readx;??? Xu Yiyun cried lowly, crying so much that she didn't dare to love anymore, and she didn't dare to love anymore, but this man's gentleness, affection and thoughtfulness had already made her deeply fallen, but she didn't know it all along. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Or rather, don't want to think about it.

Until today, perhaps because everything will be different after today, because today may be the last moment, put aside all scruples, and there is no need to care about it anymore.

She is not a fool, Rong Shizi's abnormality has already caused doubts in her heart, and then she has become alert.

After being separated for so long, he didn't look back for himself, she was controlled by her parents, and she knew that she had no future with him, so she never thought that he would suddenly think about himself again.

His performance was too eager, too eager to be real, and she couldn't help but think about it.

Thinking about it, although she didn't want to believe it, she had to face it.

But after she got married, he pestered himself so recklessly, if he said that he loved her just because he loved her, he couldn't say anything at all.

If he really loved her, he shouldn't have met her again at this moment, and how could he please and flirt again and again? Isn't he an unknown how important it is to a woman? Once the matter is exposed, she will have no way to live!

In comparing Lian Ze's attitude towards herself with him, she understood better that he was by no means in love with herself.

Well, there is another purpose.

And the purpose is not simple! Otherwise, he wouldn't have been so closely chased.

Xu Yiyun couldn't help but feel a little chill in his heart, what did he want to do!

She was puzzled, but she vaguely felt that this purpose was not pure, and she had a hunch that he would not let go easily.

What will happen to him tomorrow, she has no bottom in her heart.

What if she couldn't make sense of him? Does he have to dwell on it to the end? What could she do?

One is that she is unwilling, and the other is that once the matter is exposed, she has only one way to die, and she will die in disrepute.

If that were the case, she would rather die tomorrow......

Perhaps, tomorrow, she won't be able to come back!

Xu Yiyun's tears quickly dripped two strings, thinking of Lian Ze, it was only at this moment that she understood how much position this man occupied in her heart, and how reluctant she was to him! I can't bear to be so gentle and affectionate. Isn't this what she's been looking for?

However, it's already too late, it's too late, isn't it?

She wanted to give it to him tonight, but she didn't say it.

Why bother?

If you want to go, you will go cleanly, there is no intersection between the two people, and he will be a little less sad when he goes by himself in the future! When he marries again, has children, and the days are long, he will naturally forget himself, and forget himself, a person who should not have appeared in his life in the first place......

It's just that when she thinks of him marrying a wife again, having children with others, growing old together to see the flowers bloom, and tasting the flavors of life, her heart hurts so much, and tears keep flowing, flowing through her face, wetting her clothes, and drowning her heart.

Xu Yiyun cried all night, and when it was almost dawn, he was tired of crying before he fell asleep in a daze.

When she woke up, he was already out of the house.

I was relieved and a little stunned.

If he is there, she is afraid that she will not be able to help but want to look at him again, this man she is destined to live up, and she is afraid that she will not be able to help revealing clues when the time comes.

He was not there, and she regretted that she couldn't look at him again, but she was also relieved that she could not hesitate.

Xu Yiyun left a letter and handed it to Mama Lu, asking Mama Lu to hand it over to Lian Ze at night and go out by herself.

Ten miles away in the northern suburbs of the capital, in a mountain col called Xinghuagang, Rong Shizi, who had been specially dressed up, was holding his hands behind his back and was slightly raising his chin to enjoy the mountain scenery in the distance.

The white clothes are better than the snow, the clothes are flying, the waist hangs beautiful jade, and the black hair is like a waterfall. His posture is quite proud and slender, standing between the mountains, like a beautiful picture, which is pleasing to the eye.

Xu Yiyun stood far away, looking at Rong Shizi's back, she was the same, but she couldn't stir up any waves in her heart.

There was not a drop of the deep joy and pleasure that overflowed his chest when I saw him before.

In front of her eyes, Lian Ze's shadow crossed, her affectionate and gentle eyes crossed, and she smiled at herself.

Xu Yiyun felt a pain in his heart and stopped thinking about it.

She sighed lowly, and couldn't help but ask herself secretly, how did she fall in love with him in the first place?

Perhaps, at that time, she needed a little warmth too much, and the warmth to continue to be attached to the world, and he was so gentle, so kind, and so concerned with her at that time, which she had never received since the death of her grandmother.

Even if there is Mama Lu and others, but after all, they are slaves, and there are Meng Shi, Mama Lu and Bingmei treat her lightly, even if they see Xu Yizhen bullying her, they don't dare to help her protect her, they can only comfort her behind her back, she is too hopeful, too eager for the hope that can rely on warmth and can be looked forward to!

She thought, if it wasn't Rong Shizi who she met at the beginning, even if it was someone else, if that person treated her like that, she would like it because of her attachment, and even more attachment because she liked it, and then stubbornly refused to let go, right?

Therefore, her feelings actually have nothing to do with Rong Shizi.

This is different from her to Lian Ze.

Tears gradually welled up in his eyes, and everything in front of him gradually became blurry and fragmented.

Xu Yiyun choked slightly, raised his hand to wipe away his tears, and muttered: "If, if I met you at the beginning...... How nice it would be! ”

She took a deep breath, carefully wiped the tears left on her face, and calmly walked over to Rong Shizi.

"Rong Shizi." Xu Yiyun stood three or four meters away from him and called softly.

Rong Shizi turned around slowly, his eyes were gentle and affectionate, and at that moment he was filled with a sunny smile, and said with a smile: "Yun'er, you are here!" ”

Xu Yiyun pursed his lips, subconsciously retreated slightly, and said, "Rong Shizi still call me Miss Xu or Second Lady Lian!" ”

Rong Shizi didn't call her that, but his eyes were slightly gloomy, and he quickly crossed a touch of pain, and then sighed lowly, as if with infinite loneliness and helplessness.

He stared at her and said softly, "Yun'er, are you still complaining about me?" ”

"Don't call me that!" Xu Yiyun was a little angry, and a little angry, his pretty face sank, and his voice was a little indifferent: "What is the matter with the prince looking for me?" ”

Rong Shizi raised his eyebrows, his eyes were still gentle, but in his heart was "Glah!" For a moment, he looked at Xu Yiyun secretly.

On Xu Yiyun's body, he couldn't see any traces of artificiality, that is, when she said these words, she did it from the heart.

How is this possible? Has she changed her mind? Don't like yourself anymore?

How long has she been married, and she has fallen in love with that country boy? Thinking of this, Rong Shizi was even more angry: How can this be reasonable! How can a woman who has liked him be disgusted with him and fall in love with a man who can't compare to him anywhere!

This is simply an insult to him! Mu ^ remnant ^ text ^ study, if you think it's good, press ctrl+d to collect this book!

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