However, Sister Xiaoyu also said that this matter is indeed not authentic for me, and I didn't do it well, so I had such a result. Fortunately, Xiao Lu, who was far away in the provincial capital, didn't know about it yet, and if you knew that I was still breaking the thread for Xia Mengrong, she must be even more desperate and sad.

But Sister Xiaoyu also told me about it again. Xiao Lu and Xia Meng, let me choose at least one. also said, "Xu Mo, you are not the emperor, or no matter how rich your family is, you can't be polygamous, Huaxia Kingdom is like this, so you can only choose one and give up the other one." ”

"I can help you convince Xia Meng not to be angry with you and help you resolve the misunderstanding, but this fundamental problem depends on you. Who do you love, or which one do you love more? ”

In fact, I have thought about this question countless times, but I have avoided it, I dare not think about this problem, but I have finally come to this point. I can't escape a step.

Sister Xiaoyu said, "Silently." I think you better think about it yourself, my dad seems to be here. Let him know that I still have contact with you, he is going to misunderstand again, okay, I'll hang up, you think about it, call me again, next time I go to school, help you clear Xia Meng's misunderstanding, in addition, Xiao Lu's side, I also went over to ask about the situation to see if I could help, poor Lulu, she didn't tell me about her condition, it's really a distressing girl. ”

"Actually, in my opinion, Lulu and I are good sisters, and of course I hope she doesn't get hurt. But you are also my best brother, and I respect your ideas. ”

After hanging up the phone, I think it's time for me to think about this problem, it's not a way to avoid it, whether to choose Xiao Lu or Xia Meng, I have to make up my mind, I can't do this anymore, hurt one after another, it's not good for me or them.

I smoked more than a pack of cigarettes that night, and when my dad got up, he scolded me hard, saying that I was not dying, and I didn't sleep and smoked desperately. I was given a day off that day, I didn't go to school, I didn't sleep all night, I finally figured out what I thought in my heart, in fact, I had already made this decision.

There are some things that should indeed be faced by oneself, not run away.

I woke up around noon, washed up, and then dressed up, and went out, I had to go to Xia Meng, I had to make a decision.

Lulu is so pitiful, although it is not me who directly sexually harmed her, but indirectly, her father is like that, she has suffered a lot for me to work in such a place, and she does not tell me, hide it from me. [To read the latest chapter of this book, please search] In contrast, although Xia Meng likes me, he has only been collecting my test papers and collecting that innocent crush. Xia Meng and I can talk about a pure and innocent love in the mood for love, but Xiao Lu and I can talk about a love that can be sung and cried. In contrast, the latter, of course, is more painful.

Without me, Xia Meng can still live, but without me, Xiao Lu may not be able to live. The strength that has always supported her, in addition to family affection, there is also love, love for me. But if even I turn my back on her, how will she live?

Besides, Xia Meng's side, her mother has always objected, our time together is getting shorter and shorter, and it is rare to be together even once a week, and because of Su Ran, she and I have met at school for a short time. Even, our relationship has entered a trough, maybe she didn't find out, but I found out that after we met, there was no passion at the beginning. On the other hand, when Xiao Lu and I were together, we were happy and looked forward to being together every day, even if her father objected, we still had a sneaky underground relationship, which felt quite fun, and when I thought about it, I felt that it was a particularly picturesque memory.

Although I'm sorry Xia Meng, it can only be like this. Long pain is better than short pain, there is always someone who will get hurt.

I texted Xia Meng and told her, "No matter what, I know and love each other, I want to see you for the last time, okay?" We have some things that really need to be explained clearly, so that I am willing to be dumped by you. ”

Maybe because of my text message, she really came to see me after school, obviously crying, and her eyes were red. She asked me, "Xu Mo, did you sleep well last night?" I shook my head and said, "You didn't sleep well, what about you?" She said: "She too, she cried until she woke up crying in the middle of the night, Su Ran fetched water for her to wash her face, and tossed until one or two o'clock before falling asleep." ”

What she said hurt in my heart, and my guilt for her deepened, but there is no way, two women, I can only choose one after all.

I pulled her and said, "Come out with me, I have something to tell you." ”

She looked at me and said yes.

Because it was noon, she said, "Xu Mo, if you have something, just say it quickly, I'm afraid that Su Ran will come out to find me immediately." ”

I said, "Okay, it won't take you too long." "Taiwan is dead.

I apologized to her, and then explained the missing text message yesterday, and finally told Lulu about the miserable thing in the provincial capital, she left tears after listening to it, probably sympathizing with Lulu's experience, Lulu's family changes, it is really pitiful.

At the end of the day, she interrupted me and said, "Xu Mo, I know what you mean, I understand what you mean, I understand your hardships, then, will we still be friends in the future?" ”

Her tears fell to the ground, and there were ripples at her feet, at my feet. I feel like my heart is about to break, such a beauty, such an intoxicating person, crying so much pear blossom with rain, how can I be willing to part with her, but the helplessness of reality makes me have to do this.

I smiled calmly at her and said, "Of course, Mengmeng, we can still be the best, best and best friends, and even, you can also be my sister, how about it, when I am my sister, I can take care of you, and I can take care of you for the rest of my life." ”

She pouted suddenly, and said, "No, I don't want to be your sister, a good friend for life, I don't want to be a sister, and I have to call Sister Xiao Lu later, so I won't do it." ”

Then his eyes were red, he poked my head with his finger, and said coquettishly, "Lulu's matter, in fact, I have somewhat guessed it, the expression you had when you chatted with Sister Xiaoyu, and the fact that you have been to the provincial capital, it is not difficult to guess it comprehensively." It's just that Lulu is such a big deal, you don't sue me, I knew that she was like this, how could I rob a man with her, no matter how much I like it, I have to have a conscience, right? ”

When she said this, I was moved to tears, Xia Meng was so understanding, and she spoke for me, she was obviously excusing me for being irresponsible, didn't she know that she was uncomfortable.

I hugged her in my arms and said sadly, "Mengmeng, you don't have to be like this, you don't have to be like this, if it's uncomfortable, you can cry, it's me Xu Mo who is sorry for you, I swear, even if I use the next year, two years, three years, or even ten years to compensate you, I will, really." ”

She burst into tears, hugged my shoulder, and bit me lightly, it didn't hurt much in my shoulder, but it hurt in my heart.

Xia Meng has always been an empathetic and good girl, even if there has always been a bad girl like Su Ran by her side to encourage her, she has never wavered in her feelings for me.

When she finished crying, she said she went back, and I told her to be careful behind me and asked her if she wanted me to send her back, but she ignored me, and I couldn't help it, so I let her go. When I kept passing by the library, I suddenly wanted to see how Xia Meng was doing, and whether she had gone back.

I secretly ran to the fork in the road where she was walking, so that I could intercept her, and sure enough, I found her around a corner, and she was squatting beside a stone bench, crying in a low voice, crying silently, and people in the distance probably thought she was bowing her head to tie her shoes. And her shoulders shrugged, her whole body trembled, and when I saw this scene, my heart was almost torn, and it hurt.

For a moment, I wanted to rush over and tell her, I don't want to be separated, let's continue to be together, don't be like this, it's too painful. Then he hugged her hard and never separated again. But, but I can't, I can't be ruthless at this time, what if it will be more painful in the future?

But she has been squatting there like this, motionless for nearly half an hour, even her legs are numb, I know her heartache, I can't help it, even if you break up, don't let her suffer like this.

I just wanted to go over and persuade her to leave, when a figure ran over, a familiar figure, Su Ran.

Su Ran burst into tears and cried, "What did I say, what did I say, look at it, look at it, I told you a long time ago, is he Xu Mo a good thing, you just don't listen, you don't listen to your sister's words, who do you listen to, now it's okay, I can't look at him, let's run, ah." You say, how can there be such a beast who kills a thousand knives in the world..."

I don't know why, Su Ran also cried, I don't dare to come forward at this time, Su Ran pulled Xia Meng, step by step, planning to let her go, but Xia Meng just didn't go, couldn't walk, and refused to cry loudly, just whispered, endured, afraid of crying out loud, her shoulders trembled, after Su Ran came, her shoulders shook even more.

"You stupid girl!! Whining. Su Ran cried and shouted, "If you want to cry, you just cry loudly, you endure it, who do you endure to show it, don't be afraid of being embarrassed, cry, cry, this damn stinky man, don't believe it in the future, don't believe it, do you know?" ”

"Look at what you see, look at your paralysis!"

Su Ran kicked the onlookers, helped Xia Meng, and walked towards the teaching building step by step.

And my heart, falling to the bottom, hurts beyond words.

After I went back, I called Sister Xiaoyu and told her that she didn't have to say anything to Xia Meng, I had already dealt with it, she asked me who I chose, I didn't speak, I just said to Sister Xiaoyu, "My heart is so uncomfortable, Sister Xiaoyu, I don't want to say this, you come out, accompany me." ”