Of course, this idea was a decision he made silently in his own heart, and he would not tell anyone, nor would he tell Shen Mingzhu. >> Yawen Bar_ _ ·''.-y-a-·e·n=8=.=c=o=m

He will only do it little by little, using actions to accomplish his plans, not words.

Xiao Xian was originally a man who was good at scheming and deep in the city, and the reason why he was so reckless and arrogant was just that he had always disdained to do those things.

When he was a son, he felt that he was a son.

When he was a prince, he felt that he was a prince, and he never wanted to get more, except for Shen Mingzhu.

And now, he feels that he is a person who wants to make contributions to the pearl, then he is a sharp sword, a net that can be bent and stretched, and a strategist who can plan the situation in the world. _ >> Yawen Bar ···. =ｙ=ａ·=

What he didn't care about in the past, he will do now, such as rebelling against the people around Princess Qin, and ambushing Princess Qin as an undercover agent.

Even pay a significant price to keep your most precious memories.

He is indifferent on the surface, but he is very active on the inside.

Princess Qin stood aside and secretly looked at him for a long time, becoming more and more convinced that he had really forgotten Shen Mingzhu, because he was indifferent to Shen Mingzhu and Wan Qinghou's family affairs and Chu Ting's interference. Ya>8_ -·-.'

Naturally, she didn't know that it was because Xiao Xian firmly believed that Shen Mingzhu only had him in his heart, just as he only had Shen Mingzhu in his heart.

What Wan Qinghou and Chu Ting all stop at friendship.

And Xiao Xian has had an insistence since he was a child, that is, to do his best or not to do it.

Before that, he was a loyal minister and wanted to protect the thousands of miles of Great Qin, so he has always been a loyal prince.

And now, he is an undercover agent, so naturally there will be an undercover posture.

Keeping everything deep in your heart is the first thing you need to do.

Princess Qin slowly walked up to him and smiled, "Is it much better now?" ”

She asked about Xiao Xian's dizziness and headache before, after all, it is a medicine that is poisonous, even if it is a slow effect, it will make people nervous a little confused.

Xiao Xian glanced at her, his eyes were a little unfamiliar, indifferent, and confused, and then nodded again, "It's better, but you still give me the medicine, if I don't take the medicine, I feel flustered, as if floating in the air, and I can't rely anywhere." ”

What he said was actual, and it was also a side effect of the medicine, and Princess Qin naturally knew it very well.

So she didn't have any suspicions, and of course she didn't know that Xiao Xian's current medicine was quietly stopped a few times, so he had frequent headaches and dizziness, and he had been relying on his strong perseverance to support it.

Because if he continued to take it, he felt that he would really be brainwashed and forget everything that Shen Mingzhu and he cared about.

Now, as the price of keeping all the memories of Mingzhu, he has forgotten a lot of things.

For example, when he was a child, he began to vaguely remember some things.

Lao Yanwang, Xiao Yu, the housekeeper and other people, there is only one symbol left in his memory, which is the same thing, but he has forgotten his voice and smile.

In order to make memories fade as slowly as possible, he always takes the trouble to recall, and then compresses those memories into simple story lines rather than plump scenes.

So he can only remember those things, just like the news from reading a history book, but he can't remember the appearance of those people.