness from Qian Meifeng's sigh, and couldn't help asking.
Qian Meifeng stretched out her hands and hugged Wang Baoyu tightly, leaned her head on Wang Baoyu, and two lines of tears slid down her cheeks and landed on his neck.
Wang Baoyu was a little at a loss, and also hugged Qian Meifeng, caressed her back and said, "Silly girl, what are you crying for the New Year!" Is it to blame that I didn't give you a gift? ”
"Baoyu, let's break up!" Qian Meifeng gently kissed Wang Baoyu's face and whispered in his ear.
Qian Meifeng's voice was very small, but when it reached Wang Baoyu's ears, it was like a thunderbolt, this sudden change made him unbearable all of a sudden, he pushed Qian Meifeng away, and asked in disbelief: "Meifeng, what did you say?" ”
"Baoyu, let's break up! I'm so tired. Qian Meifeng said with tears in her eyes.
"Meifeng, what's wrong with you? I have you in my heart. Wang Baoyu shouted at Meifeng.
"What's that, I don't want to be with you anymore anyway!" Qian Meifeng also said loudly at Wang Baoyu.
"Why is that? Why? Wang Baoyu covered his head and said with a decadent face. Although he never wanted to marry Qian Meifeng and have children in his heart, he lost it like this, which still made Wang Baoyu feel extremely lost in his heart, and there was an unspeakable pain.
All kinds of past events immediately came to mind, Qian Meifeng's kindness to him, and the warmth that the two of them used to be together have inadvertently been deeply imprinted in Wang Baoyu's heart.
"Do you really care about me? If I have been waiting for you, will I be able to wait until you marry me in this life? Qian Meifeng asked painfully.
Wang Baoyu shouted: "Meifeng, is marriage so important to you? I've said it a long time ago, we're all still young, we can all wait a little longer, can you give me some time? ”
Qian Meifeng took Wang Baoyu's hand and put it on her chest, shook her head and said with a wry smile: "It's not good, Baoyu, I don't want to wait, I don't want to wait anymore." Baoyu, you touch my heart well, it's so tired now that it doesn't even have the strength to beat. ”
Wang Baoyu said resolutely: "Meifeng, I don't agree to break up!" After the New Year, let's get married, shall we? Together for a lifetime! ”
The tears in Qian Meifeng's eyes were like beads with broken threads, and they kept falling, she gently stroked Wang Baoyu's face, and said: "Baoyu, you have this sentence, and it is not in vain that I have waited for you for so long, these are enough." ”
Wang Baoyu grabbed Qian Meifeng's hand and asked, "Meifeng, I know I snubbed you, don't talk angrily anymore, I'm scared when I hear it." I'm also afraid of losing you. ”
"Baoyu, you have always disliked me for being stupid, but I am not confused in my heart. You have a Cheng Xueman in your heart, but I just don't want to admit it, and I always lie to myself. But this is an unchangeable fate, just like I have you in my heart, no one else can take it away, and similarly, I can't pull your heart back from Cheng Xueman, it's better to fulfill you. Qian Meifeng withdrew her hand and choked up to tell the truth.
"Meifeng, she's just my classmate, why do you think so much?" Wang Baoyu said with a weak heart, in fact, in his heart, he was always unsure of Cheng Xueman, but the more this is the case, the more he wants to have Cheng Xueman completely, and he can't see the beauty that Qian Meifeng has.
Qian Meifeng wiped her tears and said coldly: "Baoyu, do you remember the last time I went to the town to see you?" ”
"Of course I remember, it was in my office that you met Cheng Xueman." Wang Baoyu said puzzledly, but there was a drum in her heart, could it be that Qian Meifeng saw the clue in this meeting? It's impossible, I'm very careful, and Cheng Xueman didn't show his feet!
"Baoyu, I'm sorry, I lied to you, I didn't go back that night, at the door of Cheng Xueman's house, I saw the two of you together." Qian Meifeng shook her head and said bitterly.
Wang Baoyu's face immediately became ugly, remembering the incident that night with Cheng Xueman who heard the cry of the "female ghost", he suddenly understood that the piercing cry was Qian Meifeng's.
"Meifeng, it's me who is sorry for you." Wang Baoyu said in a low voice, full of apologies for Qian Meifeng in her heart, no matter what she said, she still had a relationship with Qian Meifeng on her side, but she was dating Cheng Xueman over there, and it was her fault first.
"Baoyu, in fact, aren't you deceiving yourself? You're tired too, aren't you? I know I don't have any culture, and I'm not worthy of you, but I can't tolerate others in my heart, since your heart has already been given to her, I don't want to reach out to you for something, let's break up! Qian Meifeng said very calmly, but there was undoubted firmness in her tone.
Alas! Wang Baoyu let out a long sigh, knowing that the matter was irreparable, he finally said helplessly after a long time: "Then break up!" ”
Qian Meifeng only felt that it was dark in front of her, and she was almost about to faint, although she came for this purpose, but after receiving Wang Baoyu's reply, she still clearly heard the voice of her heart breaking.
The two men stood like this in the cold winter night, facing each other, silent. Until a fierce sound of firecrackers broke the unbearable silence, Qian Meifeng smiled sadly and said, "Baoyu, send me home!" ”