1152.Chapter 1152 - Won't Fall in Love with the Snake's Venom
She didn't know what kind of shadow the stimulation of such a bloody picture would have on a child.
But for him, the moment he saw the woman and the child killed.
He must have been terrified and blamed himself to the extreme, and thought that he had killed those men, and that he was only a simple child of twelve.
Jun Sanshao smiled strangely: "Later, when I was killing people, I would also quietly think that I shot them for their good, so I should kill them, and I did not hesitate to kill them." ”
Ye Lu's hand trembled, slipped from his hand, and looked at him fixedly.
"That feeling, like a demon who has mastered the truth, is becoming more and more unscrupulous, with a lot of blood on his hands, killing people like numbness, but without a little guilt!"
Jun Sanshao smiled strangely and darkly, his dark red eyes like rubies, almost unable to suppress the cold bloodlust, and a long-suppressed mania.
"Ye Lu, I have done a lot of bad things, I am such an extremely evil person, can you accept it, aren't you afraid of a murderer lying next to your pillow?"
Ye Lu trembled, looked at him incredulously, his lips were white and trembling.
"You...... Lie to me. She knew that he had always been a cruel man, but when she really faced his past, she realized that she had thought too simply.
Because she hadn't seen it with her own eyes and didn't know what he had done, her cruelty to him was only superficial and vague.
Now listening to him personally talk about his bloody murderous past, I find that his life is more bloody than she imagined, I only feel a chill in my heart, and my hands and feet can't help but tremble.
"You see, this is the real me, and what you see and love is only the best side of me, and this is my sinful side, the unacceptable side, and one of my true colors, the real me."
He looked at her frightened look, his fingers trembling, and she showed fear of his true character.
His heart was stabbed hard, but the smile was still there, but it was difficult to suppress a sense of desolation and gloom.
He knew that he shouldn't have said it, but he suddenly couldn't control the feelings he wanted to vent out of the past, the voice that had been suppressed in his heart for a long time and no one knew.
"You now find that I am far darker and more terrible than you imagined, like a poisonous snake in a dark corner, some people appreciate the strange beauty of snakes, but no one really falls in love with the snake's venom."
He smiled shallowly, and gently reached out to caress her pale face.
"While you know my Emperor thoroughly, is it also the time when your love is disappearing step by step?"
His words are sharp and straightforward, his eyes are as bright as a burning fire, manic, mixed with incomparably complex feelings, full of anticipation, but also full of despair and pain!
He stubbornly thought of a sentence in his heart: You fell in love with me because you didn't understand, but I hoped that you would love me because you understood, but in the end you lost your love because of your understanding.
He longed for her to love him, to love him as he really was, to be able to tolerate his past mistakes, darkness and even sin.
May I? Is it okay to love all of him?
He asked in his mind.
His eyes looked at her longingly.
Ye Lu closed his eyes tremblingly.
His heart suddenly fell silent, and those manic repressions suddenly disappeared, and he suddenly became cold.
In fact, he didn't have to reveal his past.