Chapter 4: Hu Feifei and I confess to each other

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I'm sorry?

When I heard Hu Feifei's apology, my heart was also shocked.

This apology came so abruptly, I was obviously asking her a question just now, this little girl, actually gave me this sentence at this time.

Looking at Hu Feifei in front of her, her head was also raised at this time, and her eyes were on me.

Previously, whether I was picking her up at the train station or when we were having lunch together just now, Hu Feifei kept her head down and didn't dare to look at me.

And now, Hu Feifei raised her head and looked at me, and in her eyes, there was struggle and remorse, and at the same time, she seemed to have a sense of relief that she finally said what she was thinking. Workplace promotion 4

Perhaps, this apology has always been hidden deep in her heart and has been buried deeply. And after meeting me, this apology has been circling in her mind. Now, as I sat in front of her, there were just the two of us in the room, and she finally said the apology.

Probably, that was the first thing she said to me when she wanted to face me alone.

Looking at Hu Feifei in front of me, and hearing her apology, I was stunned for a moment, I didn't know what to do here. I really didn't expect this to happen.

"When we were in the thirties of the Chinese New Year's Eve, didn't we say yes? Let the past pass! "Silent for a moment, I said.

Hu Feifei's eyes looked at me, and this look was still like crying.

She didn't speak, but her eyes seemed to tell a thousand words.

"I'm sorry......" Hu Feifei said again, hiding her face and crying at this time.

Seeing Hu Feifei like this, I moved my feet slightly and was about to stand up, but as soon as I moved my feet, I took my feet back.

Hu Feifei is very sad and blames herself, I really want to comfort her, I really want to give her a shoulder that she can lean on when she cries. It's just that I really can't do that now.

"Feifei, don't cry, okay? It's all gone......"

I persuaded Hu Feifei again, but Hu Feifei was still crying.

After a while, Hu Feifei cried, and I was even more shocked to hear her words.

Hu Feifei choked up and told everything she knew, and she later found out about the fact that I was hospitalized twice because of her and almost lost my life; She didn't like Dong Fei, she just wanted to leave me and give me a chance to get along with Li Yun'er, she confessed; At that time, I said those things that made her sad at the door of the hotel, which broke her heart, and she confessed; She didn't dare to accept the man's kindness to her, she just didn't want to taste the abandonment again, she said.

The more she talked, the more sad Hu Feifei cried.

The fact that I was hospitalized was what Wang Xiaolei and Sun Xiaoxue told her later, and the reason why I was dying and sick and spurted blood; She knew that Li Yun'er liked me, in addition to what Hu Feifei felt on weekdays, there was also the fact that when Mr. Wang was discharged from the hospital, they bought beer to celebrate. When Li Yun'er confessed to me, Hu Feifei was about to go to the toilet, but she heard all of Li Yun'er's words outside the door. However, she didn't dare to accept the man's words, but she didn't explain the reason, and I know the reason. Workplace promotion 4

"I know you're good to me, and you're genuinely good to me, and I'm trying to accept you. It's just that I didn't want Yuna to be sad at the time, so I deliberately wanted to leave you. But I didn't expect that you would cause so much damage and make you almost ......" Speaking of this, Hu Feifei bit her lip tightly, unable to speak again.

"Feifei, these are all things in the past, don't mention it again, okay?" I'll say to Hu Feifei again.

The more Hu Feifei said this, the more excited her feelings became. Seeing her more and more excited and sad, how can I bear it?

Obviously, Hu Feifei didn't listen to me at all, but continued: "I really didn't want to hurt you, I really didn't want to hurt you. ”

"I know, I know what you're saying." Speaking of this, my voice was a little choked unconsciously.

Hu Feifei hid her face and cried, and the crying appearance was extremely pitiful.

At this moment, I really want to take Hu Feifei in my arms and comfort her.

Only, I know, I can't do that.

"I know we can't go back to the way we were, and I don't deserve to be nice to me anymore, and I'm not worthy to like you. Until now, all I've done is hurt you......"

"It's not like that!" I said in a very resolute tone.

Hu Feifei was still immersed in her own grief at this time, and my resolute words also shocked her from her own grief.

I looked at Hu Feifei in front of me and said to her very sincerely and seriously: "Feifei, during this time with you, I am really happy!" Also, it's not that you don't deserve to be liked, you're a good girl, a good girl! It's that I'm not qualified to like you! Remember what I said earlier in this room? ”

My eyes were on Hu Feifei, and Hu Feifei looked at me with a somewhat overwhelmed look. Obviously, Hu Feifei didn't know what I meant by that.

Looking at Hu Feifei in front of me, I gritted my teeth slightly, these words have been pressed in my heart for a long time, and they really torture my heart almost all the time.

And now, since Hu Feifei confessed her heart to me, why should I hide myself?

"I said I once loved you vilely, do you remember?" I said to Hu Feifei, and without waiting for her to speak, I let out a sigh and said to her, "I used to like you when I liked other girls!" When I said this sentence completely, it was as if all the strength of my whole body had been withdrawn from my body.

I saw that Hu Feifei's eyes in front of me were completely stunned and at a loss, and this look made me feel even more distressed. When I said all these words, the boulder that had been weighing on my heart seemed to have completely landed.

I know that at this time, Hu Feifei's heart may be difficult to bear.

Perhaps, she hates me.

But that's not what I'm supposed to think about at this time.

As soon as I finished speaking, my eyes were on Hu Feifei's body, and Hu Feifei's eyes were completely stunned, as if she was doubting her ears and not believing what I said.

"I'm the one who should be sorry for you, but I just want to say to you that my feelings for you are absolutely true! I've liked you at the same time, but I'm not kidding you! Every feeling I have for you is true! I said again, though I knew how rude and shameless I was.

If it were in a feudal society, this system of polygamy, it would never be an exaggeration for me to have such thoughts. However, now this is in our country, and in today's modern society, except for some countries and our ethnic minorities, which still practice the system of polygamy, they are all monogamous.

I have the idea of falling in love with multiple women at the same time, which is not tolerated by society in the eyes of most people in society. Even I know that it's shameful.

But love is love.

Who can control their feelings?

"What you said is true?" After a long period of silence, Hu Feifei asked me.

My head seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, but I nodded. Hu Feifei's eyes flickered, and there was a look of complete disbelief in his expression.

"It's not you who is at fault, it's me! I shouldn't have stepped into your life in the first place, let alone moved you emotionally. I said to Hu Feifei again.

Hu Feifei's eyes had turned to the side at this time, and her hands were still wiping the tears that kept flowing from the corners of her eyes.

"Why didn't you say it before? Why are you suing me now? Hu Feifei turned her head slightly and asked me, and as she asked, I seemed to hear a heartbroken voice.

Is this heartbreak mine or hers?

"Today, you said what was in your heart, and I don't want to hide myself anymore." I said to Hu Feifei, "Just like Wang Guoqing said just now, today is the time for me to confess." If it weren't for what happened before, I would have really ended up hiding it from you, and you would have chosen to be with you for the rest of my life. However, you and I both know that we can't go back to the past......"