Duan Feng was silent for a moment. I want to calm my mind. But it couldn't be still, no matter what.

Just think of whose daughter Duan Xijun is. and Chen Xiaoya is not married at all. Duan Feng was upset for a while.

"What do you want Chen Xiaoya to tell you. Are you going to let her go to Europe to find you as a woman?" Qu Linglong looked at Duan Feng coldly and said, "Even if she goes to Europe to find you. But can I find you?"

"If your enemy. Your opponents. They know that Chen Xiaoya is the woman you love. Do you think they won't threaten you with Chen Xiaoya? They won't kill Chen Xiaoya. Do you mess with it?"

"You tell me. What would become of you if Chen Xiaoya died. Are you still the same person you are?"

Duan Feng's breathing became heavier and heavier. Qu Linglong's every word was like a hammer hitting Duan Feng's heart.

If Chen Xiaoya is really dead. Maybe Duan Feng won't be the current Duan Feng.

"What qualifications do you feel to ask Chen Xiaoya now. Ask Chen Xiaoya why she did that to you." Qu Linglong took a deep breath. She knew that if she didn't let Duan Feng figure it out completely today. Something is going to happen. So he continued: "Are you still qualified. What did you do to Chen Xiaoya. Let's not talk about your marriage to Qi Yanmeng. Before getting married. Do you remember that there was a woman in Heluo City who was stupid for you? Waiting for you day after day, year after year. Wait for you to come back and get married. But what about you. I'm afraid you've forgotten."

Duan Feng's fists were unconsciously clenched together. Suddenly, the green muscles burst out: "I have a reason......"

didn't wait for Duan Feng to finish speaking. was interrupted by Qu Linglong and said again: "No matter what reason you have. But by that time you have forgotten . Forgot that there was an infatuated woman in Huaxia. I've been waiting for you. Forget that there is a woman who loves you dearly and cares for you. Even she has given her life to you. Or raw. or die. She'll be with you. But what about you."

"You didn't give her any information. She doesn't have any news from you." Qu Linglong roared, "I'm also a woman. I can imagine that. How hard Chen Xiaoya waited for you at the beginning. How tired. I know she's tired of waiting. Even want to give up on you. But she didn't. Do you know why?"

"Why?"

"Because of love. Because she loves you. For you, she can be born. She can die for you." Qu Linglong said excitedly: "Whether it's Huangquan or Jiuxiao. As long as there is a place for you Duan Feng. I'm afraid she Chen Xiaoya will dare to accompany you."

Duan Feng closed his eyes weakly. Qu Linglong is right. The upper poor blue falls down the yellow spring. She Chen Xiaoya will accompany her. I'd rather die than regret it.

Qu Linglong took another breath and said, "Now you understand. Now you still have to ask Chen Xiaoya why?"

"I don't have any qualifications anymore." Duan Feng said weakly. All he felt was as if he was carrying a huge rock on his back. Dead pressed on his body.

"It's not that you're not qualified. It's that you've given up the qualifications you had back then."

Duan Feng after hearing this. The whole body trembled suddenly. His face turned pale in an instant. Qu Linglong is right. It's not that he's not eligible. Instead, he buried this qualification with his own hands.

It is buried deep under the hourglass of time.

But who is to blame for this? Who blames fate for making people? It's still strange that Duan Feng is unkind.

"yes. I'll bury it with my own hands." Duan Feng said with a painful expression.

"Do you regret it?" Qu Linglong asked softly.

Do you regret it.

Duan Feng could only smile bitterly. Even if you regret it. But what can be done? It's hard to turn back time.

"Even if it's regret. But does it work?" Duan Feng let out a long sigh: "The past is in the past. became history. It's impossible to change."

"You've got it. Why are you so persistent and can't let go?"

"Drop it." Duan Feng sighed: "I want to put it down too. But here he won't let me go." Saying that, Duan Feng pointed to the location of his heart: "Every time I see Xiaoya. Mine is going to hurt here. The pain is not under my control at all. It's like a thousand ants are biting your heart. It's heartbreaking."

Qu Linglong sighed slightly. Suddenly he found the man in front of him. I don't want him to look like a child. Beneath that smile. Too much pain was buried. Buried too much helplessness. But he never told anyone.

Bear it yourself. The wound is self-nourishing. Say nothing. Just silently gritted his teeth and persisted.

Beneath the youthful appearance. But there is a heart that has gone through all the vicissitudes of life.

Duan Feng. As a woman, I can tell you clearly. Chen Xiaoya, her love for you has always existed." Qu Linglong looked at Duan Feng and said very seriously: "Her love for you has never changed. Even if you're married. You've always been his favorite. As long as she lives one day. This love will exist one day."

"How do you know?"

"Because I'm a woman." Qu Linglong looked at Duan Feng and continued: "Only women know women best."

Duan Feng was silent for a moment. Qu Linglong is right. Only women know women best.

"Although I have never loved. But I watched too much joy and sorrow. Naturally, I can see it." Qu Linglong continued: "Although I don't know why Chen Xiaoya adopted Duan Xijun. But don't you feel it? When you were with Duan Xijun. The tenderness in Chen Xiaoya's eyes. Even if it's ice. I'm afraid I can melt it with her gentle eyes."

Duan Feng's body trembled suddenly. instantly thought of every time he accompanied Duan Xijun. Chen Xiaoya's eyes. Endless tenderness. There is also a touch of warmth. Even the face shows this kind of happiness.

"She's thought you'd be his man in her heart." Qu Linglong took out a pack of cigarettes from her bag again. Handed it to Duan Feng. Then he continued: "A woman has put all her heart on you. You feel like there's something else she wouldn't dare to give you."

Duan Feng took a hard puff of his cigarette. Smoke surrounded Duan Feng's face. This made Duan Feng's expression a little confused.

"But why did Xiaoya do this. Why don't you tell the truth after meeting me. You are a woman. You tell me. The greatest possible."

"Why?" Qu Linglong sighed deeply after hearing Duan Feng's words again. At this moment, Duan Feng has already fallen into the enchantment. Fell into the magic barrier. And this magic barrier is Chen Xiaoya.

But how did she know why Chen Xiaoya didn't say it. It's hard to say. Or is my heart already broken by love.

At this moment, Duan Feng was looking at Qu Linglong with a nervous expression. Qu Linglong after seeing Duan Feng's expression. Sighed again. Only then did he slowly speak: "She should have something unspeakable."

"It's hard to say." Duan Feng was stunned.

"I guess so. After all, there is now a Duan Xijun by her side. If she says she still loves you. Then you must ask Duan Xijun whose daughter it is. But do you think Chen Xiaoya is talking? Even if you tell her what to say."

"I know you can't let go of Chen Xiaoya. So I don't advise you either. But I hope you can understand. You're married. If you still have a broken connection with Chen Xiaoya. Then you're hurting two women. Qi Yanmeng where you can't explain. CHEN Xiaoya. Will you let her be your canary?" Qu Linglong smiled bitterly: "Not all women can be like me. Willing to be your canary."

At this time, Feng completely ignored Qu Linglong's last sentence. The eyes are blank. Oh, yes. I'm married. If you still break the connection with Chen Xiaoya. Then you have to hurt Qi Yanmeng. I also want to hurt Chen Xiaoya.

There are many difficulties that people have to face in this life. Now Duan Feng is facing the biggest problem.

For a while, Kaede remembered a topic on the Internet at that time. The Buddha's question to the Monkey King.

The Buddha asked Sun Wukong to walk through a road full of flowers. Only one walk is allowed. Ask to pick the biggest and most beautiful flower.

This subject has stumped countless people. No one can be sure that the one they encounter is the biggest and most beautiful. No one knows if there are bigger and more beautiful flowers ahead of the road.

Now Duan Feng is facing a difficult choice. Qi Yanmeng is the biggest and most beautiful flower. Or Chen Xiaoya is the biggest and most beautiful flower.

For a while, Kaede began to hesitate on his own.

His love with Chen Xiaoya. It's vigorous. Be happy. It's warm. It is an unforgettable first love.

But with Qi Yanmeng. He felt very relaxed. Although the two did not have any feelings at the beginning. And Duan Feng still married Qi Yanmeng with guilt. But as time passed. Duan Feng suddenly discovered. I am used to arguing with Qi Yanmeng. I'm used to Qi Yanmeng's occasional coldness. Occasional passionate face.

He doesn't know if it's love. But he knew that he was used to Qi Yanmeng's existence.

Someone once said. When a man (woman) gets used to a woman (man). Then it's not far from love.

Habit of love. Although it won't be vigorous. But it's sturdy. Because habit has become natural. It's so hard to break a habit.

If you continue to keep your love for Chen Xiaoya in your heart. Then I'm sorry Qi Yanmeng. If you leave Qi Yanmeng. Duan Feng couldn't do it. Because he promised Qi Peng.

Promises are like shackles. It deeply locked Duan Feng's heart. so that he can't choose according to his heart.

Maybe that's a promise. Take the shackles of a lifetime.

"Think for yourself. It's hurting two women. Or hurt one." Qu Linglong feels that such a choice is actually really difficult to choose. Which one to choose is similar to Chen Shimei. But I had to make a choice.

"But in the end, I'm saying. Chen Xiaoya really loves you. It can be seen from the surname of Xijun. Xijun. Xijun. I'm afraid it's you."

(PS: Update late. I'm sorry. Hope to understand. Recently, the family has been busy)

Source of the novel: Ran Library