"How to say it, if you want to say that you know, I guessed some, but it's not very clear, after all, I'm not your mother, so I don't need to know you so well, but I can still guess more or less. Bai Molian stopped the movements in her hand, looked at Xing Xiaohao, and said slowly: "What about me, as a person who has come over, I understand where your ideas come from, I have seen a lot, and even I thought about it myself." ”

Xing Xiaohao looked at Bai Molian with some confusion and asked, "Have you thought about it?"

"yes, I thought about it. Bai Molian smiled self-deprecatingly, as if she was lamenting the past, "What should I say before, there are some puppet elements, the puppet of the family, if I didn't resist, then I wouldn't marry Bing Mulin, but I will be a genius girl who has always been in the Bai family, the tool that is in the palm of the Bai family, I don't like it at all." ”

"I used to think about ending myself, but then I thought about it carefully, why did I die because I was the one who died, and I didn't do anything wrong, if the fault really was mine, then my birth was wrong, I shouldn't have been born, but now, the wood is complete, I've been born, so the fault is not on me at all, why should I die? So, I want to rebel, rebel against my parents, rebel against my family, rebel against destiny. ”

"What about you? You keep saying that Legu disciples are not afraid of the destiny of heaven, but since you want to choose death, then you are escaping from reality and fate, I don't know if your two masters know about this, but since I can see it, I think they should also know, but I don't know what they think. ”

"You should have had this idea a long time ago, settle everything, especially Xing'er's matter, and then, you will choose a place and end your life, right?" Bai Molian paused, looked at Xing Xiaohao, and asked heavily.

Xing Xiaohao was silent and did not speak.

"What about Xing'er's current state, the separation of body and soul, let's say, there is really such a thing, connecting our body and soul, then, Xing'er's current problem should be there, the reason why you are looking for all kinds of things related to the repair of the soul is to find out the possible reasons from it, but you know, this has never happened in the world, and it is difficult to solve it, but you have not given up, you are still looking for it. ”

"I don't understand that you don't want to give up such a difficult thing, but why would you choose to give up your life? Do you think that living in this world is the hardest thing?"

"Yes. Xing Xiaohao's answer interrupted Bai Molian's words.

Bai Molian looked at Xing Xiaohao, was silent for a moment, and then asked, "Why?

"Yes. Xing Xiaohao didn't explain too much, he knew, Bai Molian understood.

"That's escaping, you're escaping reality, you ask Ru'er and Feng'er not to escape, you want to escape yourself, Hao'er, what should you let me say?" Bai Molian shook her head gently, and then lowered her head and continued to chop vegetables.

"I'm self-aware after I've settled everything, so there's a certain difference between running away from it, but if I have to think so, then I don't have anything to say. Xing Xiaohao slowly turned around, looked straight ahead, and said, "Anyway, what I believe will not change." ”

"Those two little girls are with you, you have indeed changed them, and I, how much I hope they can change you, but now it seems that there is no such thing at all, thinking about it, it should not be too easy to change. Bai Molian lowered her head, so that people couldn't see her expression.

The two of them were doing their own things like this, no one spoke, and the sound of chopping vegetables came out, and Bai Molian suddenly spoke, "Do you know? As far as I am concerned, because of my own experience first, I don't want Ru'er to have a relationship with you, and you yourself have said that the reason why you take care of her is only because of your commitment to her, in this case, I hope you can always remember what you said." ”

"Ah, I won't forget. Xing Xiaohao nodded in response.

"For Ru'er, I won't let her live like me back then, feel like a puppet, and then in the end I want to end myself, the reason why I am strict is just that I hope she can understand that the girl has the ability to stand alone in this world, she is independent, and does not belong to anyone, whether it is me, or Bing Mulin, or a few of you who are very important to her, it is the same, only she can decide her life. ”

"She's still young, I don't want to say anything for the time being, even after I arrive, I'm still the same sentence, I won't interfere in her life, her life is chosen by herself, if then, her choice is still you, then I have nothing to say, although, as far as I personally think, you are not her good match, I don't want you to be with her. ”

Speaking of this, Bai Molian stopped and said slowly: " But this is just my idea, as for how she chooses in the end, it depends on herself, so Hao'er, I want you to remember what you promised me that day, no matter what you think, I hope you will not interfere with her choice, if she wants to be with you and go on all the time, then I will not object, but one day, if she wants to leave you, then no matter whether you have changed at that time, I hope you will not do anything that interferes with her choice, this is my bottom line. ”

"Another point is that you must not do anything to hurt her, no matter what you do, as long as you hurt her, then I don't care whose son you are, I will definitely not let you go. Bai Molian raised her head and looked at Xing Xiaohao, and said very, very seriously.

"Good. Xing Xiaohao also raised his head, looked directly at Bai Molian's gaze, and nodded, his expression still did not change at all, cold and indifferent.

"Okay, so let's talk about you. Bai Molian nodded lightly and said.

"What's the matter with me?" Xing Xiaohao asked in a daze.

"Xing'er shouldn't know what you want to die after the fact, since you deliberately conceal it, then I won't talk much, but Hao'er, you have to learn to take care of yourself, even if it's for Xing'er, you have to live well before then, so in exchange for me to help you hide it, next, you have to listen to me, food, clothing, housing and transportation must be according to my standards." Bai Molian looked at Xing Xiaohao with a smile and said.

Xing Xiaohao looked at Bai Molian blankly, he wanted to take back his previous good words to Bai Molian, this is clearly a black belly.

Bai Molian saw that Xing Xiaohao had not spoken, so she spoke up again: "Hao'er, don't want to run away, I still hope to hear your promise from your mouth, it seems that you are very faithful to your promise, so, we will exchange a promise for a promise, if you can't open your mouth to guarantee, then I, maybe, don't guarantee it." ”

“...... Be. Xing Xiaohao stayed for a while, and then responded: "Okay, I promise you." ”

"Good. Bai Molian smiled lightly and turned around again.

Next, the two of them were busy with their own things, among which Bai Molian asked a lot about Bing Yiru, anyway, Xing Xiaohao told Bai Molian everything he knew, Bai Molian was Bing Yiru's mother, and Xing Xiaohao didn't need to hide it from her, anyway, Bing Yiru had a lot of accounts with Bai Molian, and it didn't matter if it was a little more.

“...... Oh, it turns out that there are so many more that I don't know, it's good, it's good!" Bai Molian's words seemed to make Xing Xiaohao see the cold winter, and Xing Xiaohao silently didn't speak.

"Huh, I've been busy with a lot of things lately, and I'm afraid I don't have time to settle accounts with her......" Bai Molian muttered in a low voice, and then asked, "This year, it's your turn, right?"

"Yes. Xing Xiaohao nodded in response.

"Ah, that's fine, it's just the right time to settle accounts with her. Bai Molian said softly.

"But Aunt Lian, it's the New Year, the New Year's ......"

"The new year has to have a new atmosphere, and I settle the bill at the end of the year by the way, which is not very good. Bai Molian unhurriedly put the cooked fish soup and said softly.

Xing Xiaohao was powerless to refute, nodded and responded: "Yes, no problem." ”

"Well, I'll trouble you next, I'll call them over for dinner. Bai Molian put down the fish soup, and then began to tidy up the sleeve robe that she had picked up, because the sleeve robe was too big, and it would be too troublesome to cook.

"Good. Xing Xiaohao nodded in response.

What is surprising is that the three of Bai Jian are still sleeping now, haven't they slept well? Bai Molian knew that Bai Jian didn't sleep well, she didn't believe that Bai Jing didn't sleep well, she still slept like a pig next to her yesterday, who is taking care of whom now?!

Bai Molian stepped forward, and one person collapsed his head.

"Ah......" The three people who were in pain immediately sat up, and then happened to see Bai Molian who turned to leave, and hurriedly shouted: "Madam, what are you doing......

"Don't look at what time it is, hurry up to the kitchen to help, I'll call the three girls." Bai Molian turned around and said with a serious face, only then did they realize that they had fallen asleep, and now this is ......

As soon as the three of them looked out the window, they knew something bad was going on, and hurriedly got up and rushed to the kitchen.

Bai Molian came to her daughter's room and saw that Zi Yuxin was sitting on the edge of the bed, and then fell asleep on the bed, and then Gu Caixia stayed by her side.

As soon as Gu Caixia saw Bai Molian coming in, she bowed down and said, "Madam Bai." ”

"Hmm. Bai Molian nodded lightly, and then asked, "Why does she sleep here and not go to bed?"

"The palace master said that he would not disturb the ice Ling palace master to rest, so he simply lay down here. Gu Caixia said truthfully.

"Hmph, that girl is like a pig when she sleeps, and it's difficult to wake her up. Bai Molian shook her head gently, and then said: "The meal is ready, call her up to eat, go to sleep after eating, and then lie on the bed and sleep comfortably, how can it be done like this." ”

"Yes. Gu Caixia replied with a smile and went to call Zi Yuxin.

Bai Molian here naturally went to call Bing Yiru, "Ru'er, Ru'er, Ru'er, wake up, it's time to get up and eat......"

"Well, Mom, I still want to sleep......" Bing Yiru's first sentence after being woken up by Bai Molian was this, and then it was, "No, I won't eat, I want to sleep." ”

The body writhed on the bed and didn't want to get up, one turned over, pulled his arm, covered the quilt over his head, and shrunk in it to continue sleeping.

Zi Yuxin, who was woken up by Gu Caixia on the side, together with Gu Caixia, is now looking blankly ahead, like this, how can such Bing Yiru feel very cute.

Bai Molian suddenly had a feeling of returning to the past, so that she was like the daughter she knew, sleeping and sleeping to death, she couldn't wake up, and she still had a lot of anger to get up, the reason was that the little feet over there were also kicked, very hard, half of the quilt had been kicked away, exposing the white little feet, and then maybe she felt cold, and suddenly retracted it again, half of the quilt was folded together, in this way, the person should have shrunk into a ball, sleep, is it comfortable?

Bai Molian shook her head helplessly, and then said to Zi Yuxin and Gu Caixia who were staying there: "You go first, I'll wake her up and come over, just go out of the kitchen directly, it's not big here, you should be able to find it if you look for it." ”

"Oh, good. Zi Yuxin stood up and bowed goodbye to Bai Molian, and then went out with Gu Caixia.

Bai Molian sighed softly, put the quilt away, and then gently pulled the quilt, exposing the little girl's little head, at this time, Bing Yiru's whole body was curled up together, her hands and feet were touched, her head and knees were touched together, this girl liked to sleep like this when she was a child, I don't know who she learned it from, anyway, it's not herself, but it can't be Bing Mulin......

Bai Molian thought about it, there are not many people who have slept with this girl when she was a child, there are only a few, so how did she learn this, is it really comfortable to sleep like this? Bai Molian was puzzled.

Bai Molian moved to "disassemble" Bing Yiru, and at the same time shouted softly: "Ru'er, get up, hurry up, you've slept all day, you haven't eaten lunch, you can't stop eating dinner, get up quickly." ”

"Well, don't mom, I want to sleep ......" Bing Yiru's whole person seemed to be paralyzed on the bed, Bai Molian pulled her up very calmly, but she was very careful, otherwise it was very likely that the joint would be pulled off.

Bai Molian sat on the bed, let her daughter lean on her body, and said in such a soft voice: "No, you are now the time to grow up, you have not eaten breakfast and lunch, and you can't stop eating dinner, be good, obedient, get up and eat dinner first, and then go to sleep, okay?"

"Don't, Mom, people don't think about ......" The soft, glutinous voice, the ears of those who listened to it were crisp, of course, it was ineffective for Bai Molian.

Mom, when Bing Yiru was young, she couldn't wake up from sleep, and the scream she made to her mother was also the first time she spoke to her mother, Bai Molian was very happy, so many years have passed, since Bing Yiru still remembers.

Bai Molian smiled softly, her heart was full of apologies for not being by her side for so many years, but it was useless to apologize, she couldn't wake her up, and it wasn't an apology to wake her up now.

The next moment, it was really an instant change, "Bing Yiru, you can't afford to get up, I'll count to three, one!"

Before she finished counting, Bing Yiru sat up from the bed with a "boom", but she still looked drowsy.

Bai Molian looked at her with cold eyes, "If you want to force me, you just owe ...... clean up."

As he spoke, he went to the side and twisted a cold handkerchief, and when he turned around, Bing Yiru was lying down again, Bai Molian couldn't help sighing, and then the cold handkerchief was thrown directly on Bing Yiru's face, that was going to add frost, Bing Yiru was cold, "Ah, it's so cold......"

Can Bing Yiru say that there are really not many cold.

Bing Yiru was almost sober, and then met her mother's gaze that seemed to be about to burst into flames, regardless of thirty-seven twenty-one, admit her mistake first and then say, "Mom, I was wrong......"

Looking at her cute appearance shrinking back, Bai Molian couldn't bear to say anything, and went over to wipe her face, "Get up, eat, you don't see how long you've been asleep." ”

There was a feeling of hatred for iron and steel.

"Hmm......" Bing Yiru let her mother wipe her face, turned her head to look out the window, she really didn't know!!